It hurts to live in this body sometimes

I need to try to heal myself. My sad costochondritis. Sad times. Wail and keen.

I had Thai food yesterday. I wasn't feeling so bad at that time.

Maybe I will make myself listen to many meditations.

Oh also a hot shower today better times then.than.

People need grieving rituals.

I cannot be angry. My body does stuff and makes me get in bed.

This time, chest pain.

Other times, back pain. Or cramps.

I think those are the worst. Suffering in a human form.

So tired of lies.