Change will definitely happen, no matter what?

I feel more in touch with a higher energy, and I know everyone's time on Earth is finite, and now I wonder if I'm going to leave an old self behind, or I don't know, kind of lay her to rest or let her become something else, and maybe that's a nice way to think about it. 

Maybe there was a part of me that always was so tuned into suffering which became kind of like a warrior, but also became bitter about injustice, but I knew she was doing it for a good cause, standing up for the bitterness for a good reason.  

And even though if the words associated with this warrior side could be quite sarcastic or critical, it was as if that part had received a message that people sometimes don't listen unless you critique or really express things using strong words to depict intense feelings.

The stuff that is going on is very not the right way to treat human beings, and it shouldn't keep on being repeated, the critical self in a mode of fight just kept on saying. (Repeating. Oh, the irony.)

But what if now I have to go on to a different way of healing that's less critical and more about tapping into some kind of higher energy? It's kind of scary.  I don't want to abandon the critical warrior side entirely because she was diligent about noticing injustices and she was trying to do the right thing by pointing these things out.

And even if sometimes she just couldn't easily let things go, this is a new life and sometimes things do change and we do have to let things go, and let old personalities go. We do have to change. We do have to let old opinions go and form new ways of being. Nothing stays the same forever.

It might be a good time to cry???