I'm going to pray for a better path to walk on now.

I would rather die than have to experience their unreasonable cruelty, bigotry, and ignorance any more than I've already had to experience it. Perhaps something big and heavy hit them in the brains at a pivotal point in their development. Perhaps they just don't have the same kinds functioning brains that others have. I don't think I should spend any more time trying to figure it out than I already have.