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This is a new fashion trend

Poor people chewing holes into the fronts of their shirts.

Food & company was delicious

On the downside
Someone's daughter just died of an eating disorder so I had to buy two chocolate treats!

One for me, one for the daughter.

Okay!!!

I get to see my old high school friend. I love when East Coast ppl visit ;-D

Again

Their slavish devotion to the patriarchy is the single most tiresome thing about some religious women. They never even consider consulting a nun or a shaman. It makes me seriously doubt their ability to pick a minimally abusive daycare facility, much less conceptualize and run one.

That was awful

I am truly sorry I have this feminine pain condition. As this experience taught me, I have to learn what I can do to heal it for myself.

There is a world full of toxic and selfish people out there and they sure as hell don't know or care to know how to help.

Here on earth

1) BF is the real merciful Jesus.
He answers the phone and brings up ginger tea


2) My body is the real Jesus.
My body finally stopped torturing me.

Mother goddess

Wiser than anyone
Feminine
Pain

Kills
People
Who
Are
Real
People
Women

Mother

Mother goddess

Heal

Death agony pain

Angels come

Heal thus agony.
Its agony.

Heal
Heal
Heal

Angels

I need help.

Real.

Help.

What does this sound like

Behavior Patterns: Unethical, Sexist, Duplicitous, Enabled by Brain-washed Women.

A CULT

With

A CULT LEADER

How and why

did that person become

Untrustworthy

Unhealthy

Duplicitous

&

NARCISSISTIC

Was it the abusive parenting

https://www.livestrong.com/article/142315-what-causes-parents-abuse-their-child/

Who

Is the most untrustworthy and unhealthy and duplicitous and narcissistic person you have ever met in your entire life.

Be well someday

Someone's  brother's vibe:
S.O.S.
Adult with child mindset.
Abuse victim.
Not gonna get help (possibly ever?)

This is someone with a family.
This is someone who seemed relatively normal in the past.
Honestly, I had no idea the illness was that bad.

Well.
That's all.

Ginger

Pain is back again.
Have to go get the ginger.
Body always wins attention.

This is part off the reason why I know everyone needs healing.

Tea.

Nice

Old paperwork ~ out in the trash! I feel progress!
Good, my astral travels weren't for nothing.

Dear universe a teenager

Crinkling stuff and saying sorry and listening to music in the library is a good ambassador and made me laugh.

The old man needs to help himself with the abundance of tools at his disposal.

Sweet Louisa

"We, sighing, said, 'Our Pan is dead;
His pipe hangs mute beside the river; —"

~ L. M. Alcott

https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/1863/09/thoreaus-flute/540804/

Dear Ladies

Jesus-positive is an orientation.

https://evangelicalbible.com/apologetics/is-jesus-loves-you-the-gospel/

Please tell me you've noticed how much joy this activity gives some women because they have been trained for it since the wee days of their babyhood.

Saturday, July 28, 2018

This has a puppy

A woman and her dog


"She often tells her participants: 'This is a place of fierce kindness, compassion, nonjudgment. You have the freedom to be vulnerable.'

She also offers lots of dark-chocolate squares."

~ Emily Wax-Thibodeaux

About sand crabs

"They are candy to all predatory fish in the surf line" (29-30, Bill Mai, The Best...)

Its not at all the case now, but...

I am tempted to think if, in a future life I were a businessman having a midlife crisis, I'd be really smooth about it...not too ridiculous...rico suave...

But then of course, if I were too smooth, I would would probably have to come back as someone completely different...

Overly verbose tattoo idea

What it Says: 
I have this overly verbose tattoo to remind me how my career, bank account, and access to healthcare is directly linked to how much my industry dehumanizes and hates, and I mean hates, the "fat" people. And by "fat" people, I mean above size 8!

http://time.com/4883176/weight-discrimination-workplace-laws/

Who: Obviously this could work for a substantial proportion of models and actresses...but sadly, the problem is not even limited to their industries!!!

https://www.bls.gov/ore/abstract/ec/ec070130.htm

Why: Because it's so accurate!

https://aspe.hhs.gov/execsum/obesity-and-american-indiansalaska-natives

Act of God

I don't know what makes a plane engine shoot sparks and force a pilot to land it where he grew up...Maybe the science of tomorrow knows...

Some
https://foursquare.com/top-places/memphis/best-places-museums

Day
https://www.thrillist.com/eat/memphis/best-restaurants-in-memphis




Qs

Someone has scattered dark legumes on the patio...for fun? They resemble adzuki beans.

Can my car be fixed and drivable for another  year or so?

I didn't know

How you don't get help and you act like your dad. You trash things, and now you have a brainwashed aide. You must have so much abuse in your background that you are running away from to be that awful when you used to be normal.  I mean, I bet I've known people who've been through worse things, but they just were not that resistant about getting real help.

El

For some, energy healers are good. Other should really see professional doctors. Especially people who become controlling and abusive when they feel threatened. Especially when they call that controlling, abusive behavior "love" and it is not. When they do that they become the misogynistic narcissist they choose.

Something should work out

My car situation is getting so precarious.

It had the water pump and computer replaced but there's still problems. A light keeps coming on. It burns a lot of oil. Engine is not in great shape. Mechanic cut some wires? Not possible to replace air injection system? Hopefully it's electrical? What?

Those feelings of resistance

You don't want therapy for your problems?

Pretend you're a single mom and you have to get your act together or you and the kids will be out on the street if you don't.

Pretend you're the older sister.

HSP curse

worst
unbearable
1234
mood
ridiculous
All you need is
EVER
die
MERCY

I like learning about this stuff

All this stuff that didn't used to exist for people in the past.

http://www.operationwearehere.com/MusicTherapy.html

and

https://pitchfork.com/features/overtones/can-music-heal-trauma-exploring-the-therapeutic-powers-of-sound/

On trying out other types of "unscientific" shamanic healing stuff...

1) I know it's not going to magically fix everything but
2) I think it helps because the universe sees you putting forth the effort to help yourself
3) and it resonates somewhere inside so it has a positive effect.

Gelato....

in my head goes best with Alamo...
But the other frozen treats could be fine too...

https://www.forbes.com/sites/brucelee/2016/07/16/heres-the-scoop-about-gelato-vs-ice-cream-vs-frozen-yogurt/

More...
Oh good grief.
This is what happens sometimes.

~(*;*)~

It seems to me that if some people worked more with healing modalities they'd have smoother transitions in life but maybe some people just like to experience rocky transitions...

feeling relaxed

As a potential auntie to a very important chef, I appreciate the attention to detail and the acknowledgement that in the future the TSA lady should be just as nice to me as she was to you-know-who.

C energy

with a K



Nirvana ~ In Bloom

Ladies

Even if you are not the VIPV (Very Important Pregnant Vessel) of the future president, you still deserve excellent healthcare!!!!

And what if you're the VIA (Very Important Auntie) of the future president's chef????

special a

on repeat

my body gets the healing it deserves and that is good enough for me

Surprise announcement


In light of all of my experiences (physical, mental, emotional, spiritual)

A rare and unusual birth announcement

The birth announcement is called my body gets healing it deserves and that is good enough for me.


what is time

college was like yesterday

Okay

I am fine with my spiritual growth

Cautionary tale

Kids
TARZAN
Don't
BEAUTIFIL M
Please
SHERA

we're gonna be old and decrepit and at your mercy one day and the last election traumatized everyone

Fixable

Sister: Hi there you give me the vibe of 20 girls in a clinic for cutting and eating disorders.

Well that's compelling

Observations about collaborative work.

https://hbr.org/2018/07/in-collaborative-work-cultures-women-carry-more-of-the-weight

I was merely looking for the software a person could use to calculate salaries based on waist hip ratios.

Purely

Imagining bad boy behavior:

No don't he's just mouthing off.
No don't its not worth it.
No don't the dude's taller.
No don't you'll get in trouble.
No don't your mom will cry.
No don't your dad will beat you up.
No don't violence is degrading.
No don't...ahhh fuck it.

D = dx

Toxic masculinity don't need no therapy or women's studies classes.

I wonder if there is a way to dx someone who doesn't want to see or conveniently chooses to forget the 10x of instances being horrible to people before saying its unfair for others to be that way.

"You really are a very sensitive soul when it suits you."

Go get it

Therapy.
You have too much money and too many items and you get weak.

Who else probably

The dude outside smoking at 5 in the morning

it was what it was

Misogyny is your sad friend.

Your friend is toxic and unhappy. He is truly a bully.

Your friend needs therapy but he won't get it because he gets enabled by you and other people.

Your friend was not raised to treat women who don't feed his ego like they are worthless in his schema.

He just does that all on his own because he is not a secure or healthy man, and you stay with him and lie to yourself about him because you are his enabler.




Someone's job

Goal: Rain in Woods + Tibetan Bowls,

Compromise: Fan White Noise

"I auditioned a dozen fans for the role to select the most pleasing sound to make your ears tingle and your eyes grow heavy." ~ Relaxing White Noise

A future to avoid

Fake love
Fake health
Fake success

So old

So old, so old, so old, like lifetimes old.
If a life was hard and you had to get fake to cope but after a while it's not working so great, maybe go to an objective professional healer, not someone who is healthily irritated by the old fake ways appearing over and over again.

Bummer

I was trying to show teal-colored nails I was looking at to feel cheered up, but the page keeps going to this Disney beige foundation crap.

Fake.


Fine...

Why should I care about what kind of corvettes my brother liked as a teenager, or about being good at farmwork? Farmwork is boring...

not so tough really

Never went to Ranger School...
But I did do a somersault down the stairs when I was like three...

Time is so mystifying

It has been almost two decades since I've seen a UFO.
"Richest country in the world"
Flaca

It's not okay

Worse than bad AI.

Women are discriminated against due to bias. Sickness and poverty.

Abused men won't get help because they are surrounded by enablers who want them to pretend everything is okay.

Sunday, July 22, 2018

Time being

I can plan to cultivate spirituality with study and love of nature to enhance my life.

Siii~you~iii

Like what about all the cool and beautiful cars

And I think this is spice

As my stepfather used to say to me, "Put yourself in my shoes."

I have a good prayer idea

Pray for the right math book to work through the discalculia (?) or math anxiety (?) Or feel less rage about math. This one looked funny in a dilapidated and messy car.

Sigh

Friend w/ problem: don't you want to go sailing on my normous boat

You: no because the universe says it is better if I go to a park on my own while you go to your therapy session, or maybe later if you do that work for yourself, but then again you could just sell the boat, who knows

Can't it be for everybody

Getting help from those professional shamanic healer types

Saturday, July 21, 2018

Feels like

Universe asks for best collage(s) of you(s) as a young person (80s?)

I wonder why?

"Polycystic Ovary Syndrome (PCOS) affects up to 13% of women of reproductive age in non-Indigenous and one in three Indigenous women"

~ Monash University

https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2018/07/180719142101.htm

***

"I still have PTSD"

~ R. Kerslake

https://www.romper.com/p/we-unknowingly-make-women-who-have-dealt-with-infertility-feel-excluded-9006361

***;***

"stigma"

~ M. Waabi

https://www.dw.com/en/no-help-for-the-infertile-in-africa/a-44691145

There's a weird guilt trigger

"For Americans like me who were raised with working parents, the frequency with which women stay at home here is jaw-dropping."

~ C. Tenz

https://www.thecut.com/2018/01/book-review-achtung-baby-by-sara-zaske.html

321

That was a joke!

Oh but there was an underlying bitterness.

Now it is a lake.

I got a book recommendation today

It's about poetry!

Le Ton Beau de Marot

For those of us who continuously fail at reading Gödel, Escher, Bach.

I forgot

Beauty salons

How much make-up is appropriate by the age of x?

So empirical

Thoughts
https://www.brookings.edu/blog/education-plus-development/2018/06/01/what-about-the-boys-educating-boys-for-gender-justice/

Not mentioned: dressing them up as girls and putting them in an environment of ranting men traumatized by the patriarchy. This costs very little and works well in a number of settings: a bar, a classroom, a church, some kind academic or business conference...

Summer dayz

The kids around here have been having fun with sidewalk chalk. And earlier, a big whale toy!

I am repetitive


sometimes I just feel like this is such good song for psychological well-beings


The Orb ~ Little Fluffy Clouds

I hope

"In My Fillings" guy takes care of his psychological well-being.

Prey to / peer to...

I've decided it behooves me to consider my experiences and in doing so, I can consider other persons' experiences as "not like mine in this lifetime, but nonetheless quite interesting!"

For instance. How it is hard to be Tom.
Has anyone ever been like that in any other century.

Gifts.from.mother

It's a fun distraction to remember '80s Sunfire books...

Caroline...what???

Not all of them. But most definitely these...

I don't think I read Caroline. Highly rated.

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/588843.Caroline

Nora! I read Nora.
https://litbysunfire.wordpress.com/2013/05/27/nora-quick-noted/

Veronica. I think so.
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/1242845.Veronica

Jessica? Maybe not.
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/841052.Jessica

The one that makes me think about food the most is Renee. Italian food.

Oh look at that! Renee won an award.

https://www.romancewiki.com/Renee

Thursday, July 19, 2018

a gum feeling...

trying to buy someone gum to compensate for the salty behavior of the TSA agent is okay

There are other things, however...

Some say it may be dumb to be angry about this, but it happens.

https://www.myatlantichealthsolutions.com/fertility-infertility-resources-for-patients/2016/5/26/7-things-infertile-women-hate-hearing

P. Copeland says infertility is like not owning a BMW. Really? Where does lack of BMW make some people throw themselves over cliffs, or get ostracized, outcast and dehumanized.

This is incredibly worthy of anger:

https://www.theguardian.com/global-development/2018/jul/13/destroyed-girl-she-was-toll-pregnancy-paraguay-children


But all the nice qualities tho

My brother absolutely never succumbs to using self-loathing as a self-protective shield.

Status

Thirsty and in need of tranquility

Wednesday, July 18, 2018

A collection of hours

In a meadow, learning about the meadow.

1 or 2 or 3 whole days....

BEACH
Learning about the beachy things.

Omg, just imagine

A nature retreat every weekend.
2 or 3 whole daaaays...

Tuesday, July 17, 2018

Haha...m'amuse

PCOS Girl vs. Normal Girl by Your Nutrition Cure

Kinda like the V. Beckham type of PCOS Girl

I have a reincarnation orientation

She made a great impression on me, especially this past year. She wanted to help people. She was very young and pregnant when we met. She had something difficult to accomplish and she did it. She faced a lot of criticism. I felt she was around even though she was gone. I bet she will come back.

Monday, July 16, 2018

Truthfully.

There is a lot!!!! I do not understand.

why to the why

the return of the backache
means wanting to see a healer

I am.so sorry

I feel a lot of pain in my back right now.
It is so very dreadful.
It's like my organs hurt.

This stuff needs to be healed.
I hope I am not sick.
Heartbreaking stuff.

another perk

When I hang out with nature, I feel closer to Jesus, who told me he's a fan of "the still, small voice within."

also still around from that time

mustard commerical
oh god, what would my life be without good technology


From the 80s and still around...

When I was a kid  on the island, there was a magazine that introduced me to this guy's art and music.

https://www.musicforhealthyliving.com/

Art & Music...

It's possible

We can have a calm communication style.

Avoided it for a fair amount of time

Then after I read friend's memoir, I was like, would any class assign this?

:-/

Sigh. My. personal. opinion: some people need to do energy work, to clear anger and trauma held in the body. Of course, some people don't seem to want to listen if they have gotten used to dealing with stuff by filling life with tons of distractions for a long time.

Got some feelings

Got some feelings like a friend is saying she did not get huge helpings of sympathy when she was published.

https://www.theglobeandmail.com/life/deconstructing-the-monster-margaux-fragosos-memoir-of-abuse/article569079/

"Oh industry..."

I had the yen to watch the "Oh Industry" number from Beaches after reading this...

https://quartzy.qz.com/1323948/a-1905-new-york-times-article-asked-publishing-giants-what-they-thought-of-women-novelists/

When we were kids, a good friend and I really liked that one.

Saturday, July 14, 2018

Divine awkward fool stuff

Alfred the Great is dead but not entirely... Royalty's likeness is stored away in a vault... I. is doing her nun dance... T. is doing his nanny / house servant dance... I am in a vault with M. Prankster who is singing Irresponsible Woman & Arm's Length & Spill...I am merely temporarily delusional, and of course above all of that...I perch on the arm of something spiritual... perhaps it has elements of Islam, Christianity, Natural Laws...the Hard Way is the only way because the other ways are too old now and they are more painful than death...the universe asks a lot but grants isolation and space for healing...it asks for more and more and more...I am going to read my spiritual books and magazines...something at which I feel I can excel.

Acculturation

Women who don't fit a certain beauty or fertility standard should not be so undervalued just because it has been engrained in some people's conscious or subconcious habits to do so.

"In some developing countries, the consequences of infertility—which can include ostracism, physical abuse and even suicide—are heartbreaking. 'If you are infertile in some cultures, you are less than a dog,' says Willem Ombelet of the Genk Institute for Fertility Technology in Belgium. Women are often uneducated, so their only identity comes from being moms. 'It [infertility] is an issue of profound human suffering, particularly for women,' says Marcia Inhorn, professor of anthropology and international affairs at Yale University. 'It's a human-rights issue.'"

-- BY KAREN SPRINGEN

http://www.newsweek.com/how-women-around-world-cope-infertility-89405


Cultures are made up of people.


"A 2010 study published in the Journal of Applied Psychology found that 'very heavy' women banked $19,000 less than their peers of 'average weight,' while 'very thin' women earned a dramatic $22,000 more per year. What’s more, a weight gain of 25 pounds was found to be linked to an annual salary decrease of $14,000 per year."

https://moneyish.com/ish/only-15-of-hiring-managers-would-consider-hiring-an-overweight-woman/


"Even being as little as 13 pounds overweight resulted in $9,000 less per year. I hope this demonstrates that this issue is not exclusively of concern to the very fat, but women in general."

https://www.xojane.com/issues/weight-discrimination-at-work

These are things that people do.

Travel snacks

Even though it was not the smartest thing I have ever done, I am okay with my choice of buying candied peanuts.

BirdsBirdsBirds

“'It’s important to stress that, to each other, none of these birds sound dumb,' says Lund. 'They probably sound like some bird version of Pavarotti or Sinatra.'”

~ E. Silber

https://www.audubon.org/news/five-bird-calls-will-make-you-laugh

That bird again

Maybe caring about all kinds of women is part of caring about the environment.

"It takes a lot of time and dedication to manage." ~ Jennifer, 37

https://metro.co.uk/2018/06/20/women-reveal-what-its-like-to-live-with-polycystic-ovary-syndrome-7609934/ 



So anyway, change of scenery

I think the good Jesus likes good energy healers and reiki.

Man: Take this, he's a good guy.
Angel: Actually, you may not do so. However, you may smile.

good dream

I went to the top of a building and lay on a mattress
Very high, surprisingly unafraid of heights, until...
Just a little bit afraid...maybe an earthquake...
A wind came and toppled me and the mattress
Fortunately the building was not so high after all
It just had really great views
And all of my things were blowing everywhere
I had to hastily gather them up and go back in my car
Not a safe dream, but an interesting one

I have to think of my kidneys

Friend: "You should take the card. You're missing a big opportunity." And the best: "He's been to JPL lots of times."

That's so luxuriux

I have thought about getting a pedicure for a long time because there is a massaging chair aspect and the end result is pleasing to look at.

Thinking about characters

These films were all good. I might have seen them in backwards order, starting with Red.

https://www.theguardian.com/film/2011/nov/10/have-three-colours-faded

This review of Judy Blume's Otherwise Known As... is pretty funny.


and~and~and

is there any higher level guidance GUI Dance reason why a person would choose to sit in last class next to one who insists on an aisle seat and gets up to pee every 15 minutes and did it have anything to do with the free rice crispy treat which she wasn't going to eat but then did after someone else took one

Do u know I wonder

why are mornings so terrible when a person has eaten a smidgen of unhealthy food the day before ~ or maybe more especially the evening before ~ is there any higher level guidance reason

Needy

She needs Healer Wood.

Second wish(es)

More water and healers.
Body is very specific.
Water and healing vibes now.

Not exhausting entertainments.

Agua y vibraciones curativas para este cuerpo.

My wish is simple

Please improve my body.
Currently super thirsty.
2 waters and a ginger tea next to me.

We need compassion and healing.

I could cry.

Wonder why

"If you truly take care of yourself, you will actually be helping others" is easy advice to give to other people but...

This culture...

School's in for summer

Hey kids, so do you think it would be fun to look at any very specific situation in which one of your parent(s) confronted a challenge and based on how they dealt with it, infer a moral theory that the parent(s) embodied at that time?

Sometimes you have fun in life

Some things are fun like a game but then for some reason it gets too much and then all you want is normal conversation.

A certain street

led to a museum which holds a certain Rubens portrait which is apparently locked away in a vault indefinitely...(why...do people think older women who become nuns are too boring...that was quite disappointing...would really like to see it sometime)

These were in the "Huh, I'm gonna stare a little longer" category:

Mars and Venus
Heavy Circles
The Flower Vendor

and
The Stone Breakers

especially.




In the realm of water pollution

Silicon Valley has a problem, too, maybe?

https://www.fastcompany.com/90201098/is-silicon-valley-doomed-to-become-the-next-detroit

Because every place has problems?

http://wkar.org/post/book-tells-dr-mona-hanna-attishas-story-flint-water-crisis#stream/0

"MHA: I will not drink the tap water in Flint, nor will I drink it anywhere else. This process has taught me a lot about water quality in our nation and I have learned that the federal laws, the rules on the books, specifically the lead and copper rules, are weak."

That little wave of change

On a positive note at least 3-4 kind people showed up and stood out from the crowd. MAYBE its even higher, like 5-7.

Thursday, July 12, 2018

Imagining a river

A place to be reborn and shed tears.
The disillusionment is really strong right now.
It's like a very bad illness.
People have been so petty.


If only

If only you would just go along with the program...
Make life easier...
Babysit...
Change last name...
Fit into nuclear family model to make Trumpian era more bearable...

But what if it is medically impossible.


Why the need

Wasn't there an amusement park ride that people stood inside and they spun around really really fast? Like you could flip upside down but still be stuck to the edges. I did not ride on it. Maybe it was a place visited while dreaming.

A terrible recipe for motion sickness.

Woe to the attitude

That birch.
She had a fight with her tree friend.
Now the contributions to the arboretum are dwindling.

Artisticism

Even if it's not genius, it makes life weirder.

Adoration factor

It would seem.

If you want a certain type of man to treat you nicely, you should be a little girl.

Definitely do not be an ex-employee or ex-wife.

Didn't quite get to make the balls

I just stress-ate a bunch of pureed coconut flakes mixed with maple syrup. Well, there are worse things.

How Life Improves 3

Just take a break from the internet and watch/pet/feed/talk to/learn

FROM A BIRD

How Life Improves 2

Just take a break from the internet and watch/pet/feed/talk to/learn

FROM A DOG

How Life Improves

Just take a break from the internet and watch/pet/feed/talk to/learn

FROM A CAT

There's a bird in a tree

She sounds like a sad dog whining.

Maybe she's sad about health problems.

Tumor on the pituitary gland?
WHY DOES THIS SOCIETY TREAT WOMEN LIKE CRAP
Just plain run-of-the-mill PCOS?

People who used to seem nice being jealous and gossipy is also a health problem.


It was icky

When I had to be around obnoxious drunk people all the time just to bring home a paltry paycheck while everyone was losing their jobs, I didn't even like alcohol a lot of the time.

https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/targeting-drunk-women-accounts-for-sexual-aggression-not-blurred-lines/

I used to envy my future self because I couldn't be her yet.

Then the older woman who had been a hostess for twenty years before they let her go came around looking for a job.

How come?

One time I was in my early thirties with an advanced degree, untreated PCOS & anxiety, and forever taking multiple trips to see sick and PTSD-riddled family members (fear of death),  in an establishment patronized by NSF and DHS people who needed to unwind from their stressful jobs on...I forget was it $1 or $2 pint night...oh and they still had smoking in the bars back then...that was fun, coming to work sick and inhaling all that...

Whew. I am in a better place now.

What's this one like.

http://knowledge.wharton.upenn.edu/article/breaking-up-the-boys-club-of-silicon-valley/

I like learning things

but I do not want to listen to people with high salaries complain about their financial problems. Who cares?  I just killed another roach even though we finally called the LL a few weeks ago about them, and I haven't had things like "my nails done" since 2010.  I don't need to listen to people whining about not being able to afford a pricey house in a pricey area when I am enjoying my budget "taking the waters" experience. People who whine about that stuff seem like maybe they have been babysat as adults, in one form or another.

Great

This is full of promise.
I am really impressed.
I am getting a clue now.
I can be a better person.

Laugh actually

When your dreams have a weird flavor of midlife crisis/teenage angst.

you: well what about going to Amsterdam
ex: I've been there but it's not good for me to be around drugs
you: well there's more to do in Amsterdam than drugs
ex: starts freaking out and screaming at you about sex and marriagable partners

Nice idea

When the 12-year-old genius grows up, women in this country will have proper healthcare and she won't be expected to babysit her adult coworkers...

At pools sometimes

grown men sad about $$$ everytime they hafta get babysat

Cycle tracking ideas

An app with a little video game easter egg of a happy dog ironing into a snarling soldiers afire breathing dragon and the character with the least amount of experience gets fried to a crispy toast.

See also immature boy men with high salaries getting babysat for no good reason really.

So crative

What about a snappy account for chronically ill women with menstrual disorders.

She lounged. He made tea and cleaned. Theirs was a dream alliance.

Synch a dream about a male parent type figure flying and not caring about motion sickness.ugh.



I am feeling

there was at least one boy who was scared and didn't want to dive but they all did it.

https://www.vox.com/2018/7/9/17548512/thai-cave-rescue-soccer-boys-meditation-buddhism

Sorrysleep

Sandalwood oil

I think some people are easily annoyed by figureheads. Most people who don't have that as their calling (footballing) still wish to have their talents and contributions acknowledged as well as those of people they love or admire.

Tuesday, July 10, 2018

2 truths & a lie

black mercedes
dead rose
jar of fancy mustard

Don't forget

"Sometimes I wish I were a truck driver."