Oh 🌎 and 🌎

I know a lot of people love to feel good, and I hope we can get better and healthier and feel balanced because so much could improve. Maybe it doesn't even matter how imperfectly it all unfolds if the general direction is positive. 

I wish I wasn't so susceptible to pain and anxiety. It makes me feel like I just need to return to paying attention to healers. Of course, maybe that's how I can deal with my own circumstances and create more pleasant surprises in the future. I have to remember I am capable of believing in good things and healing people and happy energies too, and that those who have experienced trauma can become stronger and healthier again.

If I can't navigate rougher waters as well as some other people, I can find out where my other talents are in this lifetime and then get a better idea about what should I do to find them. That's a good way to see where a new path could go.

Maybe I can help myself feel grateful, even for anxiety, fear, pain...it's sad humans suffer, and so I am also in that stage sometimes, but maybe it will help me evolve to be a healthier person in the very near future. So I will remember that gratitude and love are the best healing forces.

It's not easy. I am someone who needs to put healing trauma before success in ways that others are able to enjoy but I have to do what I have to do. It's so, so, so health-oriented...it's beyond words so not even sure why I use words sometimes. I just hope I get more clarity. I should be able to know more about what I should or can do soon.