Formative experiences!!!

I really miss living on an island in the Pacific Northwest when I was at a certain age, and my mother had her friends who were so into spirituality and environmentalism and being independent, and I was so much more idealistic in that place, where it was like, both rural and liberal...man. I miss it. A lot.

At the same time, now I am older and I can find out more things from the internet and books, and I have really worked through some trauma since I lived there. I am more educated, and a stronger person in some ways, now. 

I certainly feel like am a much larger one, tonight. Lol.

I feel like I could roll out of a bed like a ball and down the hallway and just roll... I don't want to feel this way. I want to feel healthier. Let's get healthier, healthier. Let's not let the tendonitis make us too sedentary... That's trying to sing along to "Let's get Physical" which was around constantly as an exercise song in a 1980s childhood. 

That aerobics exercise culture they fed to us during the 1980s was quite allergy-inducing, really.