I kind of think it's messed up that now that the outside world has gotten worse about persecuting people, in a way, I'm doing better and functioning better. Even though I am depressed and angry a lot. Whereas before, I was always feeling like I couldn't function so well, and there were panic attacks that I can't even describe. It's as if I have gotten amnesia about what the pain of childbirth was like, or something like that, but anyways. Coping with things. Taking a shower sounds like a good thing to do. I like water that's hot.
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