Variety is more spicy. It's the spice of life. Haven't you heard that before? Spices are nice. I enjoy them

 I've decided that life is better when you don't pretend to be positive all the time because that's fake. I don't want to do it. I'm not going to do it. Being positive all the time is just like gatekeeping and glass ceiling stuff. Who needs that? I don't need it. Be positive when you feel positive and the rest of time, be whatever else you're feeling.