♡sun✩moon✩stars✩people♡

I chewed too many holes into clothing this year, including today. Only yesterday I ruined a favorite shirt. I was afraid today. I had bad dreams. I felt sick and in pain both physically and emotionally. I wanted to stay home. The rain was pounding and the car was acting up so it had to go into the shop.  But at the end of the day I was happy for some reason. I felt like this was some kind of a gateway day. I had seen the sun come out after the rain. I felt relief. For some reason, after a dark time, I kept encountering positivity. I was meditating on gratitude and feeling like changing my life. Now I do not know what will be. I only just found out that someone I met a handful of times has gone missing.