Hello, heating pad, my old friend.

Last year I spent money on investigating the source of some pains and the insurance has the deductible to meet so it covered none of it but they found nothing. So there's a reluctance to go that route again, because spending money just to find out nothing is not ideal. Pains are here. We need a lot. We need healing. I need the pain to go away. There's also all of the emotional pain. Emotional pain because of people who got duped. And they still get duped, even now.

This is like a crisis here. I need to get through my crisis.