Your behavior is vile. It is a product of the colonization mentality that was pumped into your little brain at a very early age.

Your disgusting behavior makes me realize a lot of people who are parents should not adopt any non-biological children. Egocentric, ethnocentric, selfish, greedy, uncaring assholes. Their prejudice  would be so much a part of their parenting, and is already so much a part of their personalities, that it's enough to make one feel quite sick.