Nervous system needs more healing.

I feel like my nervous system is traumatized by people who make the world more unsafe because they are stuck in stubborn sexist mindsets they acquired long ago and they were trained to exclude so many kinds of girls and women just because they are not like them.

It feels like a horror; they will abandon people just for having a different kind of genetics. It smacks of terrible suffering and death. And they feel so entitled to do it, too. It feels like it happened before, like violence. I want to get healed from the way this has rattled my nervous system.

Unfortunately, if a person just used to seem insensitive or uncaring about some things in one kind of environment, now that lack of sensitivity becomes a worse thing because the really dangerous people are feeling more entitled to inflict harm on others. Then it seems like the insensitive ones are helping them.