At least I can feel like a higher power sees more kinds of people and wants to see them more than the cold Patriarchal people were trained to see others. The coldness, which is too much to deal with sometimes, is damaging things, sabotaging fun, interfering with communication, and all of that, because it is too controlling. I ate a not too healthy snack, and although the dark chocolate chips didn't have sugar in them, the white chocolate ones certainly did. The coldness, it won't be ignored. But it can't be helped unless it wants to help itself. I've let the coldness stress me out again. Have to figure out a better way of dealing with it. I think I'll make a cup of tea.
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