I'm tired. I don't feel like feeling guilty because other people theoretically work harder than me. And they're getting a paycheck and I'm not. They are not doing the same kind of work that I'm doing. This is very difficult emotionally. It's draining. I don't even know if they would call it complex PTSD in 100 years but maybe that's what it be called now. And I also have genetic things that I'm dealing with.
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