Could have been better

The first impression was that for some reason he lies a lot in order to protect his own ego. Second, while still a highly insecure person, there is a capacity for healing and for goodness, so that is positive.  The third impression is that he being held up as an icon by a system that is unjust (they don't want him to change / get better) and he still cares more for his own unchecked, so-called "power" than he does for being good to humanity as a whole. Sorry. The fourth is, he could have been a much, much better person than that, but he chose otherwise, and that is why so much unnecessary suffering happens in connection with the "progress." The fifth is, he's not gonna be better to other people's kids than he is to his own.