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Monday, October 05, 2026

💗 Bellisima. 🫶🏼

"Momo (1986) - Ave Maria" https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=03wZ8ue12N4&si=chjmoSDBScyIxLM7

She feels that the Patriarchy has treated women as breeding stock.

"As a Gen X woman, I find your shock over the Cornell 7 endearing." your_aunt_liz https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dd6voU9jx9e/?...

I think I'll try this one.

"Cold & Flu Relief • Reiki Healing Meditation" @DivineWhiteLight https://youtube.com/watch?v=FLmdZWCBFdI&si=GDmZa46rdCAD68...

Of course, it's wonderful to want to help people.

People may also have extremely good reasons for not doing certain things quite as fast as the way others may have envisioned or seen the pot...

Because of course I feel I have to think about this.

I almost wonder if respecting other people's timing (and that includes healing from trauma) is a big lesson that we are supposed to lear...

Making breathing better would help a lot.

Grief makes me feel like growth is not linear. But flowers don't grow straight up and down, after all.

The cold that's causing the suffering is a symptom of something bigger.

I wish I wasn't experiencing this level of grief and sadness, but I really am and I don't know how to cycle through it quickly. Mayb...

It can be good to learn more about people who seem to have have led very different lives from yours.

"The Family Heart: A Memoir of When Our Son Came Out by Robb Forman Dew" | Goodreads https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/11239...

Sunday, October 04, 2026

It's been an evening of pain management. Oh my gosh.

Please remember that it's not necessary to be too rigid and follow strict timelines for the people who are dealing with really significa...

Pain is really intense and demanding.

I need to focus on my health because there's a lot of upheaval happening and women need to figure out what kind of feminism is going to ...

Trying to get more to make the pain go away.

Because it hurts so bad. People want coziness. They want to be cozy by the fire, you know, in their Castle. They want coziness. They don...

Another round.

I put my hands on my face and I got that Kings are very lonely people and they feel in the dark a lot emotionally. So we don't really ne...

I tried it again.

This time when I've put my hands on my face, I got girls screaming about Cornell in the too bright light. They're screaming. They ar...

Very painful.

I put my hands on my face. I asked for a message. Too bright light contrasts with dark castle dungeon. Trying to figure out what has to be ...

This is very rough especially on my face for some reason.

I'm having a lot of issues with grief and pain in my face today and I really hope anybody who feels called to heal something inside of t...

Peace...🌳🌫️ 🕊️

"Forest Koshi Chime | Gentle & Grounding Sound Bath" https://youtube.com/watch?v=aDCEuLzB2wE&si=tjTDCB0Ga7F6bfPQ

🎶 Repetition 🎶

"Purple People (B-Side Version) (2006 Remaster)" Tori Amos https://youtube.com/watch?v=lf-RdvLu3sk&si=A7O-DG5-WbsepyRh 🐚🌊🧜...

I just need to figure something out that will help life feel better today.

My face really really really hurts right now.

One might ask why some are wanting to continue these conversations more?

nigel.tatum - they are disgusting, but they are not all "creeps" or the "usual suspects" https://www.instagram.com/re...

Interested in the planet being happier.

"Y'all have been in my DMs" newemergingking https://www.instagram.com/reel/DeFERTFxrrk/?stkn=ZXcxdGpobHluZjF6

Really...

Later or tomorrow I'm just going to try to watch a very weird movie or show, when I have the stamina. I think it might help, somehow. It...

Siiiigh...

I think it would be easier to be an old guy from the 19th century sitting around with a pipe in his mouth sometimes. For some reason, I'...

It's just catching up with thinking about how things are evolving.

I just feel like thinking about figure eights and how Thoreau could skate on a frozen pond with friends. And his healthier moments.

I still would like to watch some shows and films but...

I have a sort of lingering flu feeling and I don't want to today. 'Purple People (B-Side Version) (2006 Remaster)" Tori Amos ...

It's the President of the United States.

"Hey, do you want to know what a what a convicted rapist has to say about the Cornell 7?" "I don't know, do I?"

"Speaking of holding your boys accountable"

"We functionally have legalized rape in this country." "Dozens of men were in that group chat." MonteMader https://you...

Maybe I will see if I can watch Momo.

Momo (1986) - Ave Maria https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=03wZ8ue12N4&si=chjmoSDBScyIxLM7

Fun feminist writing problems. I mean prompt.

"You have met your p**** quota."

Hallelujah! Praise the angels! 😭🙏🏻🎶💗😇

Paul Schwartz - "Ave Maria (soprano Rebecca Luker)" https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=HGNnKRXsZlg&si=ray2AvkXbeQkvooe I really...

Oh my God, I am actually starting to feel better.

You are so f***** up. You are such a f****** little peon of the f****** patriarchy. I cannot stand what a peon of the f****** paychecky you ...

Some of the brothers will be able to be better friends later.

"Everything In Its Right Place" Radiohead https://youtube.com/watch?v=NUnXxh5U25Y&si=4jINjZBTQ0hCWKCa

Honestly, I think I am going to feel better in the future.

Maybe even a little bit right now. Yes, maybe even a little bit right now. Oh God! Can it really be so? Can I really feel better. Can I real...

Maybe it'll be a lot better really soon.

Maybe I'll be able to feel a lot better really soon. Oh my God please let me feel better really soon. Please please please please please...

It's real sad you know

Got to at least like release toxins and poisons and stuff. Oh Lord, what a time. I'm dying. I feel so awful. I want to get better now.

Date yourself. Make yourself some tea.

I cannot believe these assholes who are responding to certain societal situations by trying to sit it out completely ignore it, and then on ...

Wow! I felt even worse in the shower. I feel better now that I'm out of it.

"If I wanted to shorten my lifespan, I'd date you." ~ Judy Tenuta

Yummy broth and nice shower.

You have the day you deserve now!

At least the water is my real friend! 😭

😭😭😭😭😭😭 And the broth with garlic in it. You horrible horrible horrible brothers! 😭😭😭😭😭😭

I'm really really really really really done.

I'm going to take a shower. Water is a cleansing element. I just can't deal with her nonsense anymore. It's not going to happen....

Oh beaconly lights.

Let's not f****** do this again in the next life. I don't want to.

Nothing compares to the broth with garlic.

Nothing compares to the broth with garlic...💗🙏🏻😭🎶 Idiotic albatrosses!

I kind of hate my brothers. Anyway, here you go. Manly men singing a nice hymn.

"How Great Thou Art" | Official Music Video https://youtube.com/watch?v=02kxuj9B6eI&si=wm1tsbwrotOzZQvF

My body gets fed up with people sooo much faster than my mind does.

Jesus, to wake up this way. My favorite thing in the world is just the broth with the garlic in it and that's it. I don't care about...

Or not, do whatever you want. Do some healing work; that's probably for the best.

Even if I look at zero content of a certain subject matter today, people are still going to be making it out there. And do you know why they...

Actually, I'll probably be very nice.

I'm doing my nice broth with garlic for myself, though. You losers!!!!

It's stunning, honestly.

They're like a dysfunctional family. I got to get the humor flowing now too. I do. I will do anything to help myself stand back. Stay ou...

But remember just be nice to your body. Don't get too dramatic.

I can be nice to this body. I can be nice to it. I can be nice to it. I can be nice to it. I can be nice to it. I can be nice to this body. ...

My tolerance just got real low this morning.

But I love love love love love love love love love. Love the broth with garlic in it. Love love love love love love love love love love lov...

You better figure out how to help yourself right now.

You're not my nice healing broth with garlic in it.

That's right. Let's get you mad at it. Come on. Let's get that throat chakra working.

"You done f***** up son!" There's so much that's going to be collapsing. Get ready. You're welcome! Glad to be of assi...

Who knew it would come to this?

I really love that I made myself some broth and put garlic in it though.

Oh well. Get through this, and hopefully get healthier.

Oh well, this is what happens when illusions fall away. Take care of your body as best as you can right now.

It feels so bad. 😭

It's so sad. 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Those guys are not going to help me at all.

You help yourself. That's the best you can do. I feel so sick right now. I can't believe my body is doing this to me. I have got to ...

You're breaking it down too.

You poor old sad man! Too, you're breaking down the patriarchy. You're already doing it. You don't even know it yet. I am not go...

Sad thing is, I know I'm not the only sad one.

I can't bear it anymore. "Overcome Grief & Sadness | Find Consolation & Inner Peace" https://youtube.com/watch?v=SmMv...

I just can't anymore.😭

Oh God, help me and help my body heal from their myopic versions of success and their deranged alliances with the most insensitive supporter...

It's either this or grief. Deep grief.

"741Hz Lung Detox Session | Clear Airways, Release" https://youtube.com/live/2aCpKJOCrDc?si=Qns73bqVDZ62z3PT

I need higher guidance help for real.

I woke up feeling sick like coming down with a cold sick. I don't want to go anywhere today. I really really need to help my body heal ...

Saturday, October 03, 2026

The world's feeling different lately.

The brotherly friends from other times are going to help me and I will make them look good for helping the feminist one!

Faithfully reporting.

Watching the film Hamnet now. Only watched a little bit of Cornell 7 content online after dinner.

I'm excited about getting to try some wine that I wanted to try when I was in the other, more well-established wine country.

In a rare instance of a work shift ending before restaurants close, I'm going to use my birthday money to take a man out for his birthda...

Of course we know "The Rules" are not going to apply almost ever...

"What do you think of Fein / Schneider's book..." https://www.reddit.com/r/datingoverthirty/s/Q2G7Q7NzWV

Did you know the history of how the University of Cambridge started?

"Some larger context..." Hari Kondabolu https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dd6xeQOu14Y/?stkn=MTI4ZXJ5MmtsczB6MA==

It was fun! On to the next thing...

A somewhat bookish day.

Poetry...

"The 1988 Tracy Chapman Ballad Covered by Neil Diamond..." https://americansongwriter.com/the-1988-tracy-chapman-ballad-covered-by...

I'm taking the unplanned route.

I went to this fun little one-room schoolhouse that's not normally open most of the year and then a big train got stopped on the tracks ...

Gosh, well, I'm sure I think things will get better.

I feel a lot of anxiousness and illness feelings right now. I really have to take care of this right now.

This bike ride across America is not my thing, but it's interesting.

"To protect and serve" https://www.reddit.com/r/TheRandomest/s/U8iWRUItKW

Plans are always changing.

I planned to go somewhere this morning before it got too hot since there's a heatwave, but as soon as I got in the car anxiety made me t...

I 💗 this one, too. 😇

"Saturn" Sufjan Stevens, Bryce Dessner, Nico Muhly, James McAllister https://youtube.com/watch?v=49Jwh5CC_J4&si=ZWla32Miuvc6b...

Dusting off the two-month-old ukulele right now.

Don't forget to tune it! "Somewhere Over the Rainbow Iz Ukulele Tutorial Easiest Version" JJMilare https://youtube.com/watch...

I think it might take about two years.

Currently estimating that some people's friends will be better at behaving in ways that are a little more empathetic and compassionate t...

I'm just enjoying my weird breakfast now.

Celery juice, chickpea cookie dough and apple slices.

Earlier I was listening to a sound bath created by a woman.

Here's a sound bath created by a man! Not all men are... whatever. The Cornell 7. I guess. "Brain Massage - Vibrations to Lower Cor...

What if it's a great day to do chakra work?

This is so nice to children!

"Activists are pressuring Buffalo corporations to kick ICE out of the office building where it is imprisoning children." By Derek ...

This guy has more videos about how messed up fraternities are.

"My fraternity used hazing to reward obedience" themutualman https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dd9sjddvLKL/?stkn=MTFuNnd3YWs5b3M4aw...

Have things gotten weird?

"Maybe the rage was never the dangerous part." cozychaosrebellion https://www.instagram.com/reel/DeAqNcwvzxy/?stkn=MW91dnA0OGxxM...

Good Sound Bowl Session. 🎶

"Lower Cortisol in Seconds | Healing Frequencies" Ireneathanasiou https://youtube.com/watch?v=zwqTqwD9Uoc&si=1z6GTHEGwXvRctaZ

I like how this one can make a cortisol surge in the dark hours feel all danceable and stuff.

Billy Joel - "Pressure (Official Video)" https://youtube.com/watch?v=Iyv905Q2omU&si=UH1aIMBW42kxACir

How about those Epstein files?

"In case you are a person with a brain" toninagy https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dd6vFUjvb4f/?stkn=ZG40YXJ4c213YWc1

Watching both of these again is great for my mental health in these pre-dawn hours.

"Sometimes math is hard." toninagy https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dd9Y3q9y3UJ/?stkn=MTA4NGdxZXlpdWt3Yg== "How I healed 👇🏼...

I'm going to get angelic assistance with this one 💸.

"I'll pray for you." 🙏🏻😇📿

Oh come on you guys. Don't make me older sister! Why???

I cannot tell you how much I think surviving or trying to help someone else survive the aftermath of a gang rape, a violation of your body i...

I feel that I feel that

"Flughafen Tempelhof" By Beth Ann Fennelly https://www.americanacademy.de/berlin-journal/flughafen-tempelhof/ AND The "My Ind...

It's just so impossible for everyone to succeed or fail in the exact same way.

I don't ever hear about podcasters pressuring people about how to succeed in life by holding up Anne Frank as a role model, but she'...

Friday, October 02, 2026

This evidence of the posthumously influential one.

And the Vicks VapoRub and the Herbert Rowbarge book that I'm taking forever to finish.

I can always look up the Transcendentalists when I need to feel more grounded!

I also have Vick's Vapo Rub, the collected works of Laura Ingalls Wilder and Lucy Maude Montgomery, and a cat that's whining on the ...

Sages on their stages! Don't forget to sage...

"The customers will tip better if you wear makeup and the boys will find you a much better dinner companion if you don't bring up r...

Beautiful Birthday Cards

I think these are both still fun songs to listen to, sometimes.

Charles & Eddie - "Would I Lie To You?" https://youtube.com/watch?v=G_UXvcr22rM&si=gnGY4e7SxQIrQyrV Siouxsie and The Bans...

Yours in friendly solitariness.

I just know this is really important. It's a pivotal moment in the history of human rights. "My fraternity used hazing to reward ob...

This recipe was my helper today.

"Chickpea Cookie Dough Recipe" - Mama Knows Gluten Free https://www.mamaknowsglutenfree.com/chickpea-cookie-dough-recipe/ I made i...

I also believe there are people out there who want to help.

However, they do not know how, and sometimes the situation is beyond what they can do, but they can offer prayers so that the person who is ...

Lots of changes are needed 🎶🪷🕊️💗🙏🏻😇

I'm going through a rough patch and I know that U need to learn how to be better at accepting the healing gentle energies. And I don...

Sometimes goals change...

I did some reading, and got sleepy, and now I have a headache. I no longer have a goal of watching that film today. But perhaps some other d...

Goals...

I feel like if I stay nice and calm I might be able to finish that movie today. The one that's been unfinished ever since I was in 8th ...

Actually my body needed the healing music more today.

Healing music playlist plus a workout out on the floor in a compassionate environment 💗. My internal organs sometimes disagree with whateve...

This could be a step towards treating yourself better, too.

"Justice for Jane Doe" blckbrdquitter https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dd-EXUlBwHS/?stkn=NHhraXFtbTJpYW5j "It's so easy t...

A person, and not a quota.

"Wouldn't it be sick to be a person" jordanjensenlolstop https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dd9eQr7gdDR/?stkn=MWs3NzBncWU4bTh6...

Oh the humanity! Oh the quotas!

When some people act like they can't be bothered to care about horrible things happening to human beings, it reminds me of Nazis because...

Absofreakinglutely they most certainly would.

Charles & Eddie - "Would I Lie To You?" https://youtube.com/watch?v=G_UXvcr22rM&si=gnGY4e7SxQIrQyrV

Maybe this will help...

"Overcome Grief & Sadness | Find Consolation & Inner Peace | 396 Hz" Inner Lotus Music https://youtube.com/watch?v=SmMv6...

Oh my God!

Auuugh! How can patriarchal people be soooo...awful???

Grieve and be inefficient about it.

Grieve. Who needs to be efficient for the ruthless machine that is the carelessly violent and sad Patriarchy?

Things get very flowery on pages 24 - 25.

"All around the porch the lilac bushes were in bud, with just a few blooms among the branches, so that their delicate scent reached us ...

I read page 21 at 1:21 so I feel I have to share.

What a drastic mother! "I wandered up and down the stairs, in and out of the rooms, trying to reconcile all the disparate parts of our...

First grade boys who liked to play with their cheese and crackers packets...

Would have had a lot of fun with Nutella & GO! Sooo easy to pay attention to, but sooo difficult to actually fix any of their problems....

I found a new one. She's just a misunderstood little child in this.

"Judy Tenuta (2/15/89) (RIP Love Goddess)" https://youtube.com/watch?v=tXh5Xb7JGe0&si=Ek0UzA-3shRR4lhm

Thursday, October 01, 2026

What could prevent that from happening again?

It's very next level to go to the next level like for instance to wonder about the circumstances that created the situation if you suffe...

It's time to restore humanity's faith in humanity's decent qualities.

"Wouldn't it be sick to be a person" jordanjensenlolstop https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dd9eQr7gdDR/?stkn=MWs3NzBncWU4bTh6...

What a variety of dreams I have had.

The best one was about saving cats, because I got to pet cats and tell them I love them. The guy who was supposed to be helping me save the ...

I'm wiped out and I want to be well soon.

I'm wiped out and I want to be well soon.

Now I feel very hot.

It's time to take my special hormone balancing supplements, which I've gotten kinesiology tested for, and I get retested for. But I ...

I feel like "How had we not noticed and been offended by it before?" can apply to lots of things.

"Wow. Listen to this. This IS a thing love.ismyonly.energy https://www.threads.com/share/BCLmx3jiPX/ ... @allisontaskcoach @morganstreh...

To be "relentlessly chipper and incurious" is an old pattern of behavior that's been passed down as a "safe" survival strategy, but it's actually not.

And also, the pastime of watching sports! "Stephen must not have known what to do next. Charles and I were relentlessly chipper and inc...

I definitely want to watch this new East of Eden series.

"It's been adapted by Zoe Kazan, who spoke of her wish to approach the source material in as 'personal' a way as the origin...

What about all of the conversations people can start having with blades of grass and acorns and trees?

Kind of fun to think about solitary, unprincessy Thoreau sometimes, though.

Fall fun, mostly from yesterday...

What was normal yesterday? Might not be as normal today or tomorrow.

"There are men making reels like this one" claritywithclint & callifindingjoy https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dd6dp_BRp-l/?stkn...

Right now, this is some of what's happening because great harm has been caused.

"Oh, and by the way" rey_philosophy https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dd8D2srR9v9/?stkn=bnMyc2J2c3N2eHFh

Wednesday, September 30, 2026

The cat is a good creature.

I felt like my ego can't deal with how flawed I have decided to look for hopefully some higher purpose to serve the greater good and now...

I kind of feel like I did well enough for myself today.

I feel compassion for my younger self who was already in the middle stage of life and didn't know what to do and was looking for healing...

Way to take the edge off the end of another long work shift when you've hit rock bottom during that financial collapse in the 2000s.

Polyphonic Spree ~ "Light and Day ~ live Kimmel" https://youtube.com/watch?v=JBezHSHwhJI&si=10smwWjzxFhVRWMc

I skipped ahead to another section.

She also gives a very non-sentimental account of childbirth. Oh, this book is going to be good for me! "The Family Heart: A Memoir of W...

Just it opened my impulse, I mean, I just opened my impulse purchase.

And they are talking about this song! Duran Duran - "The Reflex (Official Music Video)" https://youtube.com/watch?v=J5ebkj9x5Ko...

Today's impulse purchase.

Cost two quarters and five dimes. "The Family Heart: A Memoir of When Our Son Came Out by Robb Forman Dew" https://www.goodreads.c...