I think I know what's going on. I want fun in my life.

I need the universe to help me see how healing my body can be really fun. I used to think that eating certain kinds of food was more fun, but I don't think my body wants me to do fun that way anymore. And then there's other things too. 

Oh, help me become wiser, please. I must deal with the genetic hand I'm dealt with. And everything else I was dealt with. Help me get better at making it fun for myself. 

You can get through a lot in life if you can figure out how to make it more fun for yourself.