Let's get help!

We're so traumatized; we really are. We're just expressing it in different ways. We have to ask the universe to help us.

Thank you. This has been interesting. I've been a traumatized urchin. I've had the experience. I know what it's like. It's quite grave. It's bad. I have experienced the really bad feelings that traumatized people really do feel. I have experienced this as an adult. It's different. It's a lot. Okay, it has happened. I acknowledge this very grave situation right now. I'm not waiting for other people to acknowledge it. I'm going to acknowledge it. It's amazing how alone you have to be. It's amazing how all by yourself this decision is, this decision to ask the universe to help you with your healing because it got that bad. 

People don't have to use this many words. It's been all over the place but this is what what I ended up doing with myself. Sometimes, mess is a part of life. The more I'm interested in healing, the messier things get. Maybe there's just a lot I want to heal and there's a lot to get through.