Things to say to oneself

I wonder why people I knew seem to become less idealistic and more into material things as we get older...all these people on facebook say they went to fashion week...is anyone ever going to appreciate size 14 models? "Lonely" is a feeling that is worse when you resist it...When you embrace it, it actually becomes cozy...If you ate one everyday it would not feel good, but once in a while, eating a cheeseburger is okay. Hiding is okay, but how sad it is that some will never know other people's secret rebellions or good deeds...Okay, who is this person...(Click on her website) So loud! Turn it down! (Couldn't do it. "Am I a feminist or a womanist...")(Immediately afterwards): strange now I seem to feel better.