Friend from college in Virginia*Have you ever watched a movie that reminded you of how in 2021 your friend*felt guilty that her boss spent too much money on her so she could work comfortably at a desk.
Sunday, January 31, 2021
Because you're not gonna go get a new TV
It is useful to live with a person who can figure out how to cast channels from apps on a phone.
Holy load of laundry
13 chewed or very chewed-on shirts versus 6 not-so-chewed shirts.
When the chewing was really bad last year, there was a rare therapy session in which being slapped on the mouth as a kid for talking fresh was discussed. (Not a lot! But maybe a few times is enough to make an impact.)
"Why Does My Kid Chew On Their Shirt?" | Moms.com
https://www.moms.com/why-kid-chew-shirt-explained/
enough hiking this evening
☆ don't understand why i need more water than you
☆ it's because I'm Mexican
☆ is that right?
☆ yeah
☆ the Mexican-ness / water-drinking habits convo
☆
Valley news
"Valley’s First Farmworkers Get Vaccinated – COVID-19 Update For Jan. 29" | Valley Public Radio
https://www.kvpr.org/post/valley-s-first-farmworkers-get-vaccinated-covid-19-update-jan-29#stream/0
New Words!
Seb Vettel - "Some Driver That You Used to Know + Sebsterday (Gotye + Beatles Remix) [feat S🅱️inotto]" - YouTube
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=0fN5fkk-rMA&list=FLOqPXsL1u67fPIWYPcRRs8g&index=4
SAINT MOTEL - "My Type" (Official Video) - YouTube
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=IyVPyKrx0Xo&list=FLOqPXsL1u67fPIWYPcRRs8g&index=36
"Smooth Criminal - F1 Remix (feat. Grosjean and Maldonado)" - YouTube
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=nzTlp8Z5gc4&list=FLOqPXsL1u67fPIWYPcRRs8g&index=5
there's so many ways to gain weight
She was getting fat like the beauty queen who got assaulted at a frat party and then doubled in size and the girls were all talking about it.
Well, this could be helpful
Arrows
"Getting Farmworkers Tested and Vaccinated Depends on Building Trust"| Civil Eats
Arrows
"US Immigrant Farm Workers Line Up for COVID-19 Vaccines" | Voice of America - English
But this one is kind of a lot
"Porn Doctor" - SNL - YouTube
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=F8TR34viNo0
HappySundayMornSisters!
Time to go put the laundry in the dryer.
Fiona Apple - "Every Single Night" (Official Video) - YouTube
+
"Porn Teacher" - SNL - YouTube
might sumtymes bee
a 4 a.m. laundry song
PJ Harvey - "Send His Love To Me" - YouTube
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=rsUIl7qVzYw
so cute & uncomplicated
"When your home cat thinks it’s a top predator with ninja skills"
https://www.reddit.com/r/donthelpjustfilm/comments/l8k1hg/when_your_home_cat_thinks_its_a_top_predator_with/
Onto queasier things?
(And are the moms actually any better?)
And they said...ha ha ha! And I said "Showing off how you are much more enlightened than another person is a fantastic way to attract more devotees as long as you're in a certain kind of set-up" and I also said "That 'girl going to a club and getting raped by a guy who worked at her highschool' story is not a very popular one with the dads, including the ones who attended Multicultural Anti-Racism Day."
I think I'll go crawl into a kiln.
And read this controversial essay.
"The People Who Prioritize a Friendship Over Romance" - The Atlantic
https://www.theatlantic.com/family/archive/2020/10/people-who-prioritize-friendship-over-romance/616779/
Earky AM 'oughts again
when I was so extremely young of an adult, and I had an opportunity to attend a kitchsy musical variety show and this cool person I knew also attended and I asked if his wife was coming too instead of being mildly judge-y about married men leaving their wives to do all the childcare at home I totally could have said "why don't explain you why not in far more extensive detail?"
Saturday, January 30, 2021
He was a nice guy
A nice photographer. Keen on trees and birds.
TUCA & BERTIE is a very funny show about...
Are there other ones?
There's a dissertation I started reading. Adam J. Engels "Between Two Worlds: the Function of Liminal Space..."
Huh.
still had this tab open
Maybe I should get a good camera someday.
Robbert Flick | Roski School of Art and Design
https://roski.usc.edu/community/faculty/robbert-flick
paintings dilemma
I have 4 as a set (depicting the 4 seasons) and they are of Korean mountains i have always loved them but my dearly departed kitty cat threw up on one of them and there is a brown stain so I wonder what to do about it now?
Also important
"Language barriers, wariness make vaccinating immigrants hard" - ABC News
https://abcnews.go.com/Health/wireStory/language-barriers-wariness-make-vaccinating-immigrants-hard-75431563
Seems hard to find a trailer
"Son of Monarchs" - Sundance Film Festival 2021 - YouTube
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o3icnHftScE
Man almost can't believe
This genius sat next to me on 2 flights with a dramatic landing in Memphis just because years ago I was motherly to one of his kids.
https://www.mother.ly/news/elon-musk-comments-on-parenting-newborn
&
TV shows
https://www.vulture.com/2019/08/glow-season-3-episode-3-recap-desert-pollen.html
Films
https://variety.com/2021/film/news/sundance-sons-of-monarchs-1234894697/
&
Environmental Content.
Friday, January 29, 2021
just a smidgen now
SHELL
"DISNEY ON ACID" - Abbe May - YouTube
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=dQBkE-6-k4g
SHOCK
"Disney Housewives" - Saturday Night Live - YouTube
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=b-2fnZfK9Lg
Almost time to watch WandaVision.
One mixes up the lyrics
Audio Bullys/Nancy Sinatra -"Shot me down (extended club mix video edit)" - YouTube
But then again AT TIMES
[Most terrifying writing prompt of the week:
"But oh my god what the hell you were married since I was 6 years old or something whhhhaaat???"]
Life can be a big ♡~y girlcloud lolololololol
I don't want to feel like I just mowed down a habitat or something.
!!!!
Is that voice verging on teenage?
ArrowArrowArrowArrow alternate to whatever other much more subtle comment might have been said. Omg did you ever see this skit.
It's like a demon voice on her shoulder, or not really actually (it is simply a matter of opinion!) What if I haunted you in the 70s? Oh I bet I did haunt...like at a ski lodge or something! Oh, but change it if it wasn't a ski lodge. What happened??? What do you think??? This is how I trip out on age difference I guess? I saw a film in college about a married couple who lost a boy to a snake bite. It was so sad. I think I can say I wonder now if voices were trying to talk to me about you but that half the time I didn't listen so well. But it is okay with you because we can connect on the heart level and actually that was always our thing. Heart thing first u make my ♡ music notes.
Oh you were less evolved spiritually when I was younger so now is more appropriate said a universe vibe/message.
*****You had more time with snow in your life than I had*****a voice that is connected to water's importance on the planet wants to say.
And we like poetry because it's a way to access certain energies in the universe. You can communicate with me about energy, the universe is saying. That is why we are capable of loving each other now, too.
It's "attention cultivator"
Agricultural terminology.
"cultivator" | Origin and meaning of cultivator by Online Etymology Dictionary
https://www.etymonline.com/word/cultivator
He did that too.
O J. Simpson on Twitter: "Get your shot. I got mine!!! https://t.co/hP1rDq5L7c" / Twitter
https://mobile.twitter.com/TheRealOJ32/status/1355243085186256897
Do you ever wonder what they might do?
What would they do to accommodate HDT in, well, you know.
Now he sort of sounds like a drug.
So many energies to juggle sometimes
Does this character want a film too?
"Why Do We Love Henry David Thoreau?"| The New Yorker
http://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2015/10/19/pond-scum
"Everybody Hates Henry David Thoreau" | The New Republic
https://newrepublic.com/article/123162/everybody-hates-henry-david-thoreau
That's the space where attitudes meet
"I can't believe XYZ reads..."
"But of course XYZ was always going to read..."
But this should still be funny in the decades to come
"This ‘Greta Thunberg Helpline’ Is Here To Calm Adults Who Want To Yell At Her" - Funny Or Die
https://www.funnyordie.com/2019/9/26/20886048/greta-thunberg-helpline-parody-satire-video-twitter-sketch
2 might be a lot sometimes
One candy might have been enough and that's a fact. But if you do eat more than you should have, you can still learn from it by paying attention to what made you feel better...
Is rather clever
Reuters on Twitter: "Salla, the self-proclaimed coldest town in Finnish Lapland, wants to draw attention to climate change by announcing that it will bid to host 2032 Summer Olympics https://t.co/YemMWU8oEc https://t.co/AfCrzrA5ml" / Twitter
https://mobile.twitter.com/Reuters/status/1355236773820047366
Many people can appreciate different kinds of teachers
So it is, and maybe more than is generally discussed. The universe sets up interesting patterns and situations sometimes.
A compliment
If someone wants to watch you because you have a calming and grounding and stabilizing presence, that is a compliment!
I see why we (as people on earth) love stones sometimes.
Better do this first tho
"No holes in your walls and No mess. Hang curtains over your blinds!" - Marc & Mandy show - NoNo Bracket
This has gotten started
It was a gift...it's too much work right now.
I think I will eat one sour candy and re-watch some Tuca & Bertie.
That's an older trait that's not great
I know we're all influenced by patriarchal religions and customs, but I still think that if you get involved with a man and find out he's abusive, it is better not to dump your negativity onto another woman who also encountered that abusiveness in that person just because he's treated like some god in your social circle.
dreams not bad this am
one was about wanting to see the pink sunset and hiking up a trail on a snowy mountain along with some other people, and one was about an all-golden energy that turned into an angel after saying "let me in"
monarch activities again
"Monarch butterflies are in trouble: Here's how to help in your own yard" | Earth | EarthSky
https://earthsky.org/earth/monarch-butterflies-of-western-us-nearing-extinction-what-you-can-do
well it's not perfect
one might say the one who was least heroic in one state could have been better in another one
East Coast: bleah
Midwest: saves a cat
East Coast: can't believe this woman won't listen to me
Midwest: however I am not gonna let these dudes mess with her cat
On the Way to the South in Between: stopping at the religious place...keeping a distance...maybe that wasn't so bad...looking for...God...there's more female energy there...spiritual cleansing...?
1-2 again
1) vaccines needles veins nurses talking to you
2) an owl sits on your chimney an owl flies to the edge of a field and sits on a fence an owl flies back to the chimney
wouldn't it be funny
if you thought you were writing about adults and adults things at first but at the end you end up seeing things through the eyes of a four-year-old...and it could be wonderful! Sunlight and butterflies and the beauty of trees...it could be environmental & a comedy & serene.
now I feel like I have a kid
A girl who is 3 or 4 years old and in a huge crater, hiding but peeping out over the edge to see what's going on outside now. The background is apocalyptic, like a brown and pink sky with little bright flashes of bombs going off in the distance.
Since I don't actually have a kid that must be some kind of inner child thing.
And so screwed over financially
2007 and a lot of other things BUT I can't believe I finally have no credit card debt....I also can't believe I still owe so much on my student loans. Student loans that were not even all that much compared to what a lot of people had to take out to get through college.
this is dragging out but so be it
"so redolent"
~ A. Powers
"The Cruel Truth About Rock And Roll : The Record" : NPR
https://www.npr.org/sections/therecord/2015/07/15/422964981/the-cruel-truth-about-rock-and-roll
How would you like a closet full of chewed up clothes
Women lecturing you about societal ills while propping up super abusive men on pedestals.
two again
a) If someone follows you just a little bit to see if they can talk to you but they leave when it turns out it is not time to talk yet, that is okay...that is much better.
XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXx
b) If you get followed for days because some rejected man wanted to shove his ideas into you, and he expected you to act differently, and on top of that he attracts, frankly, immature women who cover for him, that is unhealthy and vile and destructive.
Two
Box A: i love you but we have problems is so much more fun
////////
Box B: there's nasty stalker issues that occurred and women made excuses for their screwed up brother and continue to do so for absolutely important reasons & that is way, way less fun
I WILL CHECK ON IT SOON
I will check on the availability of the movie that has M. Pfeiffer as Cat Woman and also
Siouxsie and the Banshees - "Face to Face" - YouTube
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Q2qXqes2xT4
I am sure the main reason I know about it is because a sister told me about it.
Thursday, January 28, 2021
Remembering entertainment from 20-something hours ago
Madonna's "Don't Tell Me" had male artists (their art was riding and falling off horses and dancing in cowboy costumes) M. Star's "Fade Into You" was her worshipping her own feelings, nothing wrong with that, and S. Mclaughlin's character in "Building A Mystery" was excited by a man's inaccessibility (xy: but was she exited? xx: she wrote a song about it xy: well it could make a person angry xx: no she's not angry, well not really in the song and also wondered, if it was about her husband but they used a much lighter skinned man in the video is that actually more damaging than they knew???) deep stoned thoughts happened because of female musical artists making moving visual media
Simulation of another stage in stages
i'mokayi'mokayi'mokayauuughwhydidn'twewalkdownthatpathbeforeitgotburntupi'mokayi'mokayi'mokayauuughwhydidn'twewalkdiwnthatpathsomeyearsbackbeforeitgotburntupi'mokayi'mokayi'mokayauuughwhydidn'twetravelthereyearsagobeforeitbecamesoinaccessiblei'mokayi'mokayi'mokay
I see...
"The Transformation Of Andrew Gray From Bling Empire"
https://www.nickiswift.com/321449/the-transformation-of-andrew-gray-from-bling-empire/
Well this hurts.
It does.
"'I think that my book arrived at the right moment,' Springora said, e-cigarette in hand. 'Five years ago, it probably would have been buried.'"
"A Parisian Writes Her Revenge" | The New Yorker
https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2021/02/01/a-parisian-writes-her-revenge/amp
TODAY'S SPECIAL HOLIDAYS
Daisy + Kazoo + Lego
https://nationaltoday.com/january-holidays/
https://nationaltoday.com/national-daisy-day/
https://nationaltoday.com/national-kazoo-day/
https://nationaltoday.com/national-lego-day/
I kind of keep making the same dessert tart.
Using different types of chocolate and coconut milk and raspberry jam this time.
https://www.bakerita.com/no-bake-raspberry-chocolate-tart-paleo-vegan-gf/
I listened to this while I made it last week.
Team Coco on Twitter: ".@NicoleByer shares her favorite empowering relationship statements with @DeonCole on this week's "Why Won't You Date Me." Listen now on @SpotifyPodcasts. https://t.co/wo4Q23fYG8 https://t.co/jFuu09okmS" / Twitter
https://mobile.twitter.com/teamcoco
Used different types of chocolate and coconut milk and raspberry jam that time too.
This cover is cool
"Angel of The Morning" - The Pretenders - YouTube
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=TUiaP2jHA-g
And not like this, either
"Farrah Fawcett on The Dating Game 1969" - YouTube
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=hrSthPFEFrw
It was a fun department
They said the Tenured One also had two guys (coworkers) get into a fist fight over her. Whoever they were now, I cannot say.
Current assessment
Still feeling that your mentor has not spent nearly enough time investigating all the hours she wasted hating women (especially younger women! How cliche) just as you have not spent nearly enough time investigating how and why your own favored status was handed to you.
Of course we can enjoy many films
We can enjoy watching a variety of films, and of the films we have recently watched, he said he liked Promising Young Woman the best.
We understand that he is in the minority.
Land. $$$. Fire.
I hope a place I loved to go walking (and I took many pictures there) heals because it got badly damaged by the fires and now it is closed to the public.
I went into a store yesterday to see if I could buy a map and the cashier was telling a customer that he (the cashier) knows a guy who bought a lottery ticket from his store and won 10k and then bought a book from another store and won 100k. She said, "And he didn't give you any? If I won I would give you some of it."
Looks like it might not be so easy to see the Arrowhead landmark now.
"San Manuel buys landmark Arrowhead Springs property in San Bernardino – San Bernardino Sun"
The person who told me about it mentioned that it might have been damaged by the fires.
"Arrowhead Springs, San Bernardino, California" - Wikipedia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Arrowhead_Springs,_San_Bernardino,_California
"Arrowhead Springs | Resources"
https://web.archive.org/web/20091125020239/http://arrowheadsprings.org/html/resources.html
Wednesday, January 27, 2021
Messages
Sometimes I miss a writer. It is not such a secret.
Do you know how many stories you could tell me? I would like to hear you talk again someday. You're a poet so come back and share some with me even if it's just your informal way of talking. When are you a bigger happier person? This question interests me. I admire your life work, and not just your writing. Really great job in this life I think. A+.
alpha male weenie day was petty
Maybe he became a burnt up butterfly egg because people don't CARE about the ENVIRONMENT enough.
"Kobe Bryant Once Nearly Got Into a Fight With a Teammate Over $100"
https://www.sportscasting.com/kobe-bryant-once-nearly-got-into-a-fight-with-a-teammate-over-100/
Oh I really wonder what it looks like now
"City of San Bernardino - Arrowhead (Landmark)"
http://www.ci.san-bernardino.ca.us/about/history/the_arrowhead.asp
Oh that makes more sense now
"Mysterious Arrowhead"
"From shank to tip the picture is perfect in every detail, down to the serrated, wavy edges on the sides and to the roughly hewn surface of the center. The immediate cause of the immense symbol, an emblem 1375 feet from end to end and 450 feet. wide, is easily discovered by an examination of the soil. Over the entire extent of the arrowhead the soil consists of disintegrating light gray granite and white quartz supporting seven acres of white sage and light green weeds. surrounded on all sides by the dark-green foliage of greasewood and chaparral."
This is something the man with the dogs was trying to tell me about. But I think he also said the fires might have affected it.
Pets at the park yesterday
An older man who wanted to talk to me had 2 dogs. One was older, brown and a bit chubby. Her name was Daisy.
Poignant song.
Tori Amos - "Daisy Dead Petals Live" - YouTube
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dL_8bkvBfsU
Ha, this Glow show
Line:
"Relax! I'm not your father, alright? We're just two people at a strip club."
"Every Potato Has a Receipt" | Glow Wiki | Fandom
https://glow.fandom.com/wiki/Every_Potato_Has_a_Receipt
Tuesday, January 26, 2021
Saw some cute ducks today
Mallard ducks. The male pushed the female under the water and then she squawked and he got off and swam away like one who is embarrassed, but then she swam after him, and then they swam around each other.
They were cute!
This is a funny video about ducks.
There are apparently some awful and gruesome ones but I am not clicking on those.
I like going outside. I want monarch butterflies to survive.
"Where do Monarchs go when they migrate"| The Gazette
For all generations
This still needs to get better.
"#IamJada: When violence becomes a teen meme"
https://www.cnn.com/2014/07/18/living/jada-iamjada-teen-social-media/index.html
I say it and I look at it because it seems like I have to do this.
"Our Team - SafeBAE"
https://safebae.org/about-us/our-team/
~~~~~~~
After the DJ played his "fans going crazy over a sportstar" clip and I got all messed up and was driving around different streets in the dark I noted the three songs that played before the commercials. They were:
"True" by Spandex Ballet
"I Want You To Want Me" by Cheap Trick
"I Just Died In Your Arms" by Cutting Crew
All songs that can get into your head. Life is the song you get into your head.
I have many...but of the many there's a strong one and it's called Hero Worship Ruins Lives and Relationships.
Kinda a worse story
than that family friend who turned out to be not so trustworthy story, oh disc jockey of life choices
Girl did have her baby though
"MTV Stands Accused"- Los Angeles Times
https://www.latimes.com/archives/la-xpm-1991-07-28-tv-195-story.html
(But wait) radio makes a soul tired of this day
In this location.
Is it dangerous to assume? Like when you are assuming that when the DJ plays clips of a maniacal audience worshipping their god, it doesn't sound to him like an auditorium of college girls crying while watching the clip where the woman gets raped in The Accused (from the DreamWorlds documentary.)
The counselor was late and not very effective.
The experience ended with a stirring story of a young woman in the audience who revealed that she got raped and chose to keep her baby (a daughter) and after that we saw them sometimes in the dorm. The mom was 18 or 19 and the daughter was 5 or 6.
There was also a young woman in the audience who said a family friend she had trusted raped her in her own house, maybe even while the family was not very far away at all.
possibly
"El violador eres tú - LETRA COMPLETA del HIMNO FEMINISTA Un violador en tu camino" YouTube
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=tB1cWh27rmI
"That was then"
"Propping up someone to worship as a god without acknowledging his flaws was so their internal colonized white men"
And I think he's cute
"Women’s Soccer Welcomes Charlie Coleman as Virtual Guest Speaker- Franklin Pierce"
https://www.fpuravens.com/sports/wsoc/2020-21/releases/090520WSOC-Speaker
I'm sure the demon is sorry
I am sure the demon never knew so much destruction could be the result of being such a spotlight hog. Also, who is more evolved now?
"Matthew Barnett Today: Daisy Coleman’s Accused Rapist Lays Low"
Y talk$
"Victorian Ladies" - Saturday Night Live - YouTube
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=RBlVQ0asRqQ
"Date With A Child Psychologist" - SNL - YouTube
It's a sunny day for birdwatching
Saying "I think their faces look completely stupid"
"Nicki Minaj Gushes Over the 'Gorgeous Gifts' Ariana Grande Sent Her Baby Boy After His Birth"
https://www.billboard.com/articles/columns/hip-hop/9505935/nicki-minaj-ariana-baby-gifts-twitter-qa
Is that way to a healthier society?
"Nicki Minaj Disappoints Fans After Supporting a Convicted Rapist"
https://www.cheatsheet.com/entertainment/nicki-minaj-disappoints-fans-after-supporting-a-convicted-rapist.html/
Oops.
Monday, January 25, 2021
What is your favorite animal
How great of a life would you like the favorite to have. Does your favorite deserve better?
I get a sense
this film is actually surprisingly threatening to some people
SUPER SPOILERS here:
https://www.polygon.com/movies/2021/1/25/22244862/promising-young-woman-ending-survivors-message
If kids in the future care about monarchs
Will this be nice for them to watch?
"Flight of the Butterflies (2012)"
More? Mire? Mwah?
Femininity fails film treatments: Ganging up on the light skinned girl is so 4th grade and you would think some ppl had grown out of it by now but what happens when years of immature behavioral patterns go unchecked? What's the diff from 80s --- present day? 1990s High-school assembly for this type of discrimination but not other ones leads into girl goes clubbing and gets raped by guy who also happens to work at her highschool. Both ppl of color but not same ethnic background. He was not a famous sports star but still got away with it. She was still a minor and went elsewhere to another school we guess. It was like the moral of the story was, don't be the bad girl who goes to clubs. Do we think she's the one who was treated the worst?
90s again!
pretty sure about it
I have gained weight recently.
I would like to have a more balanced life, a better exercise routine, and some other kind of energy to interfere with my body chemistry in ways that are more pleasing to me. BUT it also seems important to address those topics that have compelled me to chew on shirts! QUITE the dilemma.
Today's lesson: the weather can change fast
I am glad I left before the lightning started. I swear the phone said there was only a 22% chance of precipitation when I drove there.
Maybe today is a good day to stay inside, think about the monarchs, re-watch parts of some movies....and DRINK ☕ warm beverages.
you might be alive
if you crash on a futon in a content coma and the person you live with says are you okay? aren't you going to a park? why are you still here? what if I told you the cat you fed last night was at the park waiting to frolic?
Parks are good.
they're playing cards
outside on their lunch break
on a cardboard box
in a big empty pool
I just dropped off the pro-rated rent check
I think they did put some in their music video
Machines Of Loving Grace - "Butterfly Wings" - YouTube
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=qI6V6VD56n8
People & monarchs
"Monarch man: Cedarhurst resident makes raising butterflies a community project"
https://www.columbiatribune.com/story/news/2020/09/19/monarch-man-cedarhurst-resident-makes-raising-butterflies-community-project/42666381/
"Mexico violence: Why were two butterfly activists found dead?"- BBC News
https://www.bbc.com/news/world-latin-america-51488262
Possibly trying to tame a cat!
The cat is gray...finally saw the cat in better light.
It makes a lot of noise then hides
20 minutes ago it was on top of a car directly across from staring at our covered parking space.
I left some kibble. It is VERY rainy out but it can have some shelter because of covered parking and space to complain. It hasn't complained in the last 20 minutes.
An "I can't believe" writing prompt
"I can't believe that might have been the last thing I said"
Ex:
Several years ago, I was mad that an airline employee switched my seat on a long flight from the aisle to one by the window at the last minute. She didn't give me a good explanation, but she wished us all happy holidays. I wanted to say something rude, and I did. I think the tall quiet guy behind me heard it too. What came out was "GO F~~~ YOURSELF." It was probably loud enough to be detected by the employee as the line of passengers passed by her and boarded the plane.
Later, when I sat next to the quiet guy, I was relieved he didn't seem to be too uptight about the possibility of me crawling over him to use the restroom.
Then the plane made bad noises. I really did not want to die next to that guy. I asked an angel to please get the pilot to safely land the plane.
Turned out the quiet guy (who could also be lightly chatty about his kids and other topics) was also a pilot and even talked to the pilot of the plane about the situation. Ha. But I barely noticed. I was very nervous. The quiet guy didn't like those noises either, so that was something.
I also thought, "I can't believe that might have been the last thing I said" to the employee of the airline.
Whew, that was a different January.
Sunday, January 24, 2021
I am gonna go to a lake...
And now I don't have to drive...
https://www.reddit.com/r/BetterEveryLoop/comments/l40meh/abort_ive_been_made/
Sunny after the rain
I saw some lively birds on some tree branches and then they flew away. So now I feel I need to go to a park or something! So I will.
Cut Chemist - "The Garden Live with the Seattle Symphony" - YouTube
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3S-aVCbiA-s
I can have a proclivity to wonder about the positive or negative impact of computer games on people's brains sometimes.
Watching the show again
I think it would be interesting if the Latin-Native American guy (on this show he's got some rage issues) pursued an alternative form of healing that could bypass talk therapy and maybe access his amygdala memories.
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Something very theatrical?
Andrew Gray on Instagram: “This is how I’m feeling right now. Does anyone know where this is from?🎬”
https://www.instagram.com/p/CJ1-bY-AXKm/
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Oh. Okay, I found it.
If you watch this you might laugh
I just did.
"Bling Empire: the super-rich reality show that makes Selling Sunset look cheap" | Television | The Guardian
https://www.theguardian.com/tv-and-radio/2021/jan/21/bling-empire-reality-show-netflix-new-series
eating disorder
"Stressed Out Snake Eats Itself" | IFLScience
https://www.iflscience.com/plants-and-animals/stressed-out-snake-eats-itself/
just by coincidence
In this lifetime, early childhood was full of mean boys until a nice one showed up. Noisy bratty white boys, super mean spoiled Korean kid (or was he just half Korean, I just realized I don't know?) who was the son of a pastor and wanted to be "The Incredible Hulk" and was so awful, seriously, I hope he didn't grow up to be a predator, and then....
NICE kid whose name I don't remember, but it seems to me like he was Native American, but I guess I don't really know.
But in between maybe there was a white kid who was nice and came walking up the street with a puppy and a little bag of maybe bulgogi meat.
Who can even make this up?
Sorry if we skipped some things.
This is a good album
not happy but good
"Crack Actor: PJ Harvey’s To Bring You My Love at 25"
https://thequietus.com/articles/27863-pj-harvey-to-bring-you-my-love-anniversary-review
it's been stuck in my car for a long time
every time I turn it on there's that whirring grinding noise reminding me it is still stuck in the CD player
wow, freedom
it's not the bad abandonment, it's the spin round and round in a big open field because you can be so wild and free abandonment!
oh well it's like a duty sometimes
A) This looks like an excellent tip!
Monica Lewinsky (she/her) on Twitter: "took my mom to @csunorthridge for her first shot today. was so well organized — in + out in under 45 mins. 🙏🏻" / Twitter
https://mobile.twitter.com/MonicaLewinsky/status/1353123538660519936
B) I feel disappointed because men all over the world do that nervous gotta go someone else will take care of the kids **** & you see who gets a free pass for it just because of circumstances.
C) Hours of unacknowledged childcare performed.
D) Also hours of unacknowledged tears.
Pictures of things
I was learning a lot about the world from pictures as a small child, in a different stage of life, more with pictures than with words sometimes.
How can we be
really...
um...
(I am reading again)
"It makes you very vulnerable."
- E. Fennell
https://www.vulture.com/2021/01/promising-young-woman-ending-emerald-fennell-explains.html
Saturday, January 23, 2021
Because of some singers
I wonder if I should watch a movie that I am almost certain did not interest me when it first came out
https://www.wmagazine.com/story/michelle-pfeiffer-catwoman-ultimate-batman-antihero/amp/
manipulative media? went to find some
GOT AN AWFUL SHOCK
https://m.mabelandmoxie.com/How+Raising+Kids+Was+Different+In+The+'80s+And+'90s
BECAUSE A BOOK TITLE that I THOUGHT I MADE UP FOR A SKIT A FEW YEARS AGO
"Parenting in the 1990s - Awful Library Books"
http://awfullibrarybooks.net/parenting-in-the-1990s/
ACTUALLY EXISTS.
not about a film
like something you'd say while looking at a pair of well-worn sneakers: "god, some of that was absolutely horrible, but also feeling really weirdly relieved and happy"
Today is also Caturday!
"Random Cat Crashes Fashion Show, Fights Models"| Bored Panda
https://www.boredpanda.com/stray-cat-istanbul-fashion-show-vakko-esmod/
Might watch a film at home later
Weather will be rainy in the evenings for the next few days. But why didn't I see the spoilers warning before the second paragraph?
https://www.vulture.com/amp/2021/01/promising-young-woman-ending-emerald-fennell-explains.html?__twitter_impression=true
The spoiler is right after a link which I on purpose didn't click on. Oh well, maybe it is the universe's way of getting me to move on with it already.
this too
"A Conversation between Avijit Halder and Ashlyn Davis – Houston Center for Photography"
https://hcponline.org/event/words-and-pictures-avijit-halder/
I know I should read this
"Adventures in Consciousness: A Review of Deborah Eisenberg's Under the 82nd Airborne" - The Millions
https://themillions.com/2008/02/adventures-in-consciousness-review-of.html
As she read a bit of news
She wondered what exact year it was (81, 82, 83?) the beloved older sister figure gave her a picture drawing with a heart pierced by an arrow as a good-bye gift.
They had a lot of flying experience.
I feel an 🎵 uplift 🎵
Such great song chemistries...
"George Michael, Elton John - Don't Let The Sun Go Down On Me (Live)"
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=RsKqMNDoR4o
Funny to listen to the lyrics twice, hee hee.
I bet if they made this trailer NOW
They'd make it differently.
"Born Into Brothels" Trailer on Vimeo
https://vimeo.com/43633876
Guess what today is!
A relative reminded me about this tradition
https://www.loveandlavender.com/paper-first-anniversary-gifts/
Guess what the plan is? To make a video about the new place and show it to people
Guess what was a way bigger deal to everyone and is happening in a few more days? And weirdly, right in the mountains above where we choose to change our status.
Jesus's mercy is just inescapable if society deems you to be the right sort of person to associate with the best of the Bible.
I think the Real Anniversary might be September 1997.
Friday, January 22, 2021
NOW
we're watching Glow and it's not bad inspiration for a comic work about How Your Misogynist Mentors Got Better
& then several slices of chocolate raspberry
Pie were consumed.
Rowr C. Bukowski Rowr L. Cohen Rowr Time of Month Rowr
Recipe:
https://www.bakerita.com/no-bake-raspberry-chocolate-tart-paleo-vegan-gf/
I think it takes longer to make than ten minutes.
Well i had a really nice walk and the sun's going down now!
Ha ha ha.
Giulia Rozzi on Twitter: "Hi! All of my tweets were accidentally deleted so I am re-sharing my @TeamCoco set to make it my pinned tweet again. If you love me I'd appreciate a RT. xo https://t.co/d0GW8CcpoX" / Twitter
https://mobile.twitter.com/GiuliaRozzi/status/1352732903885611008
Ha ha ha.
Giulia Rozzi on Twitter: "Just sitting here thinking about when no boys showed to my sweet 16 party my dad pulled me aside, looked into my eyes & said "what the hell am I supposed to do with all these chicken wings?"" / Twitter
https://mobile.twitter.com/teamcoco
How about a nope
X: nope
Y: feels so seen
Y: this is so real
Y: oh now it's just a line
Y: but it's a really really really good one!
Y: I will think about this all day
Y: life will never be the same
Creepy shock last night
A few nights ago. I was like, no to this:
https://www.buzzfeed.com/joannaborns/a-cockroach-crawled-on-my-face
But what ran right across the living room in front of the TV last night?
:-(
The man killed it.
I cleaned up old pasta and and other stuff that was lingering on the kitchen floor.
Sigh.
I don't know what kind this is
Joaquim Campa on Twitter: "21. 📸 Simon Roy https://t.co/faGtaEo13i" / Twitter
Oh musical note readings
During this time, maybe I could teach myself to play something simple, on a not-too-expensive instrument, like maybe the ukulele?
But I think those notes are for the vocals.
mudcat.org lyrics: "DAUGHTERS OF FEMINISTS" http://mudcat.org/@displaysong.cfm?SongID=1483,1483
Thursday, January 21, 2021
I have a sense of something else
It is like there actually is some really big clean adult energy out there sometimes. Like it is kind of funny or something. It's from a higher place in the universe. Maybe it could be attached to a broom or a person who just knows how to access it and bring it to people.
A history of one's hair
That can be the new owl sonnet
I am going to read
https://medium.com/omgfacts/the-violent-history-of-red-hair-2c609aa485ac
A ghazal
A self-celebration consummated
Or...
ILLUSTRATED
coolness coolness
OUT
"Cesar Chavez' great-niece 'honored' civil rights leaders' bust part of Biden's Oval Office"
https://www.mercurynews.com/2021/01/20/cesar-chavez-great-niece-honored-civil-rights-leaders-bust-part-of-bidens-oval-office
THERE
Conan O'Brien on Twitter: "6.8 miles below the sea is the Marianas Trench, and 6.8 miles below that is the bar Trump set for Biden." / Twitter https://mobile.twitter.com/ConanOBrien/status/1351954900075294720
I think I will see this in a few days!
I want to try to have the date at the drive-in again.
"'Promising Young Woman' Is the Must-Watch Thriller of the Year" - PureWow
https://www.purewow.com/entertainment/promising-young-woman-review
Pandemic positivity after palabra perusal
Ah, ha, ha. Still not very famous but a cluster of famous people know about you now is a pretty sweet deal if you ask me...
Namer of muscles?
I never saw this before!
It must have been in a box.
This book is the best
for people named Alina.
stretching out a jump rope in the sun...
If the kinks from the knots loosen up and it becomes straighter that will surely make a difference.
Also I thought about assigning names to muscles. Like if you get an anatomy coloring book and realize poor little "Salome" has been neglected, maybe that will convince your brain to find ways to help her.
Well enough about sports
Emma Pattee on Twitter: ""If happy marriages were common, divorce wouldn’t be." Got to write about the myth of being happily married, and why it's ruining our perfectly-okay marriages for @ELLEmagazine https://t.co/e5J0sZF0oc" / Twitter
https://mobile.twitter.com/frugalwoods
