I have discovered a deep belief that actually people should only change if they want to. I just realized that that's how I feel now. I need to calm my own anxiety. Others are perfectly free to just do whatever they want. Their mechanisms that work for them. Maybe they're learning something from that. They have a different path. Oh how I need to heal my own stuff. Oh the body really and truly does keep the score. I will heal myself and pray for extra guidance now.
Maybe later I will know why this happens.
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