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I'm in pain. I deserve healing. I deserve to never have cramps this severe ever ever ever again. It's a thing I have endured for too long. I am wanting peace and relief After that I threw up 3x. This is not food poisoning (I guess I can be grateful.) I am feeling like the cramps are subsiding. Still not a good feeling. I am grateful. I don't usually get sick. Pain is the worst. If there is anything about throwing up that makes the pain leave sooner then that's good but thank God for bedside wastebaskets. But this is not a way I want to live. This is what says, "You must focus on peace and healing above all other things."