Alas, I am my own biggest task in this life.

Now I am down flat on my bed. The need for pain management and healing has completely taken over, for the time being. Heal us, universe. I have this immense need to learn how to take better care of myself. I don't understand how it could happen so fast. This particular female body experience seems like it is a very strong one right now, and we have so much unhealthy conditioning to unlearn but also better conditioning to learn.