I guess it's hard to break a long habit.

You've mainly been like a servant to white men and / or the type of girls that white men prefer to put on pedestals for your whole life pretty much. It's not my job to break your bad habits. Break your own bad f****** habits on your own f****** time. They do not give a s*** they are not going to encourage you to break any bad habits. They truly do not give a s*** and they would not give a s*** about you if you were in a different body and had a different type of circumstance ascribe to you and I don't trust them and I'm not hanging out with these people who are addicted to acting entitled to be complete assholes.