I had a lot of leisure time today. Whether or not I spent it as best as I could? Well that's another question.

Everyone has to learn to make the best of  whatever hand they've been dealt with. I feel like I have to pick myself up and dust myself off.

I wonder what would happen if I got rid of all the clothes that are tattered. The beggar character in the last book I read made me realize I am getting tired of clothing that looks like it could have been worn for Les Miserables.

And I have to take a lot more care with my health. I need to figure out how to ask a better way of living to surround me because vibing with a lot of the suffering of the world is...I don't know. I feel like it's part of our learning experience on Earth, to be sensitive to the suffering on this planet, but there's a real need to get better, too, healthwise.