Pain has lessened greatly and that's so amazing! Sigh.

Some of the other music that transcends everything is coming back to me too.

I get to have my die and reborn again experience this way. Maybe that's why this is happening.

Everything could be wiped out. All the stuff that's hard to deal with can just go. I could be sublimely reborn. I want to be reborn and new to the world again. And now I can have this experience. It's happening and it's bigger than myself.