I'm sure I'll sleep soon. It's going to be cool.

Maybe I was fond of ridiculousness in some ways. I probably was. Because of creativity. Because the ridiculous was kind of fun, sometimes. But then somehow, the ridiculousness started to be too much of a drag. But I don't understand because people can still be good and have this nice light shine through them. So why does the ridiculousness have to happen? Maybe it was so unnecessary. Oh well. Maybe tomorrow or maybe next month? Or maybe later in the year? Or maybe some other time is going to be less ridiculous? Maybe.