"Famous actor Anthony Hopkins commemorates his beloved cat Niblo..."
https://www.instagram.com/reel/DBPFtQWImBP/?igsh=MTc4MmM1YmI2Ng==
This was such beautiful snippet of human life for me to behold!!! Thank you, universe.
I think I should make a resolution to find depictions of people who happen to be famous yet did not lose their humanity. It's really good for my mental health to see that, and sometimes I still wake up feeling sick about a few weird encounters I had with several people. If other non-famous people think I'm just making this stuff up "for attention," maybe that says more about their values than about my values. Maybe the whole reason why I had those experiences was precisely because I have different values than the values that they have?
But it made me feel like an outsider and it made me feel conflicted and it's kind of lonely, really. I don't recommend it. I'm not very much into the famous rich people version of success, and maybe I felt that way even before I had to sit next to someone who needs therapy on two different planes, and along the way I accidentally referred him to an artist I admired because I thought maybe she would be a good feminist influence on the lonely car salesman...Fame is like such a shady character when it comes to some people.
"You're No Good"
Linda Ronstadt
https://youtube.com/watch?v=e0vJNp5asqc&si=v1C1xMzhJy6RfV4m
"Pass or fail? #stupidrichpeoplefashion #fashion"
@Refashionedhippie
https://youtube.com/shorts/usfY0AbyBdI?si=THY_vxBc1b9fZaYy
People who get warped by fame and money really make me feel like throwing up. It's not a fun feeling. And I do not want to be like them. I did none of the "normal" things I was supposed to do according to what Society had taught me and various people around me were also convinced that we were all supposed to do the same things in this life.
Other people I met seem like they can more easily just go along with regular societal things, ignoring violence that the universe doesn't allow me to ignore, worshipping people that the universe won't allow me to worship. Famous people are not my favorite. Well they'll be over there being famous, and I'll be here, not being like them. My suffering is so unfair! Lol. Can't I have a fit about it? Maybe I want to read about other women who had unfair suffering on their creative paths. That sounds like a good idea. Until I burn out on that, too. Then I'll just have to wean myself off of chewing on my fingers or clothes in frustration, and I don't like that compulsion. I didn't always have it so couldn't it go away? I'm sure it could.
I could instead pet a cat or stand under a wonderful shower spray of hot water. Or maybe take myself over to Palm Springs. Should be saving that money, not spending it on a spa. But if I happen to have any extra money, and if I want to go to a spa instead of putting it into the savings account for a TTC retirement plan...Oh my God look at that typo! That's what they put on PCOS boards when they're "trying to conceive." Conceive what??? I have a lot to take care of as it is. I am enough, and maybe I can take care of a cat. I do not need to have a kid. Since I'm in that category of people who have off and on gallbladder issues, I have to go drink my malic acid now.
I'm so relieved that this probably isn't poison oak.
Plantnet app thinks it might be this:
https://selectree.calpoly.edu/tree-detail/779
Which is much less threatening than poison oak. And different from this one.
"There’s Nothing Quite As Magical As The Tunnel Of Trees You’ll Find At Bayview Farm And Garden In Washington
Bayview Garden on Whidbey Island features a unique living tunnel of Laburnum trees, making it a must-visit for plant lovers."
https://www.onlyinyourstate.com/nature/washington/bayview-farm-and-garden-wa
This will be my next entertaining "how the other half lives" video so I can see what a hotel I once upon a time wondered about might be like to stay in:
"Big Bear. California’s Hallmark Christmas Mountain..."
~ Elle McLemore
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