Anyways, I guess I have to pay more attention in case there's any sudden transitions coming up.

Creative writing thoughts from earlier....

"I'm so mad about chewing on my skirt that I hope that the universe thinks that somebody as messed up as you is what happens when Emerson dies and comes back. Can someone who's actually been to Frankenmuth be such a jerk. Of course, I'm sure lots of assholes have visited Frankenmuth. I bet you wanted a lot of the not so nice people to be friends with you. I bet you had terrible taste in men. I bet you wanted immature jocks to be more accepting  and accommodating and nicer, and now sometimes you have to act like some jerk because you were trying to be better friends with these other people who are also choked up limited repressed people and their jerkiness rubbed off on you. Eeesh. You're just less scary than other men in your family. Did you just pick a scary picture because you have scary things in your lineage. You're supposed to figure it out though. You should get deep in your research and become a real scholar about it. Glad I didn't need to meet someone as scary as that when I was younger. Oh, apparently I had to meet other scary people instead. I met other scary people anyways, so I didn't miss out on the scariness. Isn't it actually amazing that you've got this really weird mean controlling side? Maybe you should write a sensitive song about that, how sometimes sappy people have this alternate side of their personality. Have fun with that? Do you think you would be nicer if you were in a creative writing group?"

You should try to integrate your personalities and be a better person. 

You should work harder on that.

There's a lot of problems.