Interest

When I look inside myself, I think, deep down, I have a strong interest in feeling like healing is possible. It's a good feeling to lean towards healing...There seem to be some things that can get people away from that feeling. Expecting conformity. Lack of interest in others. Immature or disrespectful behavior or belittling people who are different than what was expected. Over-emphasis on external things. Lack of communication. These things can ruin what could have been a better experience. They can trigger feelings of disbelief, anger, sorrow, humiliation, betrayal. So those are like the feelings that are the opposite of that good healing feeling. What can get one towards it? Recognizing and acknowledging and accepting the wish for better things and changes. Taking time to care for oneself and making peace with all the little things inside of oneself...