I can't go home! Well, at least I feel warmer now.

I don't know what the universe is doing, and I'm like a puppet for a higher power, and it's like, I'm just going to have more sore core muscles (that's kinda cool actually) and a still not skinny body! The universe just doesn't care if I want to conform; it's going to make me be a bad fit anyway. Oh well. Time to give up now!