Tuesday, November 19, 2024

What if today is the day.

I'm exhausted from this illness. 

I think my left lung is irritated.

What if today is the day it all starts to get  better.

I'll look for the people with good missions.

“That fact that she focuses on female veterans is really fantastic because you don’t see that. It seems like we can get lost in the mix a little bit more than our male counterparts.”

~ Kathleen Moore

"One last mission: retired colonel tries to stabilize homeless women veterans"

https://www.timesunion.com/gives/article/capital-district-women-veteran-program-housing-19804628.php

Maybe I should try leek soup...

"Cold & Flu Recovery Soup" - Real Healthy Recipes

https://realhealthyrecipes.com/recipes/cold_&_flu_recovery_soup

I put a bowl of onions by my bed. It did not help, and I had a hideously sore throat for much of the night, but it was worth trying.

"Your life is CAKE!"

@ReallyVeryCrunchy

https://youtube.com/shorts/UlnG_qYlTIw?si=UqB7nwqNGExVOId9

What is next?

Make the flu recede from the body today.

"Man of La Mancha (I, Don Quixote)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=-UUDguFEa5E&si=WVlo49SOeXSGQkbM

I bet this will be interesting.

"Dear American women,"

~ Manifestelle

https://youtube.com/watch?v=gyKZBd1w46U&si=77lOCLsClcDO90wT

Make America less sexist and racist today.

Even if some people don't want to believe I have had some of the experiences I had, it's not an excuse for the other random acts of sexism and racism they're continually perpetuating in their everyday lives.

As for my opinion on my own experiences...

Yeah, for me, I know those experiences actually happened. 

Dude, I don't care if you don't believe me. It doesn't matter that much to me. 

There's actually other much more important things to care about then you believing a weird story I've had happen to me.

Like, how about you just get much better at restoring some of your own empathy and your own humanity?

That would be good for you and your health.

Acting like only the unwell men were the legitimate veterans is just so false and unpatriotic.

What about all the other kinds of veterans?

Why do you have to unsee all kinds of people in order to have a "good life?" 

It doesn't look that good.

It could be much better. It could be so much better.

Monday, November 18, 2024

Okay, now there this & this, too.

"Female veterans react to Trump's pick for defense secretary"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=GQfbfB7Yhms&si=yZwgBxsUt7Khpjv0

"Female Veteran captain reacts to Pete Hegseth as possible Defense Secretary"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=D5D69zpBNKo&si=g7YBlJlWwJTpr4Wc

Selecting more quotes might be fine to do in the future.

Consider selecting several more favorite quotes from this interview.

"'Where do you think I lost my legs?’: Senator fires back at Trump's DOD pick"

~ CNN

https://youtube.com/watch?v=5GEv5MG8ep0&si=iKZOMtz4zm7echjm

Hmmm, humor.

I guess the host asked her about a possible cabinet position because she was in the NSA.

'Wanda Sykes on Trump Winning the Election, Her Message to Young People & Thanksgiving Plans"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=SmETvmUFxxk&si=hUnaPWJLfkCGUL3X

I would like to feel better in this life.

I would like to go to sleep feeling okay and wake up feeling okay instead of going to sleep feeling terrible and waking up feeling terrible on account of the flu and on account of some people being as depressingly unwell and selfish and inconsiderate as they have been in regards to human rights, women's rights, racism, and the prejudices they inherited that do not really show them in the best light.

This flu has gone on too long.

I feel I have to go take a shower to make my chest and face and body feel better.

Maybe people who voted for the super misogynist racist guy should pick all the vegetables

"Grocery prices are high. Trump’s mass deportations could make matters worse"

https://www.cnn.com/2024/11/18/economy/economy-trump-deportation-grocery-inflation/index.html

As someone who experienced a certain amount of military influence in her upbringing...

What does being disrespectful to women have to do with keeping your country safe?

"'Where do you think I lost my legs?’: Senator fires back at Trump's DOD pick"

~ CNN

https://youtube.com/watch?v=5GEv5MG8ep0&si=iKZOMtz4zm7echjm

Sunday, November 17, 2024

How is everything.

I wonder how to get well, and you know, not die of the flu or something.

I wonder what I should do with my time if I cannot fall asleep. What's a good use of this time in this really uncomfortable body?

I'm going to think about prayers and angels and stuff. That sounds like fun.

Come talk to me. Angels.

Give me some singing. 

Some beauty full music. 

Some reminders good on Earth. 

Love and beauty on this planet.

Saturday, November 16, 2024

Tonight's flu symptom: loss of voice

I can barely whisper. But I have prescriptions now.

This made me wonder if the phrase "clown car" has just been telepathically making the rounds


"Watch MAGA Fox Host..." ~ Luke Beasley 

https://youtube.com/watch?v=n4o13CwYBTc&si=yyPMIaN1QH9Kmdey

She's a good influence.

If you asked...

Bernadette Kirwan 

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DCYqjA-yxS1/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

This is good.

"16 Best Antiviral Herbs and Supplements To Boost Your Immune System and Keep You Healthy"

https://www.medicinenet.com/16_best_antiviral_herbs_supplements_boost_immune/article.htm

Time to start social distancing...

"California reports five new cases of bird flu"

https://www.reddit.com/r/PrepperIntel/s/oFl0kv6QX1

Naturally...🌱

"Your Cells Will HEAL If You Do THIS! 🌱"

 ~ Abraham Hicks

https://youtube.com/watch?v=9rPfyI4oyY4&si=m76wXp_SiKrVFxk3

💗Fast💞Car💗

"Relax, Results Are On the Way! 🔥 Abraham Hicks 2024"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=MC98I8vXBgU&si=WvGX-SYYKmU5_-M-

Tracy Chapman & Luke Combs - "Fast Car Grammy Performance"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=O_BTdz326Eg&si=UpHgrp4WcgjI3pHX

🎶🎶🎶🎶

Okay, okay. Drink some herbal tea, little one.

🌹🕊️🌧️Cough cough * Feel free not to blame me because you were flaky as f*** and a bad listener! Cough cough🌹🕊️🌧️

10 sacred things.

1) hug stuffed animal

2) tea 

3) cough drops

4) No Doubt - "Just A Girl"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=PHzOOQfhPFg&si=umvs-XocOJpz6e7g

5) College students staying home and crying because of bad guys with bad signs on their college campuses.

6) 6th graders staying home because the stupid boys in their classes are chanting your body my choice.

7) The devil is six and God is seven. (The Pixies).

8) I can make figure 8s.

9) I'm glad this list is almost done. 

10) I'm going to go pick out a meditation or several and then do more drinking and more tea and we'll see how it goes and maybe I'll even get back to sleep soon, and wake up feeling great.


I bleat "aho" from my sickbed now.

"That was a lot of “aho’s”😂 #indigenous #funny"

@EagleBlackbird

https://youtube.com/shorts/0j1FzQdSVKM?si=zMNwmm6tw_cOJ10o

💞🕊️Dear peace and love and forgiveness, please help me and heal me and my body today.🙏💗

💞🕊️Dear peace and love and forgiveness, please help me and heal me and my body today.🙏💗

💞🕊️Dear peace and love and forgiveness, please help me and heal me and my body today.🙏💗

💞🕊️Dear peace and love and forgiveness, please help me and heal me and my body today.🙏💗

💞🕊️Dear peace and love and forgiveness, please help me and heal me and my body today.🙏💗

💞🕊️Dear peace and love and forgiveness, please help me and heal me and my body today.🙏💗

💞🕊️Dear peace and love and forgiveness, please help me and heal me and my body today.🙏💗

💞🕊️Dear peace and love and forgiveness, please help me and heal me and my body today.🙏💗

💞🕊️Dear peace and love and forgiveness, please help me and heal me and my body today.🙏💗

💞🕊️Dear peace and love and forgiveness, please help me and heal me and my body today.🙏💗

💞🕊️Dear peace and love and forgiveness, please help me and heal me and my body today.🙏💗

💞🕊️Dear peace and love and forgiveness, please help me and heal me and my body today.🙏💗

💞🕊️Dear peace and love and forgiveness, please help me and heal me and my body today.🙏💗

Everything is going to be about getting better from now on.

It's been a really bad feeling in my throat and in my body. I've been really sick and now I desperately need to get better.

Friday, November 15, 2024

Come on, good healing energies. I need you.

You're going to have to help me heal from this flu now. Please come help me heal my body. 🙏💗😊🕊️💞

Ok, voice.

"We're about the idea that seniors deserve better too."


My dream! 💗🙏😊🕊️

Maybe I can take a shower and I'll just cry and then it'll cure my flu and everything will get better and and and when I come out my throat is going to be SO happy!

I said to the wise cat...😺

"I kind of almost wonder if the government's going to become like a clown car now?"

That's a mad guy.

"Dear MAGA, I Have A New Word For You To Learn"

@Cliffs_Edge

https://youtube.com/shorts/FrqG8vUz7Ys?si=YLEXbH-_61dKlHz8

He is not a MAGA guy.

This is for my miserable sore throat right now!

Auuugh...may the cats of the cat ladies be with you!

PJ Harvey - "Send His Love To Me"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=rsUIl7qVzYw&si=WKzz7QOBOIj3dlc3

Take that, rightwing news addicted airheads. Yeah. That's what I said. With my raspy angry uvula, which almost no one easily guessed on Wordle puzzle the other day. Huh! 

Boy, so glad we did that one, aren't we.

She seems smart to me.

"White Rose: The Unknown Story of the Nazi Resistance"

~ Feli from Germany

https://youtube.com/watch?v=dTRbyGEyJR0&si=8Ri5s4iPuyNBHg4n

Re-assessing values?

I'm glad we have this collective opportunity.

Well...is grandfather's best buddy who died in combat applauding from beyond the grave at this?

"Pete Hegseth Accused of Being 'White Supremacist'"

https://www.newsweek.com/pete-hegseth-defense-secretary-white-supremacist-trump-1986435

Everyday with this flu is just really different.

Like, I have a sore throat today that's totally different from the sore throat that I had yesterday.

The back of my throat feels kinda like two leathery lips resting on top of one another.

And that's different from how it felt yesterday. 

Yesterday was a milder sore throat and more face pain. 

There's much less face pain today. 

So it's maybe evolving. 

It's the flu that's on a special journey.

Please, make this flu go away...

Make noses smell and tongues taste things again!

"'Nurse, Spy, Cook:' How Harriet Tubman Found Freedom Through Food"

https://www.npr.org/sections/thesalt/2016/04/27/475768129/nurse-spy-cook-how-harriet-tubman-found-freedom-through-food

The good thing is, your life is not over yet.



"Why did the middle classes support fascism?"

@jonasceikaCCK

That's over in Santa Barbara, but he kind of has a point.

"This 16-year-old child of a farmworker spoke out in support of a $26 minimum wage for his mom, saying that his mom broke her back to feed others children, 'Now, its your turn to feed us.'”

~ Callie Fausey

"'I’m Asking You to Feed Us’: Farmworkers, Growers, and Experts Meet to Address Farmworker Conditions in Santa Barbara County"

https://www.independent.com/2024/11/13/im-asking-you-to-feed-us-farmworkers-growers-and-experts-meet-to-address-farmworker-conditions-in-santa-barbara-county/

What a tale it will be for the descendants to tell their own children...

"We just couldn't believe we were being propped up financially by a lot of the very people that some of the grandparents were training us to be so racist against! How could it possibly go on forever?"

They've all been acting so happy ever since they found this out.

"MAGA Brains Explode as I Explain How Undocumented Immigrants Pay Taxes"

~ Walter Masterson

https://youtube.com/watch?v=RGuCJku5pKw&si=42hI7siLf8ZGnkEP

Gosh, my cat is so cute and such a cheerful, inspirational character this morning.

She's in a great mood! I guess her relatives didn't have any awful internalized misogyny issues affecting their behaviors to drag her mood down! Aren't pets the best?

Aw, he made a nice video.

"The Story — and Lessons — of Fascism in Europe with Rick Steves"

~ Rick Steves Travel Talks

https://youtube.com/watch?v=d2ELvxuKMUQ&si=5K1zdFR-EDrHd2Zh

Unlike me...thanks to the flu...

"Take your daughter faaar away from work day!"

He had the energy to do stuff this week.

"'You Schmuck!': Stephen Colbert Just Slammed An Unexpected Target For Not Dealing With A Donald Trump Issue Sooner"

https://www.buzzfeed.com/edmazza/stephen-colbert-merrick-garland-schmuck-donald-trump

We should have learned more about Harriet Tubman in school.

"Harriet Tubman posthumously named a general in Veterans Day Ceremony"

https://www.npr.org/2024/11/12/g-s1-33792/harriet-tubman-posthumously-named-a-general-in-veterans-day-ceremony

Well, who knew that would happen?💐

I am very bummed out about losing my sense of smell. I really hope that's temporary. Please, help me get my beautiful sense of smell back.

Make it so!!!!💐

You don’t have to do it again.

Just because you acted like oppressing daughters was one of your great comforts yesterday, and you got praised and rewarded for that. You can do better now.

I have lost my sense of smell???

Can't smell the relaxing lavender sleep balm. Nor can I smell lavender oil from a bottle. I hope my sense of smell comes back.

❤🧡💛 Heal Me Too 💚💙💜

Please help me and my body to fully heal even tho we have been experiencing so much  suffering and grief but I know I must believe we can get better and we can access healing, too.

Please deliver gifts of healing to me today.

I woke suffering again with the flu and more congestion on the left side and I truly prefer to experience better feelings and healing now. Please help me know how I can repair and heal my respiratory system and my immune system. Please send me the beautiful healing energies today. Please. Thank you. Blessings.

I pray for my healing to unfold. 🙏💗🕊️

 I pray for healing in a time of great sorrow, that the beautiful traits of compassion and healing can still be awakened, in a time where girls are crying because their society abandoned them and boys are saying demeaning things to them in schools and online because their parents voted for a bully who doesn't respect girls and women. What a sad time for these ignorant people. I pray to experience better and to feel better and to feel love and to heal my own body soon.

Please bless me with magical sleep. I want to heal.

Please bless me with magical sleep. 

Please bless every soul.

Help. I need to heal. Now.

I am really tired of this flu and how it just seems like after it seems to get better, it changes the symptoms and comes back again. 

You're here, flu. I acknowledge you. Can we please move on now? You deserve better, too.

Everyone deserves amazing health. I deserve to feel better and to enjoy really great health. 

Please help me heal. And not, like, die or something ridiculous like that!

Thursday, November 14, 2024

There must be a good way to be truthful and also recover my right to have real healing.

I must heal from the flu. Knowing that some people's parents were selfish and not especially trustworthy and they were too much in the pocket of the patriarchy and they made decisions that were harmful for themselves and other people and even for their own children as well is quite depressing, so I will pray to ask higher healing sources to help me move through that heavy knowledge, and please help me to go in a more healing direction, so I can relax and heal from the awful flu.

Please help me heal and get better at relaxing please

I said to the universe please please please please please help me relax and I feel the universe is listening I said I know I deeply know I truly know I have to relax more I have to allow the healing to happen in my body.

Ha, we can watch this.

"He didn’t just say that…😭😂 #suspectchallenge"

@EagleBlackbird

https://youtube.com/shorts/m5cyBHag2WM?si=fN6DZ6OV_lRa-uWu

Pretty. Let's get some salt water and manuka honey.

James Taylor - "Fire And Rain (BBC In Concert, 11/16/1970)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=_1nKGVDhQ60&si=t4K0bNC5H_gGN_k9

Dear throat, we must move on.

I guess the talk show hosts who seem to think they're so liberal could always hook up their Bernie Lovin' Trump Votin' fans with some swag pretty soon, but yeah, I guess we should move on from that whole debacle now; you're probably right.

Sorry, throat. You deserve better, beautiful throat!

I feel like the shower only placated the face in a very temporary way. 

The shower gift!

You have bestowed Bernie Bro Trump Voter energy upon yourself, ye whose addictions must always be catered to at the expense of everyone else's humanity.

What a pity no intervention ever came!

But, thanks to 

"Honeymoon's Over! | 'Gypsy Bride SHOCKED At Married Life'"

~ My Big Fat Gypsy Wedding

https://youtube.com/watch?v=cyqtmNZz3Gs&si=bEzZCazL3EeolOwS

at least we can know that those sorry drunken and unappealing grabbers have been able to express even a wee bit more humanity than some of the shysters so many people were taken in by during the 2020s in this Nation O' Damaged Daddy Issues!

I pray the shower soothes everything.

There's got to be better ways of be being here for someone who is like I am, and who is living in this kind of a life right now.

I better go take another shower!

Don't see how some people can even keep on going along with it anymore!

Painkillers, perhaps?

How to survive?

My throat is SO sore!

It's as if all that entertainment that's obviously been catering to society's insecure white guys way more than it has been for anyone else is actually just a horrible and painful ordeal! Worse than menstrual cramps! Jesus.

You know what else?

I don't understand why treating girls and women like crap is so essential to your "privileged" lifestyle. It's a real failure of the imagination!

Note to self: At least a good cat is here and she still likes you.

Random LinkedIn Guy is more interested in standing up for the rights of women and girls than most of the nation's parents in the 2020s.


He doesn't like the trend of guys who say "Your body, my choice," and he is making a stance on LinkedIn about it.


One of the commenters pointed out that 95% of the people who liked his stance were women.

Come on, girl dads and boy moms. 

I know you were raised to enable misogyny in your churches or schools or families or whatever, but you can still do so much better.

Anyways, the line between what the narcissistic guys in show business keep doing and whatever fuels misogynistic MAGA cult behavior seems thinner than ever. 

Childish people voted for a troll who lives to deliver entertainment and they feel entitled to steamroll the human rights of everyone else just to recover even a small temporary morsel of glee for themselves. Willful ignorance is their bliss.

My throat is really sore, and so is my face, and so are some teeth, so no, it's not the best evening I ever had. 

I guess I will go find a better remedy to help myself not feel so awful now.

More interesting than my runny-nose illness...

"Māori MPs perform haka and disrupt NZ parliament"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=N__OF41CqoY&si=6VohjatmyrllbKuQ

"Maori haka in NZ parliament to protest at bill..."

https://www.bbc.com/news/articles/cvgwve4j176o

Maybe I'll check this one out, too...

 "Stop Feeling Bad About Feeling Bad..."

~ Abraham Videos

https://youtube.com/watch?v=32fMEXb00IM&si=YbSLOg3F1OMnsuy0

She seems nice.

German girl living in the USA delivers a history lesson.

"White Rose: The Unknown Story of the Nazi Resistance"

~ Feli from Germany

https://youtube.com/watch?v=dTRbyGEyJR0&si=3VpXMttb4KPYfkOI

This is an exaggeration, thank goodness.

"MAGA Brains Explode as I Explain How Undocumented Immigrants Pay Taxes"

~ Walter Masterson

https://youtube.com/watch?v=RGuCJku5pKw&si=42hI7siLf8ZGnkEP

"Donald Trump Is Lying About Immigrants and Social Security"

https://www.americanprogressaction.org/article/donald-trump-is-lying-about-immigrants-and-social-security-medicare/

So, this is in addition to food prices possibly going up because of tariffs???

 "Ortega said Trump’s plans to deport people who are in the U.S. illegally could also drive up grocery prices. There are more than 2 million undocumented workers throughout the U.S. food chain, he said, including an estimated 1 million working on farms, 750,000 working in restaurants and 200,000 in food production."

~ Dee-Ann Durbin

"Food prices worried most voters, but Trump’s plans likely won’t lower their grocery bills"

https://apnews.com/article/trump-grocery-prices-inflation-economy-b69a367ebb7dafe416b8f99b94256cf5

Noooo! People need to get better and healthier!

"Bird flu infections more widespread among US dairy workers than thought"

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2024/nov/11/us-bird-flu-dairy-workers

"'Many of the people that voted for Trump were motivated by how much they pay for groceries, how difficult it is to find affordable housing,' said Stephanie Nawyn, an associate professor of sociology at Michigan State University specializing in migration and migrant labor issues. 'Folks might learn the hard way how dependent our economy and other social institutions are on migrants coming to this country.'

American citizen or resident laborers are historically reluctant to choose agricultural field work."

~ Keith Matheny

"Trump's call for mass deportation could affect..."

https://www.freep.com/story/news/local/michigan/2024/11/11/donald-trump-deportation-illegal-undocumented-immigrants-agriculture-michigan-groceries/76111412007/

You're supposed to look for the humorous things.

"Satire publication The Onion buys Alex Jones' Infowars at auction with Sandy Hook families backing"

https://www.ajc.com/news/nation-world/satire-publication-the-onion-buys-alex-jones-infowars-at-auction-with-sandy-hook-families-backing/S3JIXA7BPBETTNEF5RFIUPOFCI/

"Here’s Why I Decided To Buy ‘InfoWars’" - The Onion

https://theonion.com/heres-why-i-decided-to-buy-infowars/

"The Onion buys Alex Jones' Infowars at bankruptcy"

https://www.cbsnews.com/news/the-onion-buys-alex-jones-infowars-auction-sandy-hook-families/

It's unbelievable.

I can't believe your conservative friends / sexist relatives / racist neighbors knew what was better for you and your children and the country than what several generals who normally would have voted conservative knew, but since they had already tried to work with the unwell bully who never recovered from his unhappy childhood the last time he was elected, they completely refused to vote for him this time around. 

Come on, now. Let's focus on your house, now.

Oh, I am so sorry. I have got to focus on my health. Sorry, I got off track. I got to go and focus more on my health. Gotta get better at doing that!

Who gives money and success a bad name?

Who makes having money and success actually look unappealing, kind of like like shoveling s*** out of a pit? 

Well, there are some people who are clearly untrustworthy, fearfully greedy, and their version of "values" make it seem like they don't care about human rights very much, at all.

That's the sort of people who make focusing "money and success" at the expense of everything and everyone else look quite bad for one's health.

Watch more cat videos! Sleep! Yay!

"How to think about the good things more so you can feel well enough to cure yourself of having the awful flu." That's what time it is. It's time to get better. It's time to get focused on wellness. It's time to get healed from the illness.

Well, some of them just wanted better egg prices.

"Trump himself, an adjudicated rapist who has bragged about both committing sexual assault and engineering the reversal of Roe v Wade, speaks of women in vulgar, degrading terms. He picked a running mate who has denigrated childless women as 'psychotic' 'cat ladies'. His adviser and funder Elon Musk, who seems to have designs on becoming something of a shadow president in Trump’s second term, is a techno-fascist pro-natalist who goes around offering women insemination.

The Trump campaign positioned itself as a champion of a hierarchical gender order, aiming to restore men to a place of wrongfully deprived supremacy over women. Many of his voters cast their lot in with Trump hoping that he would do just that."

~ Moira Donegan

"'Your body, my choice’: what misogynistic Trump supporters..."

https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2024/nov/13/your-body-my-choice-maga-men

They are not very good at being good to people...

"'I was shocked': Lawmakers react to Gaetz pick to be Trump's attorney general"

www.npr.org/2024/11/13/g-s1-34082/senate-reaction-gaetz-gabbard-trump-cabinet

You guys need to heal from your pain, and the cruelty and bullying of your angry childhoods.

"Trump Completely Humiliates Elon Musk in Front of House Republicans"

https://newrepublic.com/post/188412/trump-humiliates-elon-musk-house-republicans

Trump probably just did that because he's a bully and also Elon's smarter than he is (even though I don't like a lot of what Elon does, and I think he's made some terrible choices, I will say that.)

He seems like a nice kid.

"This 16-year-old child of a farmworker spoke out in support of a $26 minimum wage for his mom, saying that his mom broke her back to feed others children, 'Now, its your turn to feed us.'” 

~ Callie Fausey

https://www.independent.com/2024/11/13/im-asking-you-to-feed-us-farmworkers-growers-and-experts-meet-to-address-farmworker-conditions-in-santa-barbara-county/

Maybe hot steam and water can help.

Everybody deserves to heal and get better. Let's let this body get better and heal now.

💗Definitely deserve to get better today🕊️.

🕊️Forgiveness of sins is accessible to you.💗 Forgiveness of sins and love🙏🏿love🙏🏾love🙏🏽love🙏🏼love🙏🏻love🙏love. Love. Love. Love.  Peace, peace, peace, peace, peace, peace, peace, peace, peace, peace, peace, peace...💗🕊️💐

An old classic comes to mind.

Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on Earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us for our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil, for thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever and ever. Amen.

Help me heal from a rough flu, please, kind uni~verse.

I need a good and healing universe to help me with the coughs and the stuffiness and the face pain and the overall physically weak feelings. I want to get better! Sigh. Pleereeeease...I deserve to get better and not be this sick. 

So adorable. 💗 And such nice soft fur.

Kitty is so kind and loving with her humans. 

She's kind of mean to the neighbor cats if they want to get in her yard, but at least I'm not trying to put her in any important government positions based on the neglect I personally have suffered. 

So I guess I don't have to worry about that too much?

Sorry, have to focus on health now.

Still sick, with more sneezing and eye watering, but hopefully this flu is progressing.

Who can trust your mom and dad?

When your mom and dad still make far too many excuses for certain abusive men? And why, just because they got some happy chemical boosts and materialistic gains from their unwell society doing that? Are you fated to be indentured to their insecurities and addictions for your whole life? 

Allelu

"O What a Beautiful City"

~ MetroSingers

https://youtube.com/watch?v=fsuWk8k4WNk&si=uuR7t5ByeUSTGeo8

Gosh, they really do need so much help, too.

They had such sad, tragic childhoods. Oh, humanity must be evolving. Just fascinated by that tragic sadness, and not knowing why. Just so much need amongst the sad people. Temporarily relying on ways that will not be able to sustain them for much longer. What a weird choice. There were probably other choices that could have been made. Oh well.

Call on a higher power to help you.

I'm listening to good meditations to try to help heal myself from the awful sorrow, and to begin heal just from knowing that people have been so sad.

We give her a good life.

I want my cat to have a better life then what some people seem to want for their very own children. It's so depressing. Angels weep at the cruelty of the ignorance that's been foisted upon people who deserve so much better. I need to help my body somehow heal from this sad experience. I need to boost my mood and my immune system somehow.

What if I need to go to the hospital in the sky that cures all the sorrows?

I feel like my body needs so much more healing. Want to cry so much; it feels so awful. Need healing, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry....

Wednesday, November 13, 2024

It's a lot.

You just cannot believe how many excuses some people will make to avoid dealing with reality.

Made good elderberry syrup!

 To help with this illness.

I hope it helps! Even though I got sick, possibly in part from a lot of stress, and it's rough, I am glad I was able to stand up for my true feelings with multiple kinds of people who should have known better. But I hope they might know better in the future.

Learning can be very...

Educational.


"Honeymoon's Over! | 'Gypsy Bride SHOCKED At Married Life'"

~ My Big Fat Gypsy Wedding

https://youtube.com/watch?v=cyqtmNZz3Gs&si=bEzZCazL3EeolOwS

Oh, I have a gift.

"Honeymoon's Over! | 'Gypsy Bride SHOCKED At Married Life'"

~ My Big Fat Gypsy Wedding

https://youtube.com/watch?v=cyqtmNZz3Gs&si=bEzZCazL3EeolOwS

The last time I got the flu this badly was after I had to sit next to delicate m************ Elon Musk on two f****** airplanes.

"Robin Williams gave Conan a gift"

@teamcoco

https://www.instagram.com/reel/DCUv5NXIFzp/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==

Thank goodness for the gifts!

Tori Amos - "Don't Look Back in Anger (Oasis Cover)"

https://youtube.com/watch?v=osArZ-zCJdg&si=vNHd7-Bqf7WqlYiC

Funny clip. Nice tune. 😌

 "I just wanted to split!"

@ReallyVeryCrunchy

https://youtube.com/shorts/ExT9LFV0tow?si=HjsTkjQyI67XZfjH

 😊

James Taylor - Fire And Rain (BBC In Concert, 11/16/1970)

https://youtube.com/watch?v=_1nKGVDhQ60&si=MtX_H7eNqR1ODIu4

Health is wealth.

Pretty weird how I had to stand up for some beliefs just to not let a situation that had gotten too violent and unhealthy continue, and I did it on behalf of myself and another, and the result was an interesting and substantial improvement but now I have a long illness and I really want it to get better. Let's pray to Jesus some people will get more curious and less wilful in their ignorance in the future. In the meantime, health is the number one priority. Like, please keep yourself alive and don't get into a worse health situation. I bet relaxation and curiosity are two great traits to learn more about when it comes to being able to recover from an illness. I look forward to some good progress being made really really really really soon.

Dear Flu, can you please evolve now and let my body heal.

Perhaps the early part of today has been a mourning / despair day, and it's the bottom, but could it begin to get better, and what if this doesn't have to become any worse than it's already been?

We need healing.

We need peace and forgiveness and good care.

My body really needs healing from the flu

I need to heal, get better, make healing my number one priority again.

💗🙏🕊️🙏🏻💗🙏🏼🕊️🙏🏽💗🙏🏾🕊️💗🙏🏿

Prayers and good energy.

Please let us heal. It's a beautiful thing. I so want to heal. I felt shaky. But surely I can get better soon.

Say goodnight. For health reasons. Must rest again..

I need to try to sleep more. The flu is not fun. Life in a body can be so demanding. Oh! I need the healing and the enlightenment more than ever...

Take your "trained to be a male-centered" woman out for an ice cream.


"Poor people shouldn't have children."

~ Manifestelle 

https://youtube.com/watch?v=uDfx_dYEbtE&si=c5x0Ki_JbS066Psi

Convalescing can mess with your sleep schedule. What's this?



"Poor people shouldn't have children." ~ Manifestelle 

https://youtube.com/watch?v=uDfx_dYEbtE&si=c5x0Ki_JbS066Psi

Heal heal heal (vs. hell hell hell)

I'm grateful for so much opportunity to heal. There's so much opportunity to learn more about how to heal.

Sigh...

"It didn’t matter that Trump didn’t offer much in the way of specific policies to guarantee an improved economy or to lower the price of eggs, bacon or housing. Even as he rambled off course at his rallies, he kept returning to a message about safety and economic security, and he created an impression that he was looking out for the average person’s kitchen table concerns. In the stories he told, he cast himself as the hero and identified a long list of villains to stoke a reliable gust of grievances from people who feel like they live at America’s margins. In his grim fairytale, the villainous forces included a bloated government, out-of-touch Democrats and immigrants stealing the jobs from and poisoning the blood of 'true' Americans. Exit polls suggest that even some significant share of immigrants who voted didn’t want 'those people' jumping ahead of them in line or gumming up their chances to be seen and embraced by real America."

~ Michele Norris

"Voters who picked AOC and Trump..."

https://www.msnbc.com/opinion/msnbc-opinion/aoc-trump-democrats-listen-voters-rcna179762