It's such a relief to be getting older.

At the moment, I am feeling like getting older is quite a splendid development & really a great thing to keep on looking forward to.

And just in case some have been deceived by a superficial culture to think otherwise, you don't have to be scared of growing up, kids! 

Earlier, as a younger person, there was another, rather more angry voice. But I still find it kind of interesting. It was more like...

"Is it weird that some people's behaviors and choices made me feel like reading about the Holocaust is actually a helpful roadmap to understanding why some rely so heavily on learned behaviors and childish, small-minded prejudices as temporary coping mechanisms to get through life?

It feels as if have suffered from a great gash in my heart, and it seems that the universe is telling me that I simply cannot hide it longer!

Have you ever struggled to make a basic decent life for yourself, but encountered so many obstacles that you felt like perhaps your own people either want to kill you, or get you to kill yourself, instead of helping you to feel able to actually do that?"

Come on, be honest...

"'How to be the opposite of self-centered, small-minded, abusive assholes (even if apparently that's exactly how some people really wanted them to act)' could be a helpful personal enrichment workshop to attend for sure...but why???"

For Growth and Change.

Ahhh...it's good now.