Elon. You need to get better, and not be such a puppet of the patriarchy. Not only would this be smarter for your own health, but it is the best way to ensure that some people will still say nice things about you when you die. Even though you've done all kinds of atrocious things in this life, you still need to figure out how to get better. I bet you're going to be a girl in the next life. So get better. Chop chop!
Monday, January 05, 2026
Another transition.
"Holocaust survivor Eva Schloss, stepsister of Anne..."
Rest in Heaven, Eva Schloss
I'm grateful I got to read your books. I appreciate your life.
Rest in heaven until you come back as someone who's more feminist, just like everybody else will. Everybody's coming back more feminist. Because humanity wants us to evolve and have a better life, that's why. Feminism helps them have a better life.
Anne Frank, who possibly reincarnated it as Barbara Karlen, could also come back more feminist. She was more feminist for her time already. It will always perplex me that they chose to cut out some of the more feminist parts of her diary in the versions we got to read in school.
Isn't it good to have people who are a little bit extra in this world? It really helps humanity to get the ball rolling, doesn't it?
I remember reading somewhere that there out of all the solar systems in the world, our Earth is the third least evolved. That means there's only two other planets that are worse than Earth
So if ever you think of Earth as being a horrible place sometimes for lots of people with all the persecution and genocide going on...and then consider that there's only two other planets that are worse than Earth,
And that could be out of perhaps thousands, or hundreds or thousands, maybe it kind of makes people on Earth want to evolve a little faster if more people believe that.
Does it make any humans want to evolve a little faster now to catch up with their neighbors?
That's the idea, I guess.
Every once in awhile, I remember the person who was a teenager in the body of an elderly woman at the Folger Shakespeare Library's Shakespeare's Birthday Festival.
That happened in the 1990s.
Gosh, she was fascinating.
It was like she was the same age as me when I was 19 or so, but she had the appearance of someone in an older body and long gray hair. It was so crazy! Seeing her really blew my mind.
She was very happy to be there. She really liked whatever was going on with this Shakespeare festival.
But I probably stared at her too much and then her energy was a little bit like, leave me alone. Don't bother me.
But it wasn't like in an old woman way at all
It was literally like she was a teenager in an older woman's body. I've been so curious for my whole life how that could have happened???
How did she retain the attitude of a young woman throughout her life?
Or was it just, that's who she was on that day, because she was happy to be at the festival at the Folger Shakespeare Library?
She must have died by now.
She must have reincarnated.
She could be a young person now, and I am the older person.
I don't understand why more people don't want to believe in reincarnation. I mean, if you don't let it mess with you too much, it can be really fun.
But yeah, it was like she was my age but she was just in the body of somebody with older skin and long gray hair.
She was quite petite as well. She probably almost had a teenage body, too.
I wonder what it was like to be her when she was truly young. You know, like back in the 1920s or '30s or whenever it was.
How did she show up in an older woman's body but still manage to look like a teenager?
If they could bottle up her essence and sell it as a perfume, I think it would make so much money!!!
There we go. I dipped a little toe into capitalism.
I wonder what kind of female role models he's getting in the upcoming incarnation.
"Charlie Kirk said earlier this year that if a young woman’s priority is to find a husband, she should go to college for a 'MRS degree.' Matthew Boedy, a professor of rhetoric at University of North Georgia, said Erika Kirk could be a more effective messenger because she was focused on her career before meeting her husband."
~ Somebody wrote this and I'm not subscribing to Fortune today.
"'I was like, 'Wow, if Erika can do it, I can do it'': TikTok and Turning Point draw in conservative Gen Z women" | Fortune
It is so hard to be good!
Heh heh heh... 🎨🥖🧑🏼🎨
" Today I craved the shame of France's first lady..."
marmaladebleue
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DS5jIHVjD7Y/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Get healthier quicker!
I've just been so disappointed that more people in our celebrity community have not stepped up to the conversation as to how celebrity culture has created our very own celebrity fascist in the White House.
AND ON A SIDE NOTE!
"Andy Richter’s Wife Shoots Down ‘DWTS’ Rumors, Addresses the Haters | Andy Richter, Dancing With the Stars | Celebrity News and Gossip | Entertainment, Photos and Videos" | Just Jared
I just want to know why he needs a her to act like mommy wife, and why he told that one podcast a while ago about how, when got worried about his bullying her daughter during bedtime, her mother told him she found that, quote, "hot."
Get thee to speech therapy!!! Or get thee to psycho therapy!!! Or perhaps both!!!
Also, the friend or boss or cult leader or whatever he's choosing to be lately has also shown himself to be a really troubled soul in this era of change. A very troubled soul.
And he's definitely not the only one!!!
Sorry, I just got a flashback about massaging you, no!!!! I mean, casually misogynistic comments over a zoom call.
??? Who do you think you are ???
It's in curiosity, wonderful!!!!
"The long line for the women's toilet isn't an accident"
curioustakes
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DMvJcGvtDdy/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Imbibe wisely.
🍸🥳🍾🎉🍻😎🍷
"Men who choose the wrong woman..."
streetlighteyesdontdie
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DM1JhpyxF1V/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
People who don't want to let go of old programming today might be more willing to do so tomorrow.
"it'll be an eye opener for sure"
ianllightfoot
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DSknkExDVYd/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
"I've been going through it"
autisthicc_mystic
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DTHKNp7EVpD/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Let go of old childhood programming!
Patriarchal thinking is old childhood programming
Anti-feminism is old childhood programming.
Coercion is old childhood programming.
Cookies and Cats!
"Cattoman Empire 😻🐈🐈⬛ #cat #catvideos #funny"
toshiroko
https://youtube.com/shorts/TiG_44-a6Mk?si=9Yhd4cb_2iqZ3hmu
"the most insane cookie exchange"
Bitesbybianca
Time to make some toast. 🍞 To have for breakfast, with an egg 🥚.
🎶 Thanks be to the toast and egg providers. 🙏🏽
"Irresponsible Woman"
Mary Prankster
https://youtube.com/watch?v=kYtjvXOMJEA&si=U1Rt5xY95N5UnUEF
😺 And thanks to the butter ones, too! 🧈
🌱And to the microgreens!☘️
Feminism can be funny too!
Like when?
For example, you're disappointed because as some people aged, they acted like they wanted to be a lot more subservient to patriarchal messages than you would have thought they would turn out to be.
But then you realized, maybe you just were comparing them too much to a lot of very articulate and vocal feminists. Because now you're looking at one particular person with a very strong addiction to groveling for the patriarchy as a survival strategy...
And then you're all like, Oh yeah, when you look at them through a different lens, maybe they're actually doing a lot better than you thought!
Sunday, January 04, 2026
🕊️ People really do deserve good help and healing! 💘
Yes, deep down, we must know this, don't we?
And people like me, who believe that other lives are possible and probable, may have been told that if somebody's suffering in this life, it's their karma from some other life.
But then there's also the belief that sometimes people come into the world as gifts and their suffering happens because humanity is still learning the lesson that we need to help each other.
So you can't always say that when somebody is suffering from something in particular, it is because of "paying off karma" or something.
I mean, I think it's just way more complex and people don't need to oversimplify it like that.
I want to get better at finding the stories of healing and feeling the gratitude for those stories.
I just got chills, and I like to think that when I get chills, I'm more on the right path, because this was something that was suggested to me before by people who are interested in healing.
So please let finding stories of healing be in more of my reality from now on.
Thank you!!!
Prayers are back.🙏🏼
This was really tough to watch.
"This took a LOT of courage to film..."
WTFWolfe
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThd71g6w/
We need better health care for all people of all backgrounds in this country. I really want to live in a more advanced society in a more healthy country. I pray she gets the help she needs ASAP.
" Chronic pain doesn't clock out..."
WTFWolfe
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThd7rhSN/
Let's be more united in helping people and making our society better and happier and healthier.
She probably has better taste than a lot of human beings were encouraged by their cults to have.
What's the outfit symbolize?
"An oldie but goodie!"
Daisy Viktoria
I've noticed something from watching various online videos.
I think I would actually rather hang out with a Trump voter who has since seen the era / error of her ways and is embracing change then hang out with someone who thinks they are liberal but is constantly acting like a selfish old Patriarchal plantation owner and refuses to change or evolve and acts like that's going to be the hill that they will probably die on. Good Old Patriarchal Oppression Hill! The alcoholic ancestors probably had some high times there, too.
If only the selfishness and stubbornness didn't make them look like accessories to genocide to Future Generations!
Then it would only be merely annoying!
It also seems like it's its own worst punishment.
Who knows, perhaps this song could help all kinds of people, really.
"We are selfish jerks..."
Spalexma - "We Are Charlie Kirk (Lyrics)"
https://youtube.com/watch?v=I0RC2Z-V1I0&si=S813uV-MO4DIZDN-
I don't really care who they voted for. Because they're stuck. I hope they get help from Jesus. Or whatever helps. It doesn't always have to be help from Jesus, in my opinion.
If you're stuck in an addiction, fear and terror must be a huge factors though.
Addictions to certain ways of thinking, addictions to certain ideologies...I think these people would put themselves in front of a train and let themselves get run over by it rather than change a smidgen.
And that just seems like Insanity to me.
They could be fun, and they're not.
I guess I just was shocked, and perhaps not entirely unprepared, but I really wasn't prepared either.
The extinction burst of stubbornness to change.
People like this will let others be killed by terrible people and terrible things. They will do anything to look away.
I find it really upsetting, as if one got reincarnated alongside a bunch of passive aggressive people from the Nazi era. It's pretty icky.
Maybe they won't be so affected by the ways of Patriarchal cults like and it won't damage them and their thinking so much in their next life.
It's this kind of energy, sometimes.
Passive aggressive face punching. A fight to the death! Change? No! No way. They would rather kill you. It's crazy! Human life is so full of change. Why is it so difficult? Isn't it easier to change a little bit? Apparently not for some people. I never will get it. I'll never get it. I don't want to get it either. Who knows. Maybe when I'm older I will have some more interesting perspective on it, though.
Why. There are so many other options!!!!
When people choose arrested development, I find that incredibly disappointing.
I don't like cults.
Because some people were raised in a brutal cult which they called Christianity, but it was actually a very warped version of Christianity, and in order to cope with their terrible upbringing, they decided to act like owning property and money was far more important than just having this basic sense of respect for others.
Like obviously, thinking that certain people deserve just this really basic amount of respect was apparently too hard for them to pull off, because human beings having basic human rights isn't as important to them as money and property and things are.
Because they need those things to drive a wedge between themselves and their terrible childhoods, so they can feel more important and better than others.
I suppose this is where some people's obsession with having status and control and domination over others comes from. It comes from the unresolved trauma of terrible childhoods.
However, you would think that people who acted this way when they got older would seem to be the kind of people who you always knew would act that way.
And how wrong you would be.
Actually, I think empathy and Common Sense are quite related.
What I mean is is that really obviously dangerous situations can come up and these people who are apparently completely f***** up in their heads and hearts by the cult-like religious upbringing they got instilled in their brains, seem to lack the capacity for empathy towards their fellow human beings or even Common Sense when it comes to treating fellow human beings as if they deserve very basic form of respect.
Gotta end the cycle somewhere, I guess.
Religious cults that taught people that their their parents needed to believe they were filled with sin in order to please God will really wreck their personalities if they've never done any healing work and are still trying to pretend that that's fine and okay that they were raised that way. There can be very unpleasant outcomes.
It's brutal, honestly.
The mean era...look what it has wrought.
I can't really tell anyone what offensive slackers some people seem to have become as they aged.
It is as if they got some very strange messages from Patriarchal Society about what they're supposed to be doing.
It's like they're on drugs and acting like drug lords. I wonder if they were like that in a past life.
It's as if they think getting older means getting less humane.
I am shocked by their choices.
These are people who presumed to make imprints upon children and then completely reneged.
Patriarchy is inherently violent.
I know the paychecky is unwholesome because even the people with "nice" dads end up siding with the violent guys and making excuses for predators.
No, I don't think I will buy that.
I can't wait to worship dads, money, and sexual predators, at the expense of girls and women, so I can fit in better with my cult!
For potentially more enlightening content...
How about a search on a topic like "Emotionally immature parents"
It's not for the benefit of you.
Patriarchy wants you to be so good at dehumanizing other people's children.
That's a real pity too.
Honestly, some shallow immature sexist people would have done what Ghislaine Maxwell or Jeffrey Epstein did if they'd been born into her body or his body, because as it is, they will do anything except take any responsibility for their shallow sexist behavior patterns.
I hope Jesus helps them!
Maybe the grandchildren can meet better people and they won't feel the need to make as many excuses for bad sexist behavior patterns since you've been making so many excuses for them for such a long time. You can be the extinction burst of shallow, sexist treatment of people who deserved better.
Yay for the cat!!!!
I like how my cat doesn't get sucked in to going along with the mean and shallow schemes that some humans get so easily sucked into going along with just for the money.
Too bad if they ruined things.
I guess I must have seen some adults who had the ability to show better capacity for empathy and more interest in morals when I was growing up.
Anyways, that's why I like people who show some empathy so much better.
They just don't seem to be quite as gullible or easily led astray because they're listening to the part of themselves that evolved to care about others.
Thank God a few of them are changing.
"Another morally slovenly adult who is gullible enough to do my bidding!"
That would just be too kind and too sensitive.
Why can't people like you wear clothes that say "Sexual predators will be welcomed here and victims of sexual crimes will be degraded here!" Slaves to warped patriarchal cults
I can't wait to meet better people.
I've met enough people like you in this life. Sexist, selfish, dishonest, and addicted to pretending.
Can you get out of your evil cult?
Worshipping sexual predators and dehumanizing raped girls to fit in better with sexist people sounds like something somebody raised in an evil cult would do.
You should try to get braver soon.
Your addiction to sexism and money is an unhealthy, psychologically damaging, abusive, sexist, horrible example and the world is filled with people who deserve to see better than what you're portraying right now, just so you can fit in with some other psychologically damaged sexist people. Please figure out what motivates you to get healthier.
You act like you are enslaved to sexism.
You are valued by the Patriarchy for making excuses for sexism and for being addicted to money and for degrading human beings who deserve far better than your pathetic selfishness.
You treated people terribly for selfish reasons.
Ugly sexist women and men like you were trained to degrade victims of sexual violence and act like you acted. You make it worse.
Don't use Jesus to make excuses for your selfishness.
I see some cowardly, unwell, unsafe, sexist, mean people who make have made excuses for violence and for sexual predators and have made the world worse for children in exchange for feeding some of their shallow materialistic addictions.
Maybe your self-esteem needs some buildup from a higher source than I am.
I don't think you could get so easily roped into dehumanizing girls and women if you were actually a well person.
Aren't they ready to get better yet?
How does one deal with the ones who were tricked into behaving like shallow, vapid accessories to patriarchal sexism and eugenics?
Oh well, they are still such slow and morally decrepit people.
Neil what-his-face still reminds me that many in his generation were trained to treat girls like garbage.
Maybe I do feel a strange sense of relief.
Praise Jesus, I'm just so tired of the shallow, sexist people who have normalized lacking empathy for others.
"12/24 Ep.stein forced Survivors to Marry Each Other"
Cristina
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThdX64Fn/
And they just do it so they can fit in better with other sexist, shallow people who have also chosen to normalize living a life that's lacking in empathy.
96 tears you're going to cry...
Sorry.
"Reading 96 pages..."
PsychedOUT!
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThdQwJ1J/
"? and The Mysterians - 96 Tears (Official Lyric Video)"
Fine. I'll go back to crafting now.
"All about Epstein": Carville says Trump invaded Venezuela for a simple reason - Salon.com
"What a year already 😭"
Don
Oh, just various kinds of behaviors.
What kinds of behaviors?
And why?
Because, I mean, geez, why would anyone...
SIGH!!!!
Ways to normalize the term "childless men."
Why did grandma seem to value childless men more than childless women? That's an interesting question. Why don't you ask why grandpa seemed to value childless men more than childless women?
Did they believe that an 18-year-old childless man was more likely to convince an 18-year-old childless woman to take on his last name if they were raised to treat certain kinds of people's names as more important than other kinds of people's names?
Which gods did they worship in those strange and primitive times?
What did they say? Why?
This but not that.
"These are the things..."
AKOSIA
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThdxJSeV/
"I've never heard the phrase 'childless man' either."
AKOSIA
Worship of money and celebrity is BAD for humanity.
"At Naomi Campbell’s 31st birthday party in St Tropez, 2001. Photograph: Pool Lafargue/ Lenhof/Gamma-Rapho/Getty Images
'We know where your brother goes to school,' Epstein said. He let that sink in for a moment, then got to the point: 'You must never tell a soul what goes on in this house.' He was smiling, but his threat was clear. 'And I own the Palm Beach police department,' he said, 'so they won’t do anything about it.'”
~ Virginia Giuffre
https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2025/oct/15/prince-andrew-virginia-giuffre-abuse-epstein-maxwell
"If you want to see the full episode..."
American Girl Patriot2💙🇺🇸🆘
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThd9td8D/
Never mind. I don't really want to finish this thought!
It's also really bizarre to think that that back when I was younger and in a more height weight proportionate phase and people thought I was kind of skinny that if I had worn blue contact lenses and dyed my hair blonde...
At least they're probably learning lots of new things!
Kitty cat kitty cat kitty cat kitty cat
Robert Plant and Allison Krauss - "Battle of Evermore"
sistermorphine17
https://youtube.com/watch?v=m2-FWSqc8kE&si=4BSz78ox-pgBVtbB
Another intimate photo!
It's been sacred!
"Thank you for sharing your pain with me in the very particular, special way that you did."
Hahaha, I know. They definitely know!
"I've worked extremely hard to become a slave at one of the better institutions! One of the best!"
This might help your Inner Patriarch relax...
"Cleansing Your *ANCESTRAL KARMA* | Full Sound Bath"
Healing Vibrations
A work in progress, t-shirt ideas.
How can I say how overjoyed I am that your grandchildren will have more empathy and compassion for others than you've displayed throughout most of this particular lifetime. Let me count the ways!
You're a jerk t-shirt ideas!
You treated me like s*** and I'd be better to your kids than 95% of your shallow colleagues and friends if we had all got herded into the concentration camp by this vile administration, anyways, what a jerk you are.
A work in progress!
Sorry, a work in progress.
Expect better behavior from people who should know better and can do better.
"Why when I doubled my prices, ultra-wealthy clients didn't become more loyal"
EdgeCleaningClips
https://youtube.com/shorts/T2QcxGCQu9o?si=TQ3CWUEuNBA8jn3n
The bar is (too) low...
We're all glad you're a much better person than Jeffrey Epstein and his friends were, but that's a really low bar. However, these guys made a song about it!
Pissed Jeans - "The Bar Is Low [OFFICIAL VIDEO]"
Survival modes.
People have become very numb just so they could obtain more access to certain kinds of resources in very particular ways.
Are you going to reincarnate and make better choices in the next life?
What are you going to do when you have more money and status than some others have, but your capacity for empathy and compassion is rotting away?
Have you surrounded yourself with enough people to fawn over you and make excuses that it will feel good anyway?
Do you have enough saved up for your retirement ?Are you going to be a white guy on a golf course? And is your bubble going to be intact?
Are you going to have enough access to food? Is there going to be enough people laboring to put the food in your mouth and in your stomach so that you can digest it?
And then if any health problems happen, will you have enough access to resources so that you can get proper medical care?
It's pretty bizarre, isn't it?
There certainly are some people who are still really attracted to / addicted to controlling others who also would have signed up for ICE by now if they'd been born into less privileged situations.
What's the price of a bigger home and better health insurance?
I was dealing with some memories of people being unnecessarily biased and degrading and then something interrupted that thought when this phrase came up:
"Feeling controlled."
This is what's tragic: People who have dealt with feeling controlled will also try to control others in ways that are abusive, and it's a big problem in educational institutions.
People allowed the institution to control their lives so they could obtain status and money. They got something and they got praised for what they got and now they're part of the institution.
But now there's a pecking order.
All the authoritarian environments they were exposed to in their schools and their churches and all that stuff that they never healed from?
It comes out.
This is where their empathy and compassion for others begins to die.
They also need to find others with their same status to reinforce this behavior so that they feel okay in participating in it.
A lot of tenured people at educational institutions could have quite a bit in common with ICE agents, sadly.
They're just doing what they're supposed to do. They're just doing what they're being paid to do.
The dark side of being controlled is that people become controlling.
It's cool to be able to get more grounded.
I'm very happy that other people got to experience a different way of growing with more "success" because I guess I really wanted to walk a certain kind of path and learn from it. And I can accept that more now. And now I also want to change and become more integrated in regards to all of my experiences, both the negatives and the positives. And it's so I can achieve something that's about balance and gaining wisdom more than about fame or money. I had to struggle for a while, but perhaps a different way is going to be more in alignment with what I want to experience in the near future and beginning now.
Integration and grounding.
Dear Universe, please help me integrate my experiences, so I can be more grateful for them and begin to build on them and what I've learned from them while allowing more peace and grounding into my life. I know what it's like to lose your footing, and I know what it's like to feel tormented, and suffering was not a stranger, but I want to learn from that and allow myself to feel more peace and balance and healing in this life, so I can become wiser, and so it feels like I've been able to integrate my experiences more fully as I get older. That sounds pretty good right now.
I want to get pointed in the healing direction again. Thanks.
I very much want to get better at being a more balanced person, and part of that is because as I've gotten older, my body has gotten more sensitive to stress. There's all sorts of things your body will start to do when you get older that it didn't necessarily do when you are younger.
Because I want to become a more balanced person, I believe I need to make peace with the fact that on one hand, there's this part of me that is very sensitive and has to maybe take a stand about things. But at the same time, I want to get better at realizing that many times, when people don't know what your point of view is, maybe it's not something you need to get so traumatized about or take so personally, because it's like, they just don't know because they don't have the experience.
And I mean, they might know more in the future.
I think what is known as Complex PTSD might be something that I've been experiencing. I had a dream where I told some people that I thought I had that, and I think that meant something.
It's actually a very beautiful gift to give somebody, when even though you don't know what their experience is and you're probably never going to experience it, a part of you is able and willing to develop curiosity and compassion and empathy for them and their experiences.
It's just, I know that there's a part of me that's very peaceful and I want to let my peaceful side flourish more. I, like everyone else, have a finite amount of years to spend on Earth in this life, so I'm going to ask the universe to help me make better use of them.
Get back in touch with nature, any way possible!
Something really great happened to me tonight and it was just because I watched a National Geographic show ("Lost Cities") about the area surrounding Machu Picchu.
I started to have this wonderful intersection of my consciousness when I was a younger person and I was still full of curiosity and wonder and I lived in a much younger body when I actually visited that area in Peru, and also gratitude for being older now, and then mixed in with that, more awareness of nature right now, where I'm at.
I didn't always live near big mountains. It can get really easy to forget about the mountains, but now they just seem like this wonderful, almost spiritual presence.
That's what the mountains are like in Peru. They're like a spiritual presence.
Oooh, I'm getting chills.
Saturday, January 03, 2026
I will try energy healing for the body.
"About Your Body | Why It Might Not Be Healing | Healing Energy Transmission"
Joanne Cary
I will never be like them. That's better for me.
Patriarchy wants patriarchal parents to behave like eugenicists. They are cruel and insensitive, and I will never act like them, like I am better than others, based off of something about me biologically. There's nothing about behaving that way that benefits children. It's all ego and its learned from the unwell Patriarchal culture, which wants to be hierarchical and oppressive. These are the same kinds of parents who don't give a crap about women's health issues, too. Lack of empathy reinforces the cruelty. Woe to the children who can't or don't replicate their genes. So very sad.
So tired.
I'm so tired of the harm that some people's normalizing of casual sexism does to other people.
I would say "Hell is irresponsible people" (instead of "Hell is other people.")
Because there are some good people.
But why do some people have to be so insensitive and so irresponsible just because they were raised with such warped ideas.
Why do they derive enjoyment out of it.
I cannot answer this question.
It's a very painful experience to process.
I want to stay away from the immature irresponsible people.
This is how I know cult behaviors have done a number on some people's brains.
Some of these people treat girls and women so badly, with such shockingly casual normalcy, that I don't know how they can talk themselves into believing that it's good enough for their own children. I wonder if they just childishly must repeat behaviors and believe that they're the best and they can't do any self-reflection about it. It's very hurtful. It's not something I could see myself ever doing. It's like I know too much about how much harm it does.
Some people are very slow to change when they feel they get rewarded a lot for how they're behaving.
With any luck, either the children or the grandchildren will be able to be less stubbornly misogynistic and dehumanizing towards others than what got role-modeled for them.
Maybe the purity pastor version of motherhood or fatherhood isn't for everyone.
"My insensitivity and shallowness about pregnancy dehumanizes you like the attitude of a degrading purity pastor does, and the misogynistic, immature men that I choose to act like are more important than anyone else really love it when I act that way. They need someone like me to build up their self-esteem at the expense of others."
Misogynistic moms and purity pastors punish others too much.
You know what? I just realized they have a lot in common. They have opinions about female bodies that are offensive and degrading. They make judgments on other people's bodies and act like they're better than other people based on something they did with their body. Patriarchal culture treats them a certain way and that made them act a certain way. The self-absorption is pretty horrifying. The harm cannot be easily ignored.
And who taught them that it was acceptable to act that way or to treat women and girls like that?
"#education #christianity"
aaronhaceves
I don't know. Maybe mockery is necessary sometimes?
💐💐💐
"these anti-family women"
zoomie
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThd2kRR2/
"Today we were given information that there was an ICE training..."
Officialarturo
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThdYE7Sm/
"Replying to Brooke"
MalloryDarling💙
Hey, it's our friend Empathy!
So human!
"29.12"
Nicholas
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThdYgrYt/
And there's more...
MANY
SAD
🌬️ children🍃!
Curiosity came back.
I looked at the wisdom tooth person again...
"apparently getting my wisdom teeth out turned me into a man hater"
rianna
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTrK43r7j/
There was a less viewed video of that experience...
"Replying to athasin"
rianna
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThd21Qka/
And some rich people lifestyle stuff going on.
"2025 travel wrapped ✈️"
rianna
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZThdYKDh6/
But it's not really what I'm supposed to be doing right now for some reason?
Differences, differences.
I'm really a very calm person. In the past, I have spent periods of time in which I was immersed in reading Thoreau's diaries. I used to feel like all I needed to do was go to parks and take long walks and visit historic sites and feel the wind and notice the leaves on the trees or on the ground, but now... The patriarchy needs to be exploded. It seems it's for the best.
I feel I want to think more about sewing and mending sometimes.
I am capable of feeling very sad that so many forces can drive people apart, can make friendships end. And there are so many addictions that can really fray relationships. And there's something inside of me that's fed up with the old ways and I don't want to continue on with them. So I make fun of them. And I have to make some boundaries happen.
But what if there are times when I just want to think about a needle and thread patching things up. And what about using blocks of fabric and different types of stitches to create really tangible things. I don't even know if I want to learn much about actual sewing. I tend to like simpler projects when it comes to knit and crochet. But I really think that there's something about the idea of sewing and mending that is kind of soothing to the soul.
And I realize this is a privileged point of view because I never had to sew anything to make a living.
What if all the people around the world who are making our clothes really get paid fairly and treated well? And what if there were festivals to honor them?
The audiobook version of this quote really made it jump out at me.
I think it was around the ninth minute in:
"People do meditation to find psychic alignment. That’s why people do psychotherapy and analysis. That’s why people analyze their dreams and make art. That is why some contemplate tarot cards, cast I Ching, dance, drum, make theater, pry out the poem, and fire up their prayers. That’s why we do all the things we do. It is the work of gathering all the bones together. Then we must sit at the fire and think about which song we will use to sing over the bones, which creation hymn, which re-creation hymn. And the truths we tell will make the song."
"Clarissa Pinkola Estés, Women Who Run With the Wolves: Myths and Stories of the Wild Woman Archetype"
So glad they won't have to have the president we have now.
There's a lot to look forward to, perhaps?
"In 2050, kids talk about patriarchy the way we talk about medieval medicine."
crossam
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DSIKDVvAPzG/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
That could be also nice.
Maybe their neighbor's grandchildren can interview them about The Extinction Burst of Patriarchal Parenting.
Maybe they're trying to save their brains?
Well, it's likely that some of their kids won't ever get married, because numerous articles say that girls are getting a lot pickier now. And less of them want to have kids, too. Maybe they feel they've suffered enough already.
Experiencing sexism can harm your brain???
"'Brain scars': The hidden forms of sexism that harm women"
"Oh, so you must have really learned a lot from that!"
"We never actually talked about patriarchal bargaining in our household, but we did see it role modeled quite a bit."
"When did you learn about 'Patriarchal bargaining?'"
"Machado celebrates Maduro ouster, but is scorned by Trump"
Isn't that cute? Kind of like that Girl Dad you saw on Tiktok.
"My friend at school says her mom's dad was always talking to them about how to deal with toxic masculinity and was really good at acting like he cared about things like that."
I wonder if we'll still be the richest country in the future.
"Mom, what was it like to grow up when they put the really bad people in charge?"
Nicely!!!
Mom, can we nicely ask them why they thought the anti-feminism and sexism was nice enough for us to deal with?
No, you're going to have to be "nice" to them.
Mom, can we go ask Grandma and Grandpa why they thought anti-feminism was advantageous for the sons?
No wonder you feel so weird, sometimes.
Anyways, a bunch of much younger men and younger women are already acting way more interested in feminism than most of the people you grew up with, so that's kind of crazy, huh?
Brave brave brave brave brave...
"Times we acted like not giving a crap about human rights for girls and women was really the best we could do."
So cultured, so intelligent, so creative, and so misogynistic!
"Apparent Epstein letters show Wexner's real views"
Considering how various forms of labor are compensated...
Acting like people with more money are more important than everybody else is also incredibly anti-feminist and misogynistic.
Did they honestly expect that was going to make things better?
I also can't wait for more people to get honest about how much anti-feminism was expected and encouraged at home, at school, at work, etc.
Poor emotionally damaged America!
I do hope the human beings in the future are a lot better at figuring out what American society got out of putting some of the least qualified people in charge of things in this decade.
The thoughts some voters in presidential elections have had to deal with in the past...
"No Crumbs 💅"
@UnapologeticEmpower
https://youtube.com/shorts/gMWWRxy2Y8k?si=bEm98N3oOIVX8i-H
"Germaine Greer" - Wikipedia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Germaine_Greer
"Cambridge was a difficult environment for women. As Christine Wallace notes, one Newnham student described her husband receiving a dinner invitation in 1966 from Christ's College that allowed 'Wives in for sherry only'.[46] Lisa Jardine first encountered Greer at a formal dinner in Newnham. The principal had asked for silence for speeches. 'As a hush descended, one person continued to speak, too engrossed in her conversation to notice.':
At the graduates' table, Germaine was explaining with passion that there could be no liberation for women, no matter how highly educated, as long as we were required to cram our breasts into bras constructed like mini-Vesuviuses, two stitched, white, cantilevered cones which bore no resemblance to the female anatomy. The willingly suffered discomfort of the Sixties bra, she opined vigorously, was a hideous symbol of male oppression.[47]"
Patriarchy struggles...
"I have the feeling he never cared about consent in his life."
Zenitallin
https://www.reddit.com/r/UnderReportedNews/s/ETtZatC4eV
(In this case, it's regarding the president bombing Venezuela without congressional approval.)
I have renewed respect for the cat ladies who were seen as crazy.
I'm talking about the women who lived with cats and it was like the cats were their best friends and they would hardly ever talk to people. And they were called witches.
And there were so many women hermits doing stuff like that. They became a scary story that the so-called normal people would use to frighten others. And for some people, the fear-mongering persists to this day. Like, oh you really don't want to end up like her.
Why not?
That's what I'm talking about!!!
So it seems currently...
I truly hope all people get the healing they really want and deserve. But I can see that some of them don't want a lot of healing or change at this time. And I am not the best person to administer healing with some people who give me many indications that they were trained to not respect somebody like me.
There's a lot of internalized sexism and misogyny going on that people still are not comfortable talking about. More people in the younger generation are willing to talk about it, and some people in my generation and some people in older generations are willing to talk about it, but not the majority of them.
Because I can get affected by their feelings of resistance, and I feel more sensitive about the damage that some of their attitudes are causing to some of the more vulnerable populations of people who they were also not trained to consider or respect, then I start to feel like I need to push back, like there's some warrior part of me that needs to fight against ignorance, and then I find myself too exhausted.
And that's not really beneficial for my own healing.
So maybe in the future things will be different. But for now I don't need to be around those people. I need more space from them.
Time to move on now.
It's time to let go of the greedy, selfish, immature, sexist people who have misused religious beliefs, put abusive people on pedestals, and thoughtlessly put down all kinds of people who deserved much better then they could see because of their shallow and limited points of view. Someone else will have to help them get over their addictions.
Suffering was a part of the experience
"My health got impacted. People's old behaviors and addictions were more stressful than ever to witness and made me want to cry. Depression ensued."
The 2020s: a considerate and caring point of view.
"Because tough times can bring out the best in people, here's a compilation of the ways some of the older people acted when they believed they could still be considerate and caring of people like me during the Extinction Burst of the mid-2020s."
Who knows if that will happen, but anyway.
I think if a kid in 2050 conducts an interview with you about what it was like to be living through this time, you should be scrupulously honest.
Well, did his girlfriend go on to actually become a dentist?
"Karyna Shuliak, Jeffrey Epstein at NEW YORK ACADEMY OF ART"
https://bfa.com/home/photo/1040664?term=jeffrey%20epstein
"New Photos Show That Epstein’s Island Contained the Creepiest Dentist’s Facility We’ve Ever Seen"
https://futurism.com/future-society/new-photos-epsteins-island-dentists-office
"Who is Jeffrey Epstein's dentist girlfriend..."
https://www.the-sun.com/news/1461889/karyna-shuliak-jeffrey-epstein-death-relationship/
"Jeffrey Epstein's Last Girlfriend..."
https://www.reddit.com/r/Epstein/s/X9jG6m40Xi
Oh no, another rabbit hole...
Maybe they'll conduct interviews, too.
"In 2050, kids talk about patriarchy the way we talk about medieval medicine."
crossam
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DSIKDVvAPzG/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
Seriously???
"Trump Books Aren’t Selling Anymore" - The Atlantic
https://www.theatlantic.com/ideas/2026/01/trump-book-sales/685442/
"A decade into the Trump era, readers who were once hungry to learn about the man seem to have had their fill."
By Paul Farhi
Some people were trained to be all about ownership.
"President Donald Trump’s 15-year friendship with Jeffrey Epstein ended over a real estate deal, not the late sex offender’s abuse of young girls, according to biographer Michael Wolff.
The White House’s official line is that the two men had a falling out in the early 2000s after Trump kicked Epstein out of his Mar-a-Lago club in Palm Beach, Florida, for 'being a creep.'
But according to Wolff, the rift developed after Trump went behind Epstein’s back and successfully bid on a property in Palm Beach worth tens of millions of dollars, as he told co-host Joanna Coles on the latest episode of their podcast Inside Trump’s Head."
'These guys… the thing that really makes them crazy is real estate—their quest for real estate,' Wolff said. 'If they get screwed in a real estate deal, that breaks up any rich guy relationship.'”
~ Janna Brancolini
https://www.thedailybeast.com/i-know-truth-about-why-epstein-and-trump-fell-out-michael-wolff/
And at first she thought she had found a place that nourished her soul. What a pity.
"BBC journalist Ishleen Kaur was a passionate yoga teacher with Sivananda, one of the biggest yoga movements in the world, until a disturbing social media post led her to uncover multiple allegations of sexual abuse spanning decades, right up to the present day."
"'Coercion and rape': Investigating my yoga school"
https://www.bbc.com/news/world-asia-india-57400014
"It struck me that the all-consuming nature of Sivananda that had attracted me was also what could make it so dangerous. The women I have spoken to all told me it was easy to lose a sense of reality, which made it harder to question what was going on.
And I am aware that during our investigation the women who came forward were all Westerners. But it seems there are also Indian survivors - I've seen emails from women detailing what happened to them but they were too scared to speak to me.
As for myself, it's over for me and Sivananda."
But he grew up in such a nice home. Why did he turn out that way?
I wonder if there was a lot of psychological coercion on display in Jeffrey Epstein's house when he was growing up?
"Jeffrey Epstein"
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jeffrey_Epstein
"His parents, Pauline 'Paula' Stolofsky (1918–2004) and Seymour George Epstein (1916–1991), were Jewish and had married in 1952 shortly before his birth.[37] Pauline worked as a school aide and was a homemaker.[37][38][39] Seymour worked for the New York City Department of Parks and Recreation as a groundskeeper and gardener.[37][39]
Jeffrey was the older of two siblings; he and his brother Mark grew up in the neighborhood of Sea Gate, a private gated community in Coney Island, Brooklyn. Within the family, Epstein was nicknamed Bear, while Mark was called Puggie.[38] A childhood friend described Paula as 'a wonderful mother and homemaker,'[40] and neighbors remembered the parents as being quiet and humble.[38]"
Curious to note that people who have been subjected to psychological coercion may lack empathy for others.
Do you know why they feel like teaching young children that psychological coercion is the normal way of getting the things you want?
Well, maybe it's because that's what their parents and grandparents told them to do and it paid off for them sometimes.
Enough times for them to say okay, sure, let's do this again with these kids too, huh?
It's what it is, isn't it?
We can have order and niceness later. It's obviously FUBAR time right now. Of course, even if they say that there are some people who have order and niceness right now. I guess that's fine too. I don't know; who knows. Maybe I will learn about that more later.
Let's get help!
We're so traumatized; we really are. We're just expressing it in different ways. We have to ask the universe to help us.
Thank you. This has been interesting. I've been a traumatized urchin. I've had the experience. I know what it's like. It's quite grave. It's bad. I have experienced the really bad feelings that traumatized people really do feel. I have experienced this as an adult. It's different. It's a lot. Okay, it has happened. I acknowledge this very grave situation right now. I'm not waiting for other people to acknowledge it. I'm going to acknowledge it. It's amazing how alone you have to be. It's amazing how all by yourself this decision is, this decision to ask the universe to help you with your healing because it got that bad.
People don't have to use this many words. It's been all over the place but this is what what I ended up doing with myself. Sometimes, mess is a part of life. The more I'm interested in healing, the messier things get. Maybe there's just a lot I want to heal and there's a lot to get through.
It's a lesson.
Wow! I'm going to need to ask a higher healing power to help me feel better and more open to healing regardless of how others are choosing to act or behave because healing hurts and wounds must happen and I can't wait for other people to want to get better. I don't know what purpose it serves to wait around if maybe something in the universe can help me get better sooner than that.
Friday, January 02, 2026
What do you think? Some people could work on getting better at this in the year 2026...
Realizing that "Minimizing, denying, and blaming the victim" is not a healthy coping mechanism and they should find much better ways and that would really be great.
What's wrong with this?
“We recognize gender equality as fundamental to equitable and gender-responsive humanitarian assistance, and therefore, we commit to ensure the full, equal, safe and meaningful participation of female humanitarian personnel.”
Why is equitable treatment so threatening to the insecure patriarchal people?
"Trump admin. isolates U.S. with 'no' votes on basic U.N. resolutions it says push 'gender ideology'
The United States was literally alone in back-to-back votes as the president took his war on woke to U.N."
Greg Owen
Emotionally immature, childish adults are just too psychologically draining to deal with sometimes.
One might ask them: "If someone used your image or your children's image or someone else's image to make some disgusting videos online with AI tools and spread it all over the internet and a bunch of people acted like they didn't care that something bad is now happening, what would you do?"
You probably could still get little to no intelligent conversation out of the immature adults. They would still continue acting like somebody taking the drugs of passive aggressive ignorance.
"If you were treated badly and others didn't support you, would that be kind of like an echo of that time when you acted like you didn't care when other people had really bad stuff happening to them?"
It's like they need drugs which they begin partaking of as soon as it was made clear to them that some people expected them to be that way in order to go along with a lot of the sexism and misogyny that the Patriarchal Society deemed more important.
"And some of those people who suffered actually were physically assaulted too."
Crickets from the slow comprehenders.
So many rights are being threatened that people really need to stand up for them.
And I don't see how you're going to make being duped into acting like an accessory to rape culture look like it was for the best, or a part of fun happy carnival atmosphere for kids, and I don't suggest you try to pretend it was. I suggest you change for the better.
Do you find yourself to be relatively sane?
I think the current administration is neither healthy nor sound of mind.
"Trump admin. isolates U.S. with 'no' votes on basic U.N. resolutions it says push 'gender ideology'
The United States was literally alone in back-to-back votes as the president took his war on woke to U.N."
I know I really do not enjoy how patriarchal society operates because too much has happened that's been harmful.
It's VERY sad to know that people who chose to be parents and chose to be in charge and are supposed to be role models have made excuses for sexism and for sexual predators and for people who are unsafe for children to be around and that's VERY sad.
It kind of feels like my trust or perhaps my innocence, something I still had when I was much smaller, has totally been destroyed, honestly.
And I know, as someone who still lives in the USA in the 2020s, (which is going to look like the dark ages someday) that I need to figure out how to heal from the trauma for my own health, but I really would so love it if the supposedly "nice" but still addicted to being insensitive people would just stop making excuses for sexism and violent people who are celebrities.
And I know they were trained to be childish about this sort of thing because they never seem to feel the need to take any accountability for the harm those attitudes are causing.
Their way of fitting in so they can go along with Patriarchal Society is not going to work for most people in the future.
Just because it still "good enough" for them doesn't mean it's ever going to work for others.
He owns five junkyards, so now I must own ten!
Just imagine people bragging about how many junkyards they own, though. They're like 5-year-olds! Did they lose a game of marbles at a young age and never get over it???
Why am I such a documenter? I don't even know sometimes.
I'm going to listen to this, and then to the singing bowls again...
"Zero Point" ~ T.A.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=CQWovTxdOU0&si=tt-Yl2dIuQxzdp5b
And crochet. I'm starting to get pain in a tooth that was doing well so I don't like that.
Best of luck to various people because they really need to learn how to take better care of themselves.
I'm trying to learn it too, so that's what I'm going to go do now.
Sometimes they're just so annoying, though.
They're shooting themselves in the foot if they get sucked into repeating the sexism route. They're on the verge of reincarnating as girls any day now. Or maybe it could happen in 20 or 30 or 40 years. But you know, it's going to happen.
Youknow what would be even worse. What if I reincarnated as a man and then I started acting like one of them? Oh my God, what would make that happen? It's really hard for me to believe it could actually happen. Like, what kind of weird factors would I have to have going on in my childhood for that to occur? Bizarre. Maybe I'll think about it later. I need to go chill.
Stop acting like idiots. You're acting like children who didn't get healed. You have to figure out which developmental child phases you're stuck in. You might be stuck in multiple child phases at once, sometimes.
Can they meet the happy moneyed people and get happier?
You know, some of these guys who came into money in this life didn't seem so bad and they seemed kind of almost like they could be more balanced and do some good and not act like people who allowed really weird sexist ideas to take over their brains. And I'm sorry if they all have issues with their mothers, but they shouldn't be taking it out on people like me!
Oh well, I really want to go back to my chilling out process now.
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