It's time to get better now.

I'm still processing stuff. I'm still trying to get better. It takes a lot of time? Or just some time, to change and get better.

I had multiple realities to deal with.

Unique circumstances. 

Perhaps I'm not a genius, and perhaps I don't want to be. 

Just a simple soul. Had to deal with some stuff. Didn't learn how to do it all right away. Wasn't such a quick learner at times. But what about the concept of slow as a good thing.