I'm tired; tired, tired, tired.

Stream is not going in a great direction. I'm tired of swimming against it. Go away.

I just don't know why it's so hard for people to just have a basic baseline of respect for others. They get so led astray. I am so disappointed. I mean, it's great to be able to advocate for oneself, but I'm tired now. Feel like I've done it enough. Can I please move on to the next thing now that's better.

Like, my body gets tired. I get twinges and aches that are disturbing. They're not just light little things to me. They're actually very disturbing. 

And then I found out about somebody who had health issues and didn't get seen right away. And and then she got misdiagnosed and she was a mother and she died and she left a school-age daughter behind. 

This is nuts. The stuff is like, not funny. 

People do not know how to put health first, and I don't know why. The society has deeply warped people and their perspectives.

I'm tired of this ridiculous lesson. I'm tired of it. I've learned enough of it; enough.