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"This single mom on my flight has an infant that hasn’t stopped crying for an hour and I just wanna offer to hold her baby and give her a break. Is that weird?"

https://mobile.twitter.com/Tess_Holliday/status/1074293593827889153

Ladies like what???

Nice!

https://www.cosmopolitan.com/uk/entertainment/a23004671/tess-holliday-response-criticism-cosmopolitan-cover/

*****

Oh youtube, I give in too easily sometimes.

After about one minute, I concluded that
only a very desperate, rigidly heterosexual woman would prefer Joe Rogan or whoever that other dude is being insecure misogynist assholes over Tess Holliday being fabulous. She is 5,000 times more attractive inside and out than they will ever be. Poor oppressed, offended Joe. Maybe Rubens ditched him in another life.

Ooooooh

"The reality is you could just as easily spend your time sitting in a hotel corridor for 12 hours, counting the minutes away."

~ J. Davis

https://news.sky.com/story/bodyguard-jacquie-davis-on-why-the-job-isnt-all-glamour-and-excitement-11510298

******

"Once she found herself begging on the streets of Iraq, disguised in a burka, as part of a mission to rescue oil workers."

~ T. Bowler

https://www.bbc.com/news/business-45422900

Pineappley

x: Alpha! I mean Aloha!
x:
x: Briefings! I mean Nintendo!
x:
x: Bienvenido to Hawaii! I mean Miami!
x:
x: The Bodyguard with a Conscience

And breath more deeply

Deeply...

https://www.thecut.com/2018/12/what-deep-breathing-does-to-your-body.html

Because one person's treasure is another person's sad reminder of injustice and inequality and that's not how it was supposed to be.

We deserve a better year

We cry.
We feel things.
We wait on test results.
We chew holes in t-shirts.
We feel sad when the holes show.
We have slippery health problems.
We need to save money on clothes...
We can't afford to be victims of our sensitive genetics.

Well, some are like that sometimes

More from what I read...

"She blinked back the flood of tears she’d been holding since God knows when. She said, 'It’s just, when he has Fox, he has Obama to hate. If he doesn’t have that ...' She kept looking over her shoulder. She was terrified of him. 'I’m sorry,' she said. 'I just need him to have Fox.' I got out of my van."

"The neighbor with the possible attack dogs wasn’t home. The next-door neighbor wasn’t either. But I looked up his account. I got lucky. He didn’t have TV service. I pulled up his modem on my laptop, perfect signal. There was an attenuator where the cable connected to his house-wiring to tamp down the signal — too much is also a problem. I got enough running a line from the neighbor’s house to theirs so the asshole would be able to get his rage fix from Hannity. I remember leaving a note on the neighbor’s door, some ambiguous lie about their internet service being urgent."

~L. Hough, I Was A Cable Guy...

Woke & read something

It is called "I Was A Cable Guy..."

"On paper, the way we were rated, I was a terrible employee. That I was a damn good tech didn’t matter. The points were what mattered. The points, I’m realizing now, were why I spent the better part of 10 years thinking about bathrooms.

The guys could piss in apartment taprooms, any slightly wooded area, against a wall with their van doors open for cover, in Gatorade bottles they collected in their vans. I didn’t have those options. And most customers, I wouldn’t ask. If I had to pee, I had to drive to a 7-Eleven or McDonald’s or grocery store, not all of which have public bathrooms. I knew every clean bathroom in the county. I knew the bathrooms with a single stall because the way I look, public bathrooms aren’t always safe for me either. But they don’t plant a 7-Eleven between the McMansions of Great Falls. One bathroom break and I was already behind."

~ L. Hough

I Was A Cable Guy. I Saw The Worst Of America.


They exist

Childmen who make things for fellow childmen.

B ~ X

x: hi
x:
x: hi
x:
x: * puke*
x: I am sure if they get the therapy they need and  deserve, things will get so much better!!!

xx

x: hiiii
x: hiiii
x: :-)
x: :-)
x: i have got a really ugly family
x: army of needy as whole orphans!!!!

Supernatural is supernatural

You should get an orphan to haunt you.

Sorry about those ones

"I love you, but..."

They said "love"but their behaviors said "cover up our racism and petty selfishness and tell lots and lots of lies in exchange for money and a false sense of security."

'Tis the season of lousy leadership

"Feds, here are sample letters you may use as a guide when working with your creditors during this furlough. If you need legal advice please consult with your personal attorney."

https://mobile.twitter.com/USOPM/status/1078309890832166912


"This tweet is still up?! Let's suspend belief for a minute & assume a landlord lets a Coast Guard wife with 3 kids scrub the floor in lieu of rent. Who is liable if she's hurt on the job? Who's caring for her children while she scrubs? Who pays his regular cleaner's lost wages?"

https://mobile.twitter.com/BeaglesResist/status/1078712212448051202


"Don’t let this be overlooked: government contractors — who do everything from janitorial work to computer software development — may never get retroactively paid. They didn’t sign up to be a bargaining chip for Trump’s useless wall." 

https://mobile.twitter.com/KamalaHarris/status/1079176743154577409


"The GOP had control of the House, Senate, AND the Presidency + STILL couldn’t keep gov open. That ineptitude means 800k fed workers won’t get paychecks, and have to negotiate with landlords + creditors over the holidays. This isn't how you treat people."

https://mobile.twitter.com/AOC/status/1078779572890595328


Hmmm....

"The Imagined Threat of a Woman Who Governs..."


https://www.thecut.com/2018/12/alexandria-ocasio-cortez-hakeem-jeffries.html

Another kind of diet

Instead of a "K-pop" diet, try cutting down on

 "If"

Needs work

Reasons:

makes science look like a field where girls have to defer to untrustworthy bullies in order to get a good salary

not actually very concerned about the environment or with creating a healthy, inclusive workplace

enabler of abusive behavior patterns and surprisingly, dismayingly prone to lying

For some reason

Thatcher and Reagan were all like, "We are not terrorists...he is the terrorist."

https://www.biography.com/news/nelson-mandela-terrorist-reagan-thatcher

Why? Probably because

1) they don't care

https://www.fastcompany.com/90226152/why-racism-is-so-entrenched-in-the-fashion-industry

2) a lot of xenophobic people are just fine with the way it is and have been fine with it for a very long time.

Butterflies

"Results from the count so far show that the number of monarchs at 97 California overwintering sites has dropped from around 148,000 in 2017 to just over 20,400 this year."

CLAUDIA BOYD-BARRETT

https://www.vcstar.com/story/news/local/2018/12/28/butterfly-count-oxnard-cemetery-yields-bad-news-monarchs/2422729002/

Saturday, December 29, 2018

over the rainbow

x:
y: ...so bored...
x:
y: buongiorno princessa!
x:
y: ?
x: I can read.
y:
x: "They lie, they manipulate, they are very likely to be engaged in criminal acts, will shift the blame, and very likely to become abusive."
y:
x: https://www.narconon.org/blog/drug-addiction/5-common-behavior-traits-addict.html
y:
x: do not watch Life is Beautiful

But interesting all the same

"It turns out, there were dozens of female hedge fund managers, CIOs, emerging-market strategists, etc. who we rarely, if ever, quoted. Neither did our competition. Yet we interviewed their male colleagues repeatedly."
  https://mobile.twitter.com/BenBartenstein/status/1078333136109490176

Out there

Someone is saying, Lets pick an insecure, immature, abusive, untrustworthy bully to mentor some young people.

http://time.com/5908/the-5-absolute-worst-kinds-of-bosses/

Someone else is saying, No, lets not...there are far better candidates out there.

This sounds cool

"In the future, a new generation of ultrasound and infrared sensors, built into the engines, could detect structural defects before they present any danger at all. “It would be a paradigm shift, integrating diagnostics and prognostics,” says Kontsos, who is working with military and commercial operators to develop such systems." ~ J. Stewart https://www.wired.com/story/southwest-1380-engine-metal-fatigue/

Ungenerously fictional

"He told me you don't listen to him & I can tell you don't and that you are a pathetically insecure and negligent parent. Don't you dare follow me in the gift shop and try to buy me anything."

Another strange reminder

Angels in my Hair was found after a year of being shoved way down in between the mattress and the footboard.

"War and peace is one of Lorna’s preoccupations and she is particularly mindful of the victims of our troubled past in Northern Ireland. Her grandfather fought with the old IRA before joining the government in the Republic, and she sees parallels between him and the late Martin McGuinness."

~ U. Brankin

https://www.belfasttelegraph.co.uk/life/features/why-im-praying-for-president-trump-my-relief-martin-mcguinness-gave-up-violence-and-trying-to-find-the-right-man-35566785.html

Book club?

"Milkman deals in industrial-strength estrangement and depersonalization. And depersonalization is central to its plot—though really it’s less a plot than a setup whose foundations are obsessively deepened over the course of about 370 pages—which concerns a particularly insidious and creepy campaign of sexual harassment and its disastrous ramifications. The 18-year-old narrator is marked out in her community as an eccentric for her habit of walking everywhere with her face hidden in the pages of 19th-century novels. ('I did not like twentieth-century books, because I did not like the twentieth century,' she explains, not unreasonably.) Out of nowhere, like a human malediction, appears a paramilitary potentate..."

The Unnameable:The Booker Prize–winning Milkman grapples with the insufficiency of language to portray an oppressed people. By MARK O'CONNELL

To dream of kids surviving a tidal wave

"What’s gone from the internet, after all, isn’t 'truth,' but trust: the sense that the people and things we encounter are what they represent themselves to be. Years of metrics-driven growth, lucrative manipulative systems, and unregulated platform marketplaces, have created an environment where it makes more sense to be fake online — to be disingenuous and cynical, to lie and cheat, to misrepresent and distort — than it does to be real. Fixing that would require cultural and political reform in Silicon Valley and around the world, but it’s our only choice. Otherwise we’ll all end up on the bot internet of fake people, fake clicks, fake sites, and fake computers, where the only real thing is the ads."
 ~ Max Read

http://nymag.com/intelligencer/2018/12/how-much-of-the-internet-is-fake.html


"I give it two months until some hacky 'dystopian' pop star releases a 'concept' 'experience' called The Inversion" ~ L. Snapes

https://mobile.twitter.com/laurasnapes/status/1078350517460525058

Sorry about that

I wasn't the best m9m, but I have a lot of my own problems.

Be the real change you can be

Be the role model your deprived inner cat never had when she was growing up.

I hope

you get realfriends
and a huge self-esteem boost

Lesson

Entitled people who misuse their power and mistreat others are that way because they are very insecure and are mistakenly trying to compensate for feeling weak inside. Some of them do it because they act out abusive childhood patterns they never properly healed from...Some even could have been trustworthy if they had made different choices.

Thursday, December 27, 2018

There are words for some unlikely things...

"This is a weird fucking world." ~ Anon

"I won a genetic lottery and I am the recipient of a legacy...what I want to to say to these little girls is 'why,' you could be anything...Saying you want to be a model when you grow up is akin to saying you want to win the Powerball..."

Looks aren't everything. Believe me, I'm a model. | Cameron Russell

Reformed

"CP:  I wasn't a monster. I was a broken individual who was willing to do monstrous things to get attention."

https://www.ttbook.org/interview/can-you-change-mind-white-supremacist

Why u r bored by the magic...

"Much of science originated as an offshoot of  magic....during the Enlightenment, women were excluded from universities..." (Laquidora qtd. in Count Girls In)

Page 162, Count Girls In
by K. Panetta

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/36258605-count-girls-in

A young woman visited her grandmother

She went out for milk. On the way home, a van pulled up and she saw a man get murdered. She pulled out her phone. "Mom, you have to come get me. I can't move. There is a head lying in the road."

Boy was it ever


"In a Year Full of Heinous Men..."

"Few examples have more clearly revealed the toxic inner workings of male social networks. By LILI LOOFBOUROW"

https://slate.com/news-and-politics/2018/12/jeffrey-epstein-shocking-year-of-heinous-men.html

There's something about T...

I feel like he's alive.

https://www.ncronline.org/news/opinion/why-should-anyone-care-about-thomas-merton-today

"Take for example his 1965 essay titled: 'The Time of the End is the Time of No Room.' Here Merton describes the scene of Jesus' birth in Bethlehem that eerily resonates with what is happening at the southern border of the United States today."

~ Daniel P. Horan

It's not always bad to bitch!

Sarah Benincasa: "You know who I hate? The rope that breaks in 1978 Newbery Medal winner The Bridge to Terabithia by Katherine Paterson. Fuck that rope."
  https://mobile.twitter.com/SaraJBenincasa/status/1078181319014678534

Because I am petty

I looked at this and whisper-sang "Wah wah wah wah" to the tune of Lady & The Tramp's "Bella Notte."

https://www.cnn.com/2018/12/12/politics/melania-trump-opportunists/index.html

Language Use

That is discussed in this article.

https://theoutline.com/post/6739/keywords-book-review-language-of-capitalism?zd=2&zi=3ui33ryv 

Also ~

" For the tech overlords of Silicon Valley, an 'entrepreneur' is someone innovative and savvy, who 'moves fast and breaks things.' The entrepreneur alone creates his company’s exorbitant wealth — not his workers, nor any taxpayers who may fund the innovations his company sells. (Elon Musk, for example, has received nearly $5 million in government subsidies). It’s a very useful concept for billionaires: after all, why redistribute that wealth, through taxes or higher wages, to those who didn’t create it?"

https://theoutline.com/post/6739/keywords-book-review-language-of-capitalism?zd=2&zi=3ui33ryv 

How can it be that someone feels entitled to be abusive towards the very people who make his dreams happen. Maybe it's in the language.

Ancestors / descendants

I am sorry your forebears were so abusive and untrustworthy. They cared more about superficial things than about people.

https://slate.com/technology/2018/12/musk-tesla-factory-racism-sexism-discrimination-safety-issues-lawsuits.html

Like the one who for some reason acts like it's okay when he treats his employees like dirt and gets away with it just because of his money. Then there were some of the more passive ones who just kind of didn't seem to care about anyone else except for themselves.

https://mobile.twitter.com/VP/status/1075108943125458944

These are such details

He says:

"While I was growing up in the 1970s, white South Africans had the highest standard of living in the world."

https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2018/apr/10/memo-from-a-south-african-peter-dutton-is-entrenching-racist-white-privilege


I guess if you don't go to therapy

https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2018/apr/10/memo-from-a-south-african-peter-dutton-is-entrenching-racist-white-privilege

All that yucky stuff comes out in how you treat people when you grow up.

Nothing

You don't remember that time your mother came to the library and I thought it was kind of funny to watch her watching me and the people I was with, but then she seemed horrified and left because actually she's kind of a xenophobe.

Why would I want to let any of the kids I know get disrespected by her or you.

Your xenophobic upbringing really shone through your behavior this year.


You have to value your health...

I have to choose to value my body even though it has disappointed me sometimes.

Very nice

These people seem trustworthy enough to be in charge. I know I do not have the stomach for it. That is okay. I have other purposes to fulfill...
They seem like they could do a great job.

Probably ate poorly

Or that is what I would like to think, in order to feel I might have some control over the pain. I am proud of me for surviving another painful horror of a morning. Severe dysmenorrhea. It's almost worse than terrible food poisoning. I think no one on the planet should have to feel that horrendous. How crazy it is that you can never really communicate what it feels like...Maybe certain types of surgeries are not so bad.

I feel...

I feel you
should seek
intensive therapy
or shamanic healers
or whatever it takes
so you will stop abusing
others and yourself
but you never listen
it's a pattern and many
are sick of it you know
this life does not go
on forever.

Needs to get better than this

"Because of the #TrumpShutdown, millions of survivors who rely on programs funded by the Violence Against Women Act will not have the resources they need to stay safe right before the holidays."

~ Rep. Barbara Lee
  https://mobile.twitter.com/RepBarbaraLee/status/1076685244252676096

I got some relief

And a song in my head about a "smooth criminal. "

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Martin_Luther_King_Jr.

"His mother was an accomplished organist and choir leader who took him to various churches to sing, and he received attention for singing "I Want to Be More and More Like Jesus". King later became a member of the junior choir in his church.[12]

King said that his father regularly whipped him until he was 15; a neighbor reported hearing the elder King telling his son "he would make something of him even if he had to beat him to death." King saw his father's proud and fearless protests against segregation, such as King Sr. refusing to listen to a traffic policeman after being referred to as "boy," or stalking out of a store with his son when being told by a shoe clerk that they would have to "move to the rear" of the store to be served.[13]

When King was a child, he befriended a white boy whose father owned a business near his family's home. When the boys were six, they started school: King had to attend a school for African Americans and the other boy went to one for whites (public schools were among the facilities segregated by state law). King lost his friend because the child's father no longer wanted the boys to play together.[14]

King suffered from depression through much of his life. In his adolescent years, he initially felt resentment against whites due to the "racial humiliation" that he, his family, and his neighbors often had to endure in the segregated South.[15] At the age of 12, shortly after his maternal grandmother died, King blamed himself and jumped out of a second-story window, but survived.[16]

King was initially skeptical of many of Christianity's claims. At the age of 13, he denied the bodily resurrection of Jesus during Sunday school.[17] From this point, he stated, "doubts began to spring forth unrelentingly."[18][17] However, he later concluded that the Bible has "many profound truths which one cannot escape" and decided to enter the seminary.[17]"

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Martin_Luther_King_Jr.

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"In his third year at Crozer, King became romantically involved with the white daughter of an immigrant German woman who worked as a cook in the cafeteria. The daughter had been involved with a professor prior to her relationship with King. King planned to marry her, but friends advised against it, saying that an interracial marriage would provoke animosity from both blacks and whites, potentially damaging his chances of ever pastoring a church in the South. King tearfully told a friend that he could not endure his mother's pain over the marriage and broke the relationship off six months later. He continued to have lingering feelings toward the woman he left; one friend was quoted as saying, "He never recovered."[28]"

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Martin_Luther_King_Jr.

My music

STOP MENSTRUAL CRAMPS - "Luna's Touch" - Relaxation & Stress Relief Music Therapy ~ Brainwave Power Music

I need relief and healing

Agony pain illness dysmennorhea cramps sweating throwing up, only a little better now I need more relief

Monday, December 24, 2018

Anyhoo

I have no idea who raised these little seeds of Satan but it certainly wasn't me.

I don't know why

x: she said
y:
x: you look
y:
x: like a bloated frat boy
y:
x: who doesn't give a shit about other people
y:
x: Mr. President

Only in some instances

"Life is like a fair that only lets in white people with blue eyes and blond hair"

~ Hobo Johnson "Before Kill The Internet"

Life can be challenging

for an enormously petty child man who wants all the attention for himself.

“'It sort of blows my mind — all these social justice warriors driving around in diesel cars,' Musk said in an aside. 'It’s outrageous.'”

https://www.recode.net/2018/11/2/18053166/elon-musk-endorses-trumps-space-force-kara-swisher-interview-recode-decode

There's a personality who can go whine about his problems to the kids in cages who got a far worse deal in life than the one he received.

Other people

Just have more money.

https://medium.com/s/story/pity-the-rich-a7a812f09d8e

Lemme guess, just like with some poor people, some wealthy people had a shallow abusive untrustworthy parent who instilled fear in his family and mostly valued children and women for selfish, superficial reasons.

Now, some of the guy's outwardly privileged but inwardly deprived offspring, who never got substantial healing from their childhood wounds,  just continue the patterns of dad, as is apparent in their words and actions.

Really good

I love my friend so much for being her flawed and brave self, for coming back and talking to me even though we were seperated by death, and for making me believe she can come back in another way. What an unexpected person she was! Its easier now, when I think of her. Instead of agony and loss, if I think of her I feel peace and serenity.

I should get some sort of access to HBO

Eh?

"Lila, however, is furious. 'They take Ada, and we stay quiet, because they're just going to kiss?' she exclaims, incredulous. Cerullo makes another good point, telling Lenu, "
'Pinuccia Carracci, who's beautiful — they've never bothered her. You know why they act like this with Ada? Because she's poor — she doesn't count.' In other words, poor girls like them are in a dangerous position, because the elder boys view them as an easy target because they literally do not matter in the grand scheme of things."

~ Rebecca Patton

https://www.bustle.com/p/for-the-girls-in-my-brilliant-friend-puberty-sex-violence-are-all-the-same-thing-13197466

Well

They got $$$ for it.

https://www.thestranger.com/slog/2018/12/20/37276688/fact-free-border-wall-fundraiser-raises-millions-for-trumps-stupid-wall

Some traumatized people want an untrustworthy abusive rich old white man to follow and be their hero.

Spiesies

Look at that soap.

https://www.lushusa.com/bath/kids-faves/aliens-and-monsters/06334.html

So much better than the last terrible movie they put out.

In other great work ethic news

Juan "He’s Built an Empire, With Detained Migrant Children as the Bricks" Sanchez has a story to tell, too.

"Juan Sanchez grew up along the Mexican border in a two-bedroom house so crowded with children that he didn’t have a bed. But he fought his way to another life. He earned three degrees, including a doctorate in education from Harvard, before starting a nonprofit in his Texas hometown.

Mr. Sanchez has built an empire on the back of a crisis. His organization, Southwest Key Programs, now houses more migrant children than any other in the nation. Casting himself as a social-justice warrior, he calls himself El Presidente, a title inscribed outside his office and on the government contracts that helped make him rich."

~ K. Barker, N. Kulish, R. Ruiz

https://www.nytimes.com/2018/12/02/us/southwest-key-migrant-children.html

Tell it on the mountain

"The Violence Against Women Act is set to expire at midnight Friday as the government shuts down, cutting off funding for programs that help victims of sexual assault, domestic abuse and stalking."

~ E. Viebeck

Violence Against Women Act To Expire With Government Shutdown

Tell Melania, surely she cares...

"VAWA was passed in the wake of Anita Hill’s testimony against then-Supreme Court nominee Clarence Thomas over alleged sexual harassment; it expired less than three months after Christine Blasey Ford testified against then-Supreme Court nominee Brett M. Kavanaugh, saying he sexually assaulted her when the two were in high school. Thomas and Kavanaugh denied the allegations and now serve on the high court."

~ E. Viebeck

Violence Against Women Act To Expire With Government Shutdown

Surprisingly or not

Nero did some good things.

"...there is evidence that Nero enjoyed some level of popular support. He had a passion for music and the arts, an interest that culminated in a public performance he gave in Rome in A.D. 65."

'He let slip no opportunity for acts of generosity and mercy, or even for displaying his affability,' wrote the otherwise critical Suetonius in the 2nd century A.D. "

https://www.livescience.com/40277-emperor-nero-facts.html

I still think his ghost needs to exeunt.

https://www.history.com/topics/ancient-history/nero

"In the four months following his return to Rome in February 68, his delirious pretensions as both an artist and a religious worshipper aroused the enmity not only of the Senate and those patricians who had been dispossessed by him but also of the Italian middle class, which had old-fashioned moral views and which furnished most of the officers of the army. Even the common soldiers of the legions were scandalized to see the descendant of Caesar publicly perform onstage the parts not only of ancient Greek heroes but of far lower characters. 'I have seen him onstage,' Gaius Julius Vindex, the legate who rebelled against him, was to say, 'playing pregnant women and slaves about to be executed.'”

https://www.britannica.com/biography/Nero-Roman-emperor

Exeunt, Nero.

Almost a year ago

x: well here we are in Memphis
y:
x: I'm about to get kicked out of airport with no money and a dying cell phone
y:
x: and tomorrow
y:
x: back in LA
y:
x: the whole plane will wait while a mom and a little girl who was sick go back into the bathroom and get cleaned up
y:

Women are part of "The Environment"

Attention to...women's health.

"U.S. women are sicker, spend more on medical bills, have to work harder to get good care and are far more likely to die in pregnancy and childbirth than women in other rich nations..."

~ Maggie Fox

https://www.nbcnews.com/health/health-news/health-u-s-women-still-lags-those-other-rich-countries-n949921

~~~~~

"While her work for environmental justice is still important to her, Ra says that she’s committed to ending the inhumanity and injustice that has made women the fastest-growing group of people incarcerated in the United States."

~ Dream Hampton

https://www.essence.com/amp/news/detroit-activist-siwatu-salama-ra-wants-to-end-the-slavery-tactics-used-on-pregnant-women-in-prison/

Thursday, December 20, 2018

They came back

The cramps
They always ruin everything
Chewy uterus
Or
Nails in the Tailbone
As long as its not both at the same time
Both at the same time is unutterable

It is winter solstice

"reincarnate...snow..."


Ropes (Invincible feat. Tiombe Lockhart)

(To the public) almost ten years old...

************


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Pretty good line

"Just as you don’t want to be the obedient wife of some porn-addicted Christian bully, they don’t want to be a slutty baby-killer like you."
~  K. Pollitt

https://www.thenation.com/article/white-evangelical-women-trump/

Wednesday, December 19, 2018

Game I did not want

Escape from unsafe abusive frat boy and his brainwashed woman-hating followers.

D = Diva?

Elite misogynist who bullies women in exchange for "power"

https://www.vogue.com/article/grimes-instagram-corpse-shoulder-pads-kate-ray-struthers-dark-souls-video-game

Because she cares more about money and brags about someone's penis size

https://nexter.org/azealia-banks-musk-house-memes-what-happened-grimes

Disgustingly unbelievably untrustworthy.

Now I know

I will never go down to the library just to spy on people like they are zoo animals instead of actually saying hello.

That's the manners of unethical white people who benefited from racist / misogynist apartheid policies their whole lives.

Bye

E. should probably ask his g.f. to demonstrate her devotion by bullying women and treating all women in sexual harassment situations as if their voices don't matter.

https://www.theguardian.com/technology/2017/jun/01/tesla-fires-aj-vandermeyden-lawsuit-sexual-harrassment

I am sure she will continue to do that if she thinks it will get her more materialistic powers.

She does not give a shit about helping women. If E. were born in a poor woman's body she would be treating him like dirt right now so she could get her face on a billboard.

You don't have to be Republican to be misogynist.

Say hello to Melania and Ivanka.

Keep in mind

Owen Diaz and many others

https://www.nytimes.com/2018/11/30/business/tesla-factory-racism.html

are not less important than a supposed genius white man who is mentally ill

https://www.denverpost.com/2018/09/17/elon-musk-defamation-lawsuit/

and abuses his power / makes the world more unsafe, not less.

Qué piensas de esto

Cosa ne pensi di questo

http://uvamagazine.org/articles/the_science_of_reincarnation

que pensez-vous de cela
Was denkst du über dies
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Way too addictive

For humans...

https://www.saltandlavender.com/easy-parmesan-crisps-recipe/

And if you toss one there will in a short amount of time be a very satisfying crunching sound like a dog gobbling up a "Snooby snack."

Perhaps reading can influence sleeping

After reading about Ford, had a very bad dream about a homeless mother and her daughter begging in the street for food and wearing yellow stars...it was cruel. This is what Ford turned a blind eye to for the sake of innovation.

http://www.thehistoryreader.com/modern-history/hitlers-american-friends-henry-ford-and-nazism/

&

https://www.pbs.org/wgbh/americanexperience/features/henryford-antisemitism/

*shake head again*

Ah, this is old...this is far too old....

“The White Man’s Burden”: Kipling’s Hymn to U.S. Imperialism


So apparently, even in the 2000-teens, if you are placed at the top in a system of patriarchy and never get any sort of help for how that must mess with your psyche, you are still too prone to abuse your so-called materialistic "power"...Yet some of these abusive people walk around with what seems to be an enormously painful victim complex that makes them mistrust most people, treat employees and families abusively, and continuously sabotage what might have been joyful relationships and connections with others due to fear, trauma, suspicion, dishonesty and controlling / bullying behavior patterns...

Why so much unnecessary discord? Maybe it came from early childhood lessons?

https://www.independent.co.uk/life-style/trauma-bonding-abusive-relationships-why-people-stay-domestic-violence-addiction-partners-a7940686.html

But even so, what a bright soul who was a child once and really did want to live well and be loved and love others and work with all kinds of people to make our sojourn on the planet better...who could listen to and work well with others...What is the solution? Find your soul and take better care of it, perhaps.

Some people wrote novels

"On Patriarchy and the Novel"


https://www.publishersweekly.com/pw/by-topic/industry-news/tip-sheet/article/78530-on-patriarchy-and-the-novel.html


It was the Trump era, and the bar was extremely low for normalizing abusive behavior as a result  of white male supremacy...both males and females contributed to this system in surprising and sometimes dismaying ways...the benefits were fleeting...

https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2017/11/20/the-tech-industrys-gender-discrimination-problem


We need, I believe, all the compassion...

We need it so much...
We get off course....why...
When I feel it, I wish we could dissolve
Become our higher selves again
Become light and understanding
Make the world better, believe in it
If corruption is exposed, we can heal more quickly
Accept our temporary physical forms and ourselves as part of the world of nature
Which can be harmoniously perceived
Which can include Peace Love Forgiveness Courage Respect Dignity Truth Patience Compassion...

Sunday, December 16, 2018

~~~another e~read~~~

just starting this...very interesting story about surviving a certain type of childhood and going on by cultivating a love of nature...

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/42603605-pivot

...previously read...

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/798829.Behaving_as_If_the_God_in_All_Life_Mattered

Type why again ???

Optimistic POV on the "learning experience" type of parent:

Just because so-and-so was a jerk to you or to other people, didn't receive enough (if any) therapy or treatment, & repeated what he didn't unlearn from his elders doesn't mean you have to follow the same abusive behavior patterns. Lots of patterns get broken. Happens all the time!

Crunchy toasted English muffin

She stopped taking Berberine and couldn't button up an old shirt so now it's official.

https://www.verywellhealth.com/pcos-and-berberine-4136324

Saturday, December 15, 2018

♡ shredding ♡

*****Getting rid of papers.*****

Type why

I once lived with a self-proclaimed "Type A" who was more inclined to yell at you after a scary car crash (air bags! totalled! only a slight reprieve when officer said it wasn't my fault! chastising me for forgetting to collect change from the car!) than to make sure you were okay.

Why be like that? Because his dad was a jerk?

And is this a "Type A" who acts like he wants to be happy?

Food.
https://mobile.twitter.com/ScottWalker/status/1074034922346725376

Christmas party.