Just like I have no idea why some people decided to think a felon and a liar was going to do a good job.

I have no idea why people would throw more money at me if I were an immature, sexist man, or if I were a woman who just didn't care about other women because I was too into my own appeasing the patriarchal systems thing, and I'll try not to worry about that too much, because it's not really useful to dwell on that when I need to heal traumas and things.