After much soul-searching

I think I have identified my truest desire what is just that I want all the men I've ever come into contact with to feel the feminine pain and experience the sexism and become much better people, and it seems it's such a noble aspiration but also they should leave me alone when I'm trying to have a solitary walk in the park, as I made pretty clear to someone who was friendly and with whom I was also friendly at first, but then I had to be firmly and clearly not too friendly, and then he was not so friendly either when we accidentally bumped into one another later which was kinda a shame, but mostly "phew" well my younger self would have thought someone my age would be too old to experience these annoyances but gray hair may soon betray the hoary brunette