Seeking solace

I thought, did he and I meet when I was still a teenager? (The good person I like/love/live with!)

So I looked for a bulletin from 22 years ago.

Hey, I remember those people on the cover of it. They were real students. Didn't I volunteer at a soup kitchen with one of them? They received avocados and made guacamole or some kind of similar sauce...

I know we met when there was a celebration for the school's new president.

But was that on the first day of school? Or before? Or after?

The first day of school was 22 years ago tomorrow.

Now I'm falling into a rabbit hole.

Perhaps later I will find an interesting quote from this.

https://www.seattleu.edu/newsroom/stories/qa-with-father-steve.html

And

https://www.seattleu.edu/newsroom/stories/catching-up-with-father-steve.html

And here are reading lists, and a recommendation to read poetry.

http://libguides.seattleu.edu/c.php?g=308343&p=2062586

Yeah I wonder if I was twenty instead.

https://www.seattleu.edu/newsroom/stories/president-sundborg-named-2019-seattle-king-county-first-citizen.html

I see the president was on the board of a place where my mother worked. Not at the same time, obviously. I am stuck. I feel underachieving and dogged by depression about it.