Well even if it's not a one and done thing

It's fun processing, horrible traumatic emotions and getting better. Or not so fun, sometimes.

But then sometimes, it does get a little bit fun. 

Like feeling a little bit better after surviving a very painful impact. 

Like bones mending could feel bad, but also good, but also interesting, but also, who knows what's going to happen tomorrow?

I don't know why I feel like saying it's kind of fun.

Even though it wasn't fun. To be in a painful state of mind.

I still feel that way, I guess. I think it's kind of fun, sometimes. Processing things.

You might need to take a nap...to get some help.