I just know there's a more healthy dynamic you can access, though.

Trump's and your repetitively demonstrated marked preference for some entitled and not overly compassionate men whom he and you place above everyone else in your life means you have a lot in common with some of the other people in your Patriarchal Society...and it has served you and your ego in some ways, but it is so very biased and so very tiresome to witness it playing out over and over and over again.