This guy doesn't think his wife was treated well.
https://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2015/10/emergency-room-wait-times-sexism/410515/
Nope.
https://www.ladyscience.com/archive/no46
Pages
▼
Tuesday, July 31, 2018
Food & company was delicious
On the downside
Someone's daughter just died of an eating disorder so I had to buy two chocolate treats!
One for me, one for the daughter.
Someone's daughter just died of an eating disorder so I had to buy two chocolate treats!
One for me, one for the daughter.
Consequences of suppertime nap
good '80s music
old '80s book
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/853352.One_Eyed_Cat
}:-|
https://www.dummies.com/education/science/physics/physics-equations-and-formulas/
Wham! - Everything She Wants
old '80s book
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/853352.One_Eyed_Cat
}:-|
https://www.dummies.com/education/science/physics/physics-equations-and-formulas/
1989
DB
https://www.thedrewseum.com/collection/mags/magfeatures/1989mags/
++++
https://www.thedrewseum.com/aboutdrew/bio/bio-ch02/
Also
BET YOU
WISH THIS
WASNT YOUR BOSS
A$$H***
https://www.thedrewseum.com/collection/mags/magfeatures/1989mags/
++++
https://www.thedrewseum.com/aboutdrew/bio/bio-ch02/
Also
BET YOU
WISH THIS
WASNT YOUR BOSS
A$$H***
Ah-ha I found one or two
I scrunched up in the corner by the bookshelf to read in eighth grade.
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/354205.Waiting_for_the_Rain
Before or after
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/58658.Little_Girl_Lost
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/354205.Waiting_for_the_Rain
Before or after
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/58658.Little_Girl_Lost
Again
Their slavish devotion to the patriarchy is the single most tiresome thing about some religious women. They never even consider consulting a nun or a shaman. It makes me seriously doubt their ability to pick a minimally abusive daycare facility, much less conceptualize and run one.
Monday, July 30, 2018
That was awful
I am truly sorry I have this feminine pain condition. As this experience taught me, I have to learn what I can do to heal it for myself.
There is a world full of toxic and selfish people out there and they sure as hell don't know or care to know how to help.
There is a world full of toxic and selfish people out there and they sure as hell don't know or care to know how to help.
Here on earth
1) BF is the real merciful Jesus.
He answers the phone and brings up ginger tea
2) My body is the real Jesus.
My body finally stopped torturing me.
He answers the phone and brings up ginger tea
2) My body is the real Jesus.
My body finally stopped torturing me.
What does this sound like
Behavior Patterns: Unethical, Sexist, Duplicitous, Enabled by Brain-washed Women.
A CULT
With
A CULT LEADER
How and why
did that person become
Untrustworthy
Unhealthy
Duplicitous
&
NARCISSISTIC
Was it the abusive parenting
https://www.livestrong.com/article/142315-what-causes-parents-abuse-their-child/
Untrustworthy
Unhealthy
Duplicitous
&
NARCISSISTIC
Was it the abusive parenting
https://www.livestrong.com/article/142315-what-causes-parents-abuse-their-child/
Who
Is the most untrustworthy and unhealthy and duplicitous and narcissistic person you have ever met in your entire life.
Sunday, July 29, 2018
Tiny melons
on a vine...
https://thegreedyvegan.com/how-to-grow-cucamelon/
The world has cute things.
https://pulptastic.com/omg-tiny-watermelons/
https://thegreedyvegan.com/how-to-grow-cucamelon/
The world has cute things.
https://pulptastic.com/omg-tiny-watermelons/
Be well someday
Someone's brother's vibe:
S.O.S.
Adult with child mindset.
Abuse victim.
Not gonna get help (possibly ever?)
This is someone with a family.
This is someone who seemed relatively normal in the past.
Honestly, I had no idea the illness was that bad.
Well.
That's all.
S.O.S.
Adult with child mindset.
Abuse victim.
Not gonna get help (possibly ever?)
This is someone with a family.
This is someone who seemed relatively normal in the past.
Honestly, I had no idea the illness was that bad.
Well.
That's all.
Ginger
Pain is back again.
Have to go get the ginger.
Body always wins attention.
This is part off the reason why I know everyone needs healing.
Tea.
Have to go get the ginger.
Body always wins attention.
This is part off the reason why I know everyone needs healing.
Tea.
Nice
Old paperwork ~ out in the trash! I feel progress!
Good, my astral travels weren't for nothing.
Good, my astral travels weren't for nothing.
Dear universe a teenager
Crinkling stuff and saying sorry and listening to music in the library is a good ambassador and made me laugh.
The old man needs to help himself with the abundance of tools at his disposal.
The old man needs to help himself with the abundance of tools at his disposal.
What do other people do about other incarnations
She seems like she has them
Good to be a Man
How she deals with them
Ex's & Oh's
Enjoys a good book
https://www.instagram.com/p/Bkx7jjGFskI/?hl=en&taken-by=elleking
I could probably read it in the woods but not on a plane.
https://www.npr.org/2018/05/30/613149372/in-calypso-david-sedaris-blends-slime-and-the-sublime
Good to be a Man
How she deals with them
Ex's & Oh's
Enjoys a good book
https://www.instagram.com/p/Bkx7jjGFskI/?hl=en&taken-by=elleking
I could probably read it in the woods but not on a plane.
https://www.npr.org/2018/05/30/613149372/in-calypso-david-sedaris-blends-slime-and-the-sublime
Sweet Louisa
"We, sighing, said, 'Our Pan is dead;
His pipe hangs mute beside the river; —"
~ L. M. Alcott
https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/1863/09/thoreaus-flute/540804/
His pipe hangs mute beside the river; —"
~ L. M. Alcott
https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/1863/09/thoreaus-flute/540804/
Dear Ladies
Jesus-positive is an orientation.
https://evangelicalbible.com/apologetics/is-jesus-loves-you-the-gospel/
Please tell me you've noticed how much joy this activity gives some women because they have been trained for it since the wee days of their babyhood.
https://evangelicalbible.com/apologetics/is-jesus-loves-you-the-gospel/
Please tell me you've noticed how much joy this activity gives some women because they have been trained for it since the wee days of their babyhood.
Saturday, July 28, 2018
This has a puppy
A woman and her dog
"She often tells her participants: 'This is a place of fierce kindness, compassion, nonjudgment. You have the freedom to be vulnerable.'
She also offers lots of dark-chocolate squares."
~ Emily Wax-Thibodeaux
"She often tells her participants: 'This is a place of fierce kindness, compassion, nonjudgment. You have the freedom to be vulnerable.'
She also offers lots of dark-chocolate squares."
~ Emily Wax-Thibodeaux
$ ;-)
that is somethin'
https://pagesix.com/2018/07/28/martin-luther-king-letter-going-for-95k/
the power of positive thinking
https://pagesix.com/2018/07/28/martin-luther-king-letter-going-for-95k/
the power of positive thinking
About sand crabs
"They are candy to all predatory fish in the surf line" (29-30, Bill Mai, The Best...)
Universe can be per~
sistant
E: "Instead of engineering for all of America..."
http://www.kehlerliddellgallery.com/calendar/2017/3/24/captain-of-a-huckleberry-party
Vermont...
http://drdann.com/vermonts-original-forest-language/
Alternative medicine stuff
http://drdann.com/the-rhythms-of-spiritual-scientific-research-at-threefold-farm/
E: "Instead of engineering for all of America..."
http://www.kehlerliddellgallery.com/calendar/2017/3/24/captain-of-a-huckleberry-party
Vermont...
http://drdann.com/vermonts-original-forest-language/
Alternative medicine stuff
http://drdann.com/the-rhythms-of-spiritual-scientific-research-at-threefold-farm/
Its not at all the case now, but...
I am tempted to think if, in a future life I were a businessman having a midlife crisis, I'd be really smooth about it...not too ridiculous...rico suave...
But then of course, if I were too smooth, I would would probably have to come back as someone completely different...
But then of course, if I were too smooth, I would would probably have to come back as someone completely different...
Overly verbose tattoo idea
What it Says:
I have this overly verbose tattoo to remind me how my career, bank account, and access to healthcare is directly linked to how much my industry dehumanizes and hates, and I mean hates, the "fat" people. And by "fat" people, I mean above size 8!
http://time.com/4883176/weight-discrimination-workplace-laws/
Who: Obviously this could work for a substantial proportion of models and actresses...but sadly, the problem is not even limited to their industries!!!
https://www.bls.gov/ore/abstract/ec/ec070130.htm
Why: Because it's so accurate!
https://aspe.hhs.gov/execsum/obesity-and-american-indiansalaska-natives
I have this overly verbose tattoo to remind me how my career, bank account, and access to healthcare is directly linked to how much my industry dehumanizes and hates, and I mean hates, the "fat" people. And by "fat" people, I mean above size 8!
http://time.com/4883176/weight-discrimination-workplace-laws/
Who: Obviously this could work for a substantial proportion of models and actresses...but sadly, the problem is not even limited to their industries!!!
https://www.bls.gov/ore/abstract/ec/ec070130.htm
Why: Because it's so accurate!
https://aspe.hhs.gov/execsum/obesity-and-american-indiansalaska-natives
ILL...
US
trative...
https://neuroinstincts.com/8-things-narcissist-psychopath-will-say/
It has illustrations.
trative...
https://neuroinstincts.com/8-things-narcissist-psychopath-will-say/
It has illustrations.
Act of God
I don't know what makes a plane engine shoot sparks and force a pilot to land it where he grew up...Maybe the science of tomorrow knows...
Some
https://foursquare.com/top-places/memphis/best-places-museums
Day
https://www.thrillist.com/eat/memphis/best-restaurants-in-memphis
Some
https://foursquare.com/top-places/memphis/best-places-museums
Day
https://www.thrillist.com/eat/memphis/best-restaurants-in-memphis
Internet gifts
This doctor
https://neuroinstincts.com/about_rhonda_freeman/
has an intriguing website.
https://neuroinstincts.com/female-psychopaths-mens-corner/
https://neuroinstincts.com/about_rhonda_freeman/
has an intriguing website.
https://neuroinstincts.com/female-psychopaths-mens-corner/
Qs
Someone has scattered dark legumes on the patio...for fun? They resemble adzuki beans.
Can my car be fixed and drivable for another year or so?
Can my car be fixed and drivable for another year or so?
Friday, July 27, 2018
I didn't know
How you don't get help and you act like your dad. You trash things, and now you have a brainwashed aide. You must have so much abuse in your background that you are running away from to be that awful when you used to be normal. I mean, I bet I've known people who've been through worse things, but they just were not that resistant about getting real help.
El
For some, energy healers are good.
Other should really see professional doctors.
Especially people who become controlling and abusive when they feel threatened. Especially when they call that controlling, abusive behavior "love" and it is not. When they do that they become the misogynistic narcissist they choose.
Something should work out
My car situation is getting so precarious.
It had the water pump and computer replaced but there's still problems. A light keeps coming on. It burns a lot of oil. Engine is not in great shape. Mechanic cut some wires? Not possible to replace air injection system? Hopefully it's electrical? What?
It had the water pump and computer replaced but there's still problems. A light keeps coming on. It burns a lot of oil. Engine is not in great shape. Mechanic cut some wires? Not possible to replace air injection system? Hopefully it's electrical? What?
Those feelings of resistance
You don't want therapy for your problems?
Pretend you're a single mom and you have to get your act together or you and the kids will be out on the street if you don't.
Pretend you're the older sister.
Pretend you're a single mom and you have to get your act together or you and the kids will be out on the street if you don't.
Pretend you're the older sister.
Which chapter would have been
the most boring
to your youngest
most shallow-ass self
Age 20
http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/i-wonder-why.html
Age 21
http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/why-do-people.html
Age 22
http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/there-are-other-things-however.html
Age 23
http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/hahamamuse.html
Age 24
http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/and-memoirs-and-plays-and-opera-and.html
Age 25
http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/acculturation.html
Age 26
http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/got-some-feelings.html
Age 27
http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/that-bird-again.html
to your youngest
most shallow-ass self
Age 20
http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/i-wonder-why.html
Age 21
http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/why-do-people.html
Age 22
http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/there-are-other-things-however.html
Age 23
http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/hahamamuse.html
Age 24
http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/and-memoirs-and-plays-and-opera-and.html
Age 25
http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/acculturation.html
Age 26
http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/got-some-feelings.html
Age 27
http://litlover.blogspot.com/2018/07/that-bird-again.html
I like learning about this stuff
All this stuff that didn't used to exist for people in the past.
http://www.operationwearehere.com/MusicTherapy.html
and
https://pitchfork.com/features/overtones/can-music-heal-trauma-exploring-the-therapeutic-powers-of-sound/
On trying out other types of "unscientific" shamanic healing stuff...
1) I know it's not going to magically fix everything but
2) I think it helps because the universe sees you putting forth the effort to help yourself
3) and it resonates somewhere inside so it has a positive effect.
http://www.operationwearehere.com/MusicTherapy.html
and
https://pitchfork.com/features/overtones/can-music-heal-trauma-exploring-the-therapeutic-powers-of-sound/
On trying out other types of "unscientific" shamanic healing stuff...
1) I know it's not going to magically fix everything but
2) I think it helps because the universe sees you putting forth the effort to help yourself
3) and it resonates somewhere inside so it has a positive effect.
Good article
+-%*/!
https://www.bitchmedia.org/article/african-american-women-worked-some-nasas-first-computers
Still not great at math, very interesting to read...
https://www.bitchmedia.org/article/african-american-women-worked-some-nasas-first-computers
Still not great at math, very interesting to read...
Gelato....
in my head goes best with Alamo...
But the other frozen treats could be fine too...
https://www.forbes.com/sites/brucelee/2016/07/16/heres-the-scoop-about-gelato-vs-ice-cream-vs-frozen-yogurt/
More...
Oh good grief.
This is what happens sometimes.
But the other frozen treats could be fine too...
https://www.forbes.com/sites/brucelee/2016/07/16/heres-the-scoop-about-gelato-vs-ice-cream-vs-frozen-yogurt/
More...
Oh good grief.
This is what happens sometimes.
~(*;*)~
It seems to me that if some people worked more with healing modalities they'd have smoother transitions in life but maybe some people just like to experience rocky transitions...
feeling relaxed
As a potential auntie to a very important chef, I appreciate the attention to detail and the acknowledgement that in the future the TSA lady should be just as nice to me as she was to you-know-who.
Ladies
Even if you are not the VIPV (Very Important Pregnant Vessel) of the future president, you still deserve excellent healthcare!!!!
And what if you're the VIA (Very Important Auntie) of the future president's chef????
And what if you're the VIA (Very Important Auntie) of the future president's chef????
Surprise announcement
In light of all of my experiences (physical, mental, emotional, spiritual)
A rare and unusual birth announcement
The birth announcement is called my body gets healing it deserves and that is good enough for me.
Thursday, July 26, 2018
Cautionary tale
Kids
TARZAN
Don't
BEAUTIFIL M
Please
SHERA
we're gonna be old and decrepit and at your mercy one day and the last election traumatized everyone
TARZAN
Don't
BEAUTIFIL M
Please
SHERA
we're gonna be old and decrepit and at your mercy one day and the last election traumatized everyone
Bioethics can be in anything
Even a show about "little-old-ladies"
https://www.bitchmedia.org/article/what-golden-girls-taught-me-about-science
https://www.bitchmedia.org/article/what-golden-girls-taught-me-about-science
Fixable
Sister: Hi there you give me the vibe of 20 girls in a clinic for cutting and eating disorders.
Well that's compelling
Observations about collaborative work.
https://hbr.org/2018/07/in-collaborative-work-cultures-women-carry-more-of-the-weight
I was merely looking for the software a person could use to calculate salaries based on waist hip ratios.
https://hbr.org/2018/07/in-collaborative-work-cultures-women-carry-more-of-the-weight
I was merely looking for the software a person could use to calculate salaries based on waist hip ratios.
blah blah blah
blah
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/somatic-psychology/201303/trauma-childhood-sexual-abuse
blah
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/toxic-relationships/201804/understanding-the-mind-narcissist
blah
https://abcnews.go.com/Sports/larry-nassar-thinks-sentence-sexual-abuse-harsh/story?id=56812588
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/somatic-psychology/201303/trauma-childhood-sexual-abuse
blah
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/toxic-relationships/201804/understanding-the-mind-narcissist
blah
https://abcnews.go.com/Sports/larry-nassar-thinks-sentence-sexual-abuse-harsh/story?id=56812588
Purely
Imagining bad boy behavior:
No don't he's just mouthing off.
No don't its not worth it.
No don't the dude's taller.
No don't you'll get in trouble.
No don't your mom will cry.
No don't your dad will beat you up.
No don't violence is degrading.
No don't...ahhh fuck it.
No don't he's just mouthing off.
No don't its not worth it.
No don't the dude's taller.
No don't you'll get in trouble.
No don't your mom will cry.
No don't your dad will beat you up.
No don't violence is degrading.
No don't...ahhh fuck it.
D = dx
Toxic masculinity don't need no therapy or women's studies classes.
I wonder if there is a way to dx someone who doesn't want to see or conveniently chooses to forget the 10x of instances being horrible to people before saying its unfair for others to be that way.
"You really are a very sensitive soul when it suits you."
I wonder if there is a way to dx someone who doesn't want to see or conveniently chooses to forget the 10x of instances being horrible to people before saying its unfair for others to be that way.
"You really are a very sensitive soul when it suits you."
What is this
Weak-minded brain-washed B.S.
https://www.npr.org/2018/07/25/632257286/heiress-charged-with-supporting-sex-trafficking-operation
https://www.npr.org/2018/07/25/632257286/heiress-charged-with-supporting-sex-trafficking-operation
it was what it was
Misogyny is your sad friend.
Your friend is toxic and unhappy. He is truly a bully.
Your friend needs therapy but he won't get it because he gets enabled by you and other people.
Your friend was not raised to treat women who don't feed his ego like they are worthless in his schema.
He just does that all on his own because he is not a secure or healthy man, and you stay with him and lie to yourself about him because you are his enabler.
Your friend is toxic and unhappy. He is truly a bully.
Your friend needs therapy but he won't get it because he gets enabled by you and other people.
Your friend was not raised to treat women who don't feed his ego like they are worthless in his schema.
He just does that all on his own because he is not a secure or healthy man, and you stay with him and lie to yourself about him because you are his enabler.
Wednesday, July 25, 2018
Someone's job
Goal: Rain in Woods + Tibetan Bowls,
Compromise: Fan White Noise
"I auditioned a dozen fans for the role to select the most pleasing sound to make your ears tingle and your eyes grow heavy." ~ Relaxing White Noise
Compromise: Fan White Noise
"I auditioned a dozen fans for the role to select the most pleasing sound to make your ears tingle and your eyes grow heavy." ~ Relaxing White Noise
Raised to look the other way?
Can change that.
https://variety.com/2018/tv/news/insatiable-fat-shaming-netflix-show-1202882565/
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-antidepressant-diet/201801/massive-eating-after-sexual-trauma
https://www.cnn.com/2018/07/25/health/ivf-insurance-parenting-strauss/index.html
https://bangaloremirror.indiatimes.com/bangalore/others/infertility-is-on-the-rise-but-men-on-the-defensive/articleshow/65123721.cms
https://variety.com/2018/tv/news/insatiable-fat-shaming-netflix-show-1202882565/
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-antidepressant-diet/201801/massive-eating-after-sexual-trauma
https://www.cnn.com/2018/07/25/health/ivf-insurance-parenting-strauss/index.html
https://bangaloremirror.indiatimes.com/bangalore/others/infertility-is-on-the-rise-but-men-on-the-defensive/articleshow/65123721.cms
Why do people
have to keep writing about this stuff
https://www.theguardian.com/society/2018/jul/22/sexually-abused-teenage-girls-likely-suffer-mental-health-issues-months-later-study
because the problems
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/psychoanalysis-30/201101/talking-about-sexually-abused-boys-and-the-men-they-become
have not vanished
https://www.harpersbazaar.com/culture/features/a20138398/stop-using-survivor-to-describe-sexual-assault-victims/
https://www.theguardian.com/society/2018/jul/22/sexually-abused-teenage-girls-likely-suffer-mental-health-issues-months-later-study
because the problems
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/psychoanalysis-30/201101/talking-about-sexually-abused-boys-and-the-men-they-become
have not vanished
https://www.harpersbazaar.com/culture/features/a20138398/stop-using-survivor-to-describe-sexual-assault-victims/
So old
So old, so old, so old, like lifetimes old.
If a life was hard and you had to get fake to cope but after a while it's not working so great, maybe go to an objective professional healer, not someone who is healthily irritated by the old fake ways appearing over and over again.
If a life was hard and you had to get fake to cope but after a while it's not working so great, maybe go to an objective professional healer, not someone who is healthily irritated by the old fake ways appearing over and over again.
Bummer
I was trying to show teal-colored nails I was looking at to feel cheered up, but the page keeps going to this Disney beige foundation crap.
Fake.
Fake.
Tuesday, July 24, 2018
My (previous occupant's) Seventeen came!
So much product.
This one caught my eye right away.
https://www.fatandthemoon.com/products/lavender-cocoa-dry-shampoo-2oz?variant=19566018435
Okay and then
https://www.seventeen.com/life/real-girl-stories/a22119936/zero-hour-climate-change-teen-activist-jamie-margolin/
This one caught my eye right away.
https://www.fatandthemoon.com/products/lavender-cocoa-dry-shampoo-2oz?variant=19566018435
Okay and then
https://www.seventeen.com/life/real-girl-stories/a22119936/zero-hour-climate-change-teen-activist-jamie-margolin/
Fine...
Why should I care about what kind of corvettes my brother liked as a teenager, or about being good at farmwork? Farmwork is boring...
Monday, July 23, 2018
not so tough really
Never went to Ranger School...
But I did do a somersault down the stairs when I was like three...
But I did do a somersault down the stairs when I was like three...
see...see...oh
Jesus
https://www.desertsun.com/story/sports/high-school/2018/07/23/eating-disorders-bastard-and-athletes-fall-victim-accelerated-rate/728477002/
Forgive
https://www.nbcnews.com/pop-culture/tv/netflix-series-insatiable-accused-fat-shaming-stars-defend-show-n893511
My
https://www.shape.com/lifestyle/mind-and-body/eating-disorder-survivors-are-angry-billboard-appetite-suppressant-lollipops
Interest
https://www.allure.com/story/insatiable-netflix-petition-to-cancel-show-plus-size-teen
https://www.desertsun.com/story/sports/high-school/2018/07/23/eating-disorders-bastard-and-athletes-fall-victim-accelerated-rate/728477002/
Forgive
https://www.nbcnews.com/pop-culture/tv/netflix-series-insatiable-accused-fat-shaming-stars-defend-show-n893511
My
https://www.shape.com/lifestyle/mind-and-body/eating-disorder-survivors-are-angry-billboard-appetite-suppressant-lollipops
Interest
https://www.allure.com/story/insatiable-netflix-petition-to-cancel-show-plus-size-teen
considering dogs
bf thinks this is funny
https://www.reddit.com/r/AnimalTextGifs/comments/90expo/oh_martha/
such sense of humor
https://www.reddit.com/r/AnimalTextGifs/comments/90expo/oh_martha/
such sense of humor
I bet it's good for your brain
Brain Integration and Integrated Healing
http://mybrainawakening.com/index.htm
+
http://mybrainawakening.com/inhe.html
I bet it's better than twitter.
http://mybrainawakening.com/index.htm
+
http://mybrainawakening.com/inhe.html
I bet it's better than twitter.
It's not okay
Worse than bad AI.
Women are discriminated against due to bias. Sickness and poverty.
Abused men won't get help because they are surrounded by enablers who want them to pretend everything is okay.
Women are discriminated against due to bias. Sickness and poverty.
Abused men won't get help because they are surrounded by enablers who want them to pretend everything is okay.
Sunday, July 22, 2018
I have a good prayer idea
Pray for the right math book to work through the discalculia (?) or math anxiety (?) Or feel less rage about math.
This one looked funny in a dilapidated and messy car.
Sigh
Friend w/ problem: don't you want to go sailing on my normous boat
You: no because the universe says it is better if I go to a park on my own while you go to your therapy session, or maybe later if you do that work for yourself, but then again you could just sell the boat, who knows
You: no because the universe says it is better if I go to a park on my own while you go to your therapy session, or maybe later if you do that work for yourself, but then again you could just sell the boat, who knows
Saturday, July 21, 2018
I wonder why?
"Polycystic Ovary Syndrome (PCOS) affects up to 13% of women of reproductive age in non-Indigenous and one in three Indigenous women"
~ Monash University
https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2018/07/180719142101.htm
***
"I still have PTSD"
~ R. Kerslake
https://www.romper.com/p/we-unknowingly-make-women-who-have-dealt-with-infertility-feel-excluded-9006361
***;***
"stigma"
~ M. Waabi
https://www.dw.com/en/no-help-for-the-infertile-in-africa/a-44691145
~ Monash University
https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2018/07/180719142101.htm
***
"I still have PTSD"
~ R. Kerslake
https://www.romper.com/p/we-unknowingly-make-women-who-have-dealt-with-infertility-feel-excluded-9006361
***;***
"stigma"
~ M. Waabi
https://www.dw.com/en/no-help-for-the-infertile-in-africa/a-44691145
There's a weird guilt trigger
"For Americans like me who were raised with working parents, the frequency with which women stay at home here is jaw-dropping."
~ C. Tenz
https://www.thecut.com/2018/01/book-review-achtung-baby-by-sara-zaske.html
~ C. Tenz
https://www.thecut.com/2018/01/book-review-achtung-baby-by-sara-zaske.html
I got a book recommendation today
It's about poetry!
Le Ton Beau de Marot
For those of us who continuously fail at reading Gödel, Escher, Bach.
Le Ton Beau de Marot
For those of us who continuously fail at reading Gödel, Escher, Bach.
Rate 1-20 for coffeeshop conversation
Uneasiness to the point of queasiness --- delightful
https://www.nytimes.com/2018/02/09/books/review/sex-young-adult-fiction.html
https://www.nytimes.com/2018/02/09/books/review/sex-young-adult-fiction.html
So empirical
Thoughts
https://www.brookings.edu/blog/education-plus-development/2018/06/01/what-about-the-boys-educating-boys-for-gender-justice/
Not mentioned: dressing them up as girls and putting them in an environment of ranting men traumatized by the patriarchy. This costs very little and works well in a number of settings: a bar, a classroom, a church, some kind academic or business conference...
https://www.brookings.edu/blog/education-plus-development/2018/06/01/what-about-the-boys-educating-boys-for-gender-justice/
Not mentioned: dressing them up as girls and putting them in an environment of ranting men traumatized by the patriarchy. This costs very little and works well in a number of settings: a bar, a classroom, a church, some kind academic or business conference...
Summer dayz
The kids around here have been having fun with sidewalk chalk. And earlier, a big whale toy!
I am repetitive
sometimes I just feel like this is such good song for psychological well-beings
The Orb ~ Little Fluffy Clouds
Who's Margaret
...Stevenson???
http://www.personal.psu.edu/cjm5/blogs/benjamin_franklin_then_and_now/2013/05/franklin-and-deborah.html
Other interesting questions...
http://www.benjamin-franklin-history.org/junto-club/
http://www.personal.psu.edu/cjm5/blogs/benjamin_franklin_then_and_now/2013/05/franklin-and-deborah.html
Other interesting questions...
http://www.benjamin-franklin-history.org/junto-club/
Should I read this
IT'S ABOUT A YEAR OF SLEEPING
http://ew.com/books/2018/07/11/my-year-of-rest-and-relaxation-review/
I like the nightgown on the cover.
http://ew.com/books/2018/07/11/my-year-of-rest-and-relaxation-review/
I like the nightgown on the cover.
Friday, July 20, 2018
Prey to / peer to...
I've decided it behooves me to consider my experiences and in doing so, I can consider other persons' experiences as "not like mine in this lifetime, but nonetheless quite interesting!"
For instance. How it is hard to be Tom.
Has anyone ever been like that in any other century.
For instance. How it is hard to be Tom.
Has anyone ever been like that in any other century.
Gifts.from.mother
It's a fun distraction to remember '80s Sunfire books...
Caroline...what???
Not all of them. But most definitely these...
Merrie
Diana
Well she didn't get to the next one...
Renee
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/1242840.Renee
Oh this one too.
Nicole
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/475387.Nicole
Oh this one too.
Nicole
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/475387.Nicole
I don't think I read Caroline. Highly rated.
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/588843.Caroline
Nora! I read Nora.
https://litbysunfire.wordpress.com/2013/05/27/nora-quick-noted/
Veronica. I think so.
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/1242845.Veronica
Jessica? Maybe not.
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/841052.Jessica
The one that makes me think about food the most is Renee. Italian food.
Oh look at that! Renee won an award.
https://www.romancewiki.com/Renee
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/588843.Caroline
Nora! I read Nora.
https://litbysunfire.wordpress.com/2013/05/27/nora-quick-noted/
Veronica. I think so.
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/1242845.Veronica
Jessica? Maybe not.
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/841052.Jessica
The one that makes me think about food the most is Renee. Italian food.
Oh look at that! Renee won an award.
https://www.romancewiki.com/Renee
Appropriate
Car got a water pump and needs a new computer.
https://www.frugalwoods.com/2018/07/20/car-parts-and-other-june-2018-expenditures/
https://www.frugalwoods.com/2018/07/20/car-parts-and-other-june-2018-expenditures/
Thursday, July 19, 2018
a gum feeling...
trying to buy someone gum to compensate for the salty behavior of the TSA agent is okay
There are other things, however...
Some say it may be dumb to be angry about this, but it happens.
https://www.myatlantichealthsolutions.com/fertility-infertility-resources-for-patients/2016/5/26/7-things-infertile-women-hate-hearing
P. Copeland says infertility is like not owning a BMW. Really? Where does lack of BMW make some people throw themselves over cliffs, or get ostracized, outcast and dehumanized.
This is incredibly worthy of anger:
https://www.theguardian.com/global-development/2018/jul/13/destroyed-girl-she-was-toll-pregnancy-paraguay-children
https://www.myatlantichealthsolutions.com/fertility-infertility-resources-for-patients/2016/5/26/7-things-infertile-women-hate-hearing
P. Copeland says infertility is like not owning a BMW. Really? Where does lack of BMW make some people throw themselves over cliffs, or get ostracized, outcast and dehumanized.
This is incredibly worthy of anger:
https://www.theguardian.com/global-development/2018/jul/13/destroyed-girl-she-was-toll-pregnancy-paraguay-children
Of all things
in the world to get mad about...
https://www.vox.com/platform/amp/2018/7/18/17585950/she-ra-redesign-controversy-netflix
really
https://www.vox.com/platform/amp/2018/7/18/17585950/she-ra-redesign-controversy-netflix
really
But all the nice qualities tho
My brother absolutely never succumbs to using self-loathing as a self-protective shield.
Wednesday, July 18, 2018
Butterfly
This is cool but...
http://www.kathyloknows.com/why-type-of-entrepreneur-are-you/
Why are on phone again
http://www.kathyloknows.com/why-type-of-entrepreneur-are-you/
Why are on phone again
This was a nice drink
It would also look cute if the table had something like these:
https://www.katespadehomegifts.com.au/kate-spade-new-york-with-a-twist-salt-pepper.html
And if there were new coffee shop chairs
https://www.hgtv.com/shows/the-high-low-project/spend-or-save-the-high-and-low-list-pictures
Sounds very B.
"Perversely, he claims the thing he's proudest of is 'the bird cage'"
~ E. Grice
https://www.telegraph.co.uk/culture/photography/7368664/Lord-Snowdon-Taking-photographs-is-a-very-nasty-thing-to-do.html
~ E. Grice
https://www.telegraph.co.uk/culture/photography/7368664/Lord-Snowdon-Taking-photographs-is-a-very-nasty-thing-to-do.html
Prin~cess
M
https://www.avclub.com/the-crown-gives-princess-margaret-the-1950s-melodrama-s-1821204133
Oh well,
https://www.telegraph.co.uk/culture/books/non_fictionreviews/3554322/Lord-Snowdon-small-in-stature-big-in-bed.html
I guess the 6 week vacations aren't enough for some people.
https://www.townandcountrymag.com/society/news/a9255/princess-margaret-lord-snowdon-relationship/
https://www.avclub.com/the-crown-gives-princess-margaret-the-1950s-melodrama-s-1821204133
Oh well,
https://www.telegraph.co.uk/culture/books/non_fictionreviews/3554322/Lord-Snowdon-small-in-stature-big-in-bed.html
I guess the 6 week vacations aren't enough for some people.
https://www.townandcountrymag.com/society/news/a9255/princess-margaret-lord-snowdon-relationship/
Tuesday, July 17, 2018
And memoirs and plays and opera and...
I like Garbage.
She's like...artist singing to herself.
Later...
http://www.wbur.org/dearsugar/2018/07/17/young-isolated-with-shirley-manson
She's like...artist singing to herself.
Later...
http://www.wbur.org/dearsugar/2018/07/17/young-isolated-with-shirley-manson
I have a reincarnation orientation
She made a great impression on me, especially this past year. She wanted to help people. She was very young and pregnant when we met. She had something difficult to accomplish and she did it. She faced a lot of criticism. I felt she was around even though she was gone. I bet she will come back.
Monday, July 16, 2018
what are they doing
I don't know what they are doing...
spirits with movie
https://www.theatlantic.com/entertainment/archive/2017/06/the-film-thats-missing-from-the-centurys-greatest-lists/530358/
paperplanesonginvasion
return of the goat film
https://www.rogerebert.com/reviews/le-quattro-volte-2011
this is a short one
https://www.indiefarmer.com/2017/03/29/short-film-the-girgentana-goat/
spirits with movie
https://www.theatlantic.com/entertainment/archive/2017/06/the-film-thats-missing-from-the-centurys-greatest-lists/530358/
paperplanesonginvasion
return of the goat film
https://www.rogerebert.com/reviews/le-quattro-volte-2011
this is a short one
https://www.indiefarmer.com/2017/03/29/short-film-the-girgentana-goat/
what seems the thing
if you don't avoid your problems
http://www.dana.org/Cerebrum/2000/Wounds_That_Time_Won%E2%80%99t_Heal__The_Neurobiology_of_Child_Abuse/
maybe you can find better ways of doing things
https://www.theguardian.com/uk-news/2018/jun/28/it-never-stops-shaping-you-the-legacy-of-child-sexual-abuse-and-how-to-survive-it
if you avoid your problems
https://www.thestar.com/opinion/star-columnists/2018/07/10/do-some-nations-plain-dislike-children.html
maybe you become the problem people want to avoid
http://www.dana.org/Cerebrum/2000/Wounds_That_Time_Won%E2%80%99t_Heal__The_Neurobiology_of_Child_Abuse/
maybe you can find better ways of doing things
https://www.theguardian.com/uk-news/2018/jun/28/it-never-stops-shaping-you-the-legacy-of-child-sexual-abuse-and-how-to-survive-it
if you avoid your problems
https://www.thestar.com/opinion/star-columnists/2018/07/10/do-some-nations-plain-dislike-children.html
maybe you become the problem people want to avoid
I am.so sorry
I feel a lot of pain in my back right now.
It is so very dreadful.
It's like my organs hurt.
This stuff needs to be healed.
I hope I am not sick.
Heartbreaking stuff.
It is so very dreadful.
It's like my organs hurt.
This stuff needs to be healed.
I hope I am not sick.
Heartbreaking stuff.
Sunday, July 15, 2018
Sampling
Christian
http://guidetospiritualawakening.com/still-small-voice-within/
Haha
http://gailbrenner.com/2010/03/the-art-of-listening-to-the-still-small-voice-within/
More...
https://lonerwolf.com/intuition/
https://kripalu.org/presenters-programs/still-small-voice-within-meditation-focusing-and-intuition-training
http://www.nlplifetraining.com/content/still-small-voice-within
http://thewisdomdaily.com/still-small-voice/
http://guidetospiritualawakening.com/still-small-voice-within/
Haha
http://gailbrenner.com/2010/03/the-art-of-listening-to-the-still-small-voice-within/
More...
https://lonerwolf.com/intuition/
https://kripalu.org/presenters-programs/still-small-voice-within-meditation-focusing-and-intuition-training
http://www.nlplifetraining.com/content/still-small-voice-within
http://thewisdomdaily.com/still-small-voice/
another perk
When I hang out with nature, I feel closer to Jesus, who told me he's a fan of "the still, small voice within."
From the 80s and still around...
When I was a kid on the island, there was a magazine that introduced me to this guy's art and music.
https://www.musicforhealthyliving.com/
Art & Music...
https://www.musicforhealthyliving.com/
Art & Music...
Avoided it for a fair amount of time
Then after I read friend's memoir, I was like, would any class assign this?
:-/
Sigh. My. personal. opinion: some people need to do energy work, to clear anger and trauma held in the body. Of course, some people don't seem to want to listen if they have gotten used to dealing with stuff by filling life with tons of distractions for a long time.
Got some feelings
Got some feelings like a friend is saying she did not get huge helpings of sympathy when she was published.
https://www.theglobeandmail.com/life/deconstructing-the-monster-margaux-fragosos-memoir-of-abuse/article569079/
https://www.theglobeandmail.com/life/deconstructing-the-monster-margaux-fragosos-memoir-of-abuse/article569079/
And after a mere 27 years...
They have acquired a Gentileschi.
https://hyperallergic.com/451309/artemisia-gentileschi-national-gallery-london/
I would like a print of that one.
https://hyperallergic.com/451309/artemisia-gentileschi-national-gallery-london/
I would like a print of that one.
"Oh industry..."
I had the yen to watch the "Oh Industry" number from Beaches after reading this...
https://quartzy.qz.com/1323948/a-1905-new-york-times-article-asked-publishing-giants-what-they-thought-of-women-novelists/
When we were kids, a good friend and I really liked that one.
https://quartzy.qz.com/1323948/a-1905-new-york-times-article-asked-publishing-giants-what-they-thought-of-women-novelists/
When we were kids, a good friend and I really liked that one.
Saturday, July 14, 2018
Divine awkward fool stuff
Alfred the Great is dead but not entirely... Royalty's likeness is stored away in a vault... I. is doing her nun dance... T. is doing his nanny / house servant dance... I am in a vault with M. Prankster who is singing Irresponsible Woman & Arm's Length & Spill...I am merely temporarily delusional, and of course above all of that...I perch on the arm of something spiritual... perhaps it has elements of Islam, Christianity, Natural Laws...the Hard Way is the only way because the other ways are too old now and they are more painful than death...the universe asks a lot but grants isolation and space for healing...it asks for more and more and more...I am going to read my spiritual books and magazines...something at which I feel I can excel.
Acculturation
Women who don't fit a certain beauty or fertility standard should not be so undervalued just because it has been engrained in some people's conscious or subconcious habits to do so.
"In some developing countries, the consequences of infertility—which can include ostracism, physical abuse and even suicide—are heartbreaking. 'If you are infertile in some cultures, you are less than a dog,' says Willem Ombelet of the Genk Institute for Fertility Technology in Belgium. Women are often uneducated, so their only identity comes from being moms. 'It [infertility] is an issue of profound human suffering, particularly for women,' says Marcia Inhorn, professor of anthropology and international affairs at Yale University. 'It's a human-rights issue.'"
-- BY KAREN SPRINGEN
~ http://www.newsweek.com/how-women-around-world-cope-infertility-89405
Cultures are made up of people.
"A 2010 study published in the Journal of Applied Psychology found that 'very heavy' women banked $19,000 less than their peers of 'average weight,' while 'very thin' women earned a dramatic $22,000 more per year. What’s more, a weight gain of 25 pounds was found to be linked to an annual salary decrease of $14,000 per year."
~ https://moneyish.com/ish/only-15-of-hiring-managers-would-consider-hiring-an-overweight-woman/
"Even being as little as 13 pounds overweight resulted in $9,000 less per year. I hope this demonstrates that this issue is not exclusively of concern to the very fat, but women in general."
~ https://www.xojane.com/issues/weight-discrimination-at-work
These are things that people do.
"In some developing countries, the consequences of infertility—which can include ostracism, physical abuse and even suicide—are heartbreaking. 'If you are infertile in some cultures, you are less than a dog,' says Willem Ombelet of the Genk Institute for Fertility Technology in Belgium. Women are often uneducated, so their only identity comes from being moms. 'It [infertility] is an issue of profound human suffering, particularly for women,' says Marcia Inhorn, professor of anthropology and international affairs at Yale University. 'It's a human-rights issue.'"
-- BY KAREN SPRINGEN
~ http://www.newsweek.com/how-women-around-world-cope-infertility-89405
Cultures are made up of people.
"A 2010 study published in the Journal of Applied Psychology found that 'very heavy' women banked $19,000 less than their peers of 'average weight,' while 'very thin' women earned a dramatic $22,000 more per year. What’s more, a weight gain of 25 pounds was found to be linked to an annual salary decrease of $14,000 per year."
~ https://moneyish.com/ish/only-15-of-hiring-managers-would-consider-hiring-an-overweight-woman/
"Even being as little as 13 pounds overweight resulted in $9,000 less per year. I hope this demonstrates that this issue is not exclusively of concern to the very fat, but women in general."
~ https://www.xojane.com/issues/weight-discrimination-at-work
These are things that people do.
Travel snacks
Even though it was not the smartest thing I have ever done, I am okay with my choice of buying candied peanuts.
Ptarmigans have talents
WT ptarmigan flutter flight and display call by ktbirding.com
https://www.audubon.org/news/five-bird-calls-will-make-you-laugh
The ridiculousness
What is this madness? This sucks.
https://www.stereogum.com/2005745/grimes-granted-restraining-order-against-caped-intruder-carrying-3-computer-mice/news/
Gah, fame-ness risks.
https://www.stereogum.com/2005745/grimes-granted-restraining-order-against-caped-intruder-carrying-3-computer-mice/news/
Gah, fame-ness risks.
BirdsBirdsBirds
“'It’s important to stress that, to each other, none of these birds sound dumb,' says Lund. 'They probably sound like some bird version of Pavarotti or Sinatra.'”
~ E. Silber
~ https://www.audubon.org/news/five-bird-calls-will-make-you-laugh
~ E. Silber
~ https://www.audubon.org/news/five-bird-calls-will-make-you-laugh
That bird again
Maybe caring about all kinds of women is part of caring about the environment.
"It takes a lot of time and dedication to manage." ~ Jennifer, 37
~ https://metro.co.uk/2018/06/20/women-reveal-what-its-like-to-live-with-polycystic-ovary-syndrome-7609934/
"It takes a lot of time and dedication to manage." ~ Jennifer, 37
~ https://metro.co.uk/2018/06/20/women-reveal-what-its-like-to-live-with-polycystic-ovary-syndrome-7609934/
Bought these
Ages
&
https://www.influenster.com/reviews/ferrara-pan-boston-baked-beans-original-candy-coated-peanuts
Ages
Ago
There are so many women giving that candy good reviews on that site.
&
https://www.influenster.com/reviews/ferrara-pan-boston-baked-beans-original-candy-coated-peanuts
Ages
Ago
There are so many women giving that candy good reviews on that site.
So anyway, change of scenery
I think the good Jesus likes good energy healers and reiki.
Man: Take this, he's a good guy.
Angel: Actually, you may not do so. However, you may smile.
Man: Take this, he's a good guy.
Angel: Actually, you may not do so. However, you may smile.
good dream
I went to the top of a building and lay on a mattress
Very high, surprisingly unafraid of heights, until...
Just a little bit afraid...maybe an earthquake...
A wind came and toppled me and the mattress
Fortunately the building was not so high after all
It just had really great views
And all of my things were blowing everywhere
I had to hastily gather them up and go back in my car
Not a safe dream, but an interesting one
Very high, surprisingly unafraid of heights, until...
Just a little bit afraid...maybe an earthquake...
A wind came and toppled me and the mattress
Fortunately the building was not so high after all
It just had really great views
And all of my things were blowing everywhere
I had to hastily gather them up and go back in my car
Not a safe dream, but an interesting one
I have to think of my kidneys
Friend:
"You should take the card.
You're missing a big opportunity."
And the best:
"He's been to JPL lots of times."
That's so luxuriux
I have thought about getting a pedicure for a long time because there is a massaging chair aspect and the end result is pleasing to look at.
Thinking about characters
These films were all good. I might have seen them in backwards order, starting with Red.
https://www.theguardian.com/film/2011/nov/10/have-three-colours-faded
This review of Judy Blume's Otherwise Known As... is pretty funny.
https://www.theguardian.com/film/2011/nov/10/have-three-colours-faded
This review of Judy Blume's Otherwise Known As... is pretty funny.
People can have healthy fun...
Is this another way of saying being too much of a hardass can kill ppl
and~and~and
is there any higher level guidance
GUI
Dance
reason why a person would choose to sit in last class next to one who insists on an aisle seat and gets up to pee every 15 minutes and did it have anything to do with the free rice crispy treat which she wasn't going to eat but then did after someone else took one
Do u know I wonder
why are mornings so terrible when a person has eaten a smidgen of unhealthy food the day before ~ or maybe more especially the evening before ~ is there any higher level guidance reason
Second wish(es)
More water and healers.
Body is very specific.
Water and healing vibes now.
Not exhausting entertainments.
Agua y vibraciones curativas para este cuerpo.
Body is very specific.
Water and healing vibes now.
Not exhausting entertainments.
Agua y vibraciones curativas para este cuerpo.
My wish is simple
Please improve my body.
Currently super thirsty.
2 waters and a ginger tea next to me.
We need compassion and healing.
I could cry.
Currently super thirsty.
2 waters and a ginger tea next to me.
We need compassion and healing.
I could cry.
Friday, July 13, 2018
HistoryHistory
I would read
https://www.irishtimes.com/culture/books/the-secret-lives-of-colour-by-kassia-st-clair-1.3225489
I feel very introverted and there is a show that was just recommended to me.
https://www.nytimes.com/2016/03/31/arts/television/very-british-problems-tv-review.html?nytmobile=0
https://www.irishtimes.com/culture/books/the-secret-lives-of-colour-by-kassia-st-clair-1.3225489
I feel very introverted and there is a show that was just recommended to me.
https://www.nytimes.com/2016/03/31/arts/television/very-british-problems-tv-review.html?nytmobile=0
Wonder why
"If you truly take care of yourself, you will actually be helping others" is easy advice to give to other people but...
This culture...
This culture...
I bet he even wonders
If he gets treated so much just because he's hot...is it really fair...
http://www.sun-sentinel.com/news/nationworld/fl-reg-hot-convict-girlfriend-baby-20180327-story.html
Probably had a hot grandpa.
https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/worldviews/wp/2018/02/07/meet-cheddar-man-first-modern-britons-had-dark-skin-and-blue-eyes/
http://www.sun-sentinel.com/news/nationworld/fl-reg-hot-convict-girlfriend-baby-20180327-story.html
Probably had a hot grandpa.
https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/worldviews/wp/2018/02/07/meet-cheddar-man-first-modern-britons-had-dark-skin-and-blue-eyes/
This is a nice trick
Cinderella Transformation Cosplay
https://gfycat.com/FlawlessExhaustedAfricanparadiseflycatcher
They should have it in beauty pageants.
Can you believe what the original title was
http://mentalfloss.com/article/67263/13-old-time-facts-about-risky-business
https://gfycat.com/FlawlessExhaustedAfricanparadiseflycatcher
They should have it in beauty pageants.
Can you believe what the original title was
http://mentalfloss.com/article/67263/13-old-time-facts-about-risky-business
Alternatively
What moral theory
does a beauty pageant mother embody?
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/food-thought/201211/princess-proxy-explaining-extreme-pageant-moms
https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/food-thought/201211/princess-proxy-explaining-extreme-pageant-moms
School's in for summer
Hey kids, so do you think it would be fun to look at any very specific situation in which one of your parent(s) confronted a challenge and based on how they dealt with it, infer a moral theory that the parent(s) embodied at that time?
Sometimes you have fun in life
Some things are fun like a game but then for some reason it gets too much and then all you want is normal conversation.
A certain street
led to a museum which holds a certain Rubens portrait which is apparently locked away in a vault indefinitely...(why...do people think older women who become nuns are too boring...that was quite disappointing...would really like to see it sometime)
These were in the "Huh, I'm gonna stare a little longer" category:
Mars and Venus
Heavy Circles
The Flower Vendor
and
The Stone Breakers
especially.
These were in the "Huh, I'm gonna stare a little longer" category:
Mars and Venus
Heavy Circles
The Flower Vendor
and
The Stone Breakers
especially.
In the realm of water pollution
Silicon Valley has a problem, too, maybe?
https://www.fastcompany.com/90201098/is-silicon-valley-doomed-to-become-the-next-detroit
Because every place has problems?
http://wkar.org/post/book-tells-dr-mona-hanna-attishas-story-flint-water-crisis#stream/0
"MHA: I will not drink the tap water in Flint, nor will I drink it anywhere else. This process has taught me a lot about water quality in our nation and I have learned that the federal laws, the rules on the books, specifically the lead and copper rules, are weak."
https://www.fastcompany.com/90201098/is-silicon-valley-doomed-to-become-the-next-detroit
Because every place has problems?
http://wkar.org/post/book-tells-dr-mona-hanna-attishas-story-flint-water-crisis#stream/0
"MHA: I will not drink the tap water in Flint, nor will I drink it anywhere else. This process has taught me a lot about water quality in our nation and I have learned that the federal laws, the rules on the books, specifically the lead and copper rules, are weak."
In the realm of improving society and the world
This topic is here to stay: "Why is Silicon Valley so Awful to Women"
https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2017/04/why-is-silicon-valley-so-awful-to-women/517788/
https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2017/04/why-is-silicon-valley-so-awful-to-women/517788/
That little wave of change
On a positive note at least 3-4 kind people showed up and stood out from the crowd. MAYBE its even higher, like 5-7.
Thursday, July 12, 2018
Imagining a river
A place to be reborn and shed tears.
The disillusionment is really strong right now.
It's like a very bad illness.
People have been so petty.
The disillusionment is really strong right now.
It's like a very bad illness.
People have been so petty.
If only
If only you would just go along with the program...
Make life easier...
Babysit...
Change last name...
Fit into nuclear family model to make Trumpian era more bearable...
But what if it is medically impossible.
Make life easier...
Babysit...
Change last name...
Fit into nuclear family model to make Trumpian era more bearable...
But what if it is medically impossible.
Why the need
Wasn't there an amusement park ride that people stood inside and they spun around really really fast? Like you could flip upside down but still be stuck to the edges. I did not ride on it. Maybe it was a place visited while dreaming.
A terrible recipe for motion sickness.
A terrible recipe for motion sickness.
Woe to the attitude
That birch.
She had a fight with her tree friend.
Now the contributions to the arboretum are dwindling.
She had a fight with her tree friend.
Now the contributions to the arboretum are dwindling.
Adoration factor
It would seem.
If you want a certain type of man to treat you nicely, you should be a little girl.
Definitely do not be an ex-employee or ex-wife.
If you want a certain type of man to treat you nicely, you should be a little girl.
Definitely do not be an ex-employee or ex-wife.
Funny and weird
I would like to see one of his shows sometime.
https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2017/10/16/edgar-olivers-delectably-odd-one-man-show
https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2017/10/16/edgar-olivers-delectably-odd-one-man-show
Didn't quite get to make the balls
I just stress-ate a bunch of pureed coconut flakes mixed with maple syrup. Well, there are worse things.
I sense pearls of wisdom here!
"WHY IT’S BETTER TO ‘LET YOURSELF GO’ AND EAT INTUITIVELY"
https://wellseek.co/2018/01/04/better-let-go-eat-intuitively/
https://wellseek.co/2018/01/04/better-let-go-eat-intuitively/
How Life Improves 3
Just take a break from the internet and watch/pet/feed/talk to/learn
FROM A BIRD
FROM A BIRD
Ha ha ha
"The insulin resistance is strong with this one."
~ https://www.pinterest.com/pcosinformation/pcos-positivity-humor/
~ https://www.pinterest.com/pcosinformation/pcos-positivity-humor/
There's a bird in a tree
She sounds like a sad dog whining.
Maybe she's sad about health problems.
Tumor on the pituitary gland?
WHY DOES THIS SOCIETY TREAT WOMEN LIKE CRAP
Just plain run-of-the-mill PCOS?
People who used to seem nice being jealous and gossipy is also a health problem.
Maybe she's sad about health problems.
Tumor on the pituitary gland?
WHY DOES THIS SOCIETY TREAT WOMEN LIKE CRAP
Just plain run-of-the-mill PCOS?
People who used to seem nice being jealous and gossipy is also a health problem.
Good show
about failures...
https://slate.com/culture/2018/07/nailed-it-hosts-nicole-byer-and-jacques-torres-are-the-netflix-series-secret-sauce.html
I want to say failures like the World Cup announcers say...
https://slate.com/culture/2018/07/nailed-it-hosts-nicole-byer-and-jacques-torres-are-the-netflix-series-secret-sauce.html
I want to say failures like the World Cup announcers say...
Well, hmmm
Some of the cadets reason wrongly.
https://www.military.com/daily-news/2018/07/10/west-point-shifts-focus-sexual-assault-awareness-program.html
https://www.military.com/daily-news/2018/07/10/west-point-shifts-focus-sexual-assault-awareness-program.html
It was icky
When I had to be around obnoxious drunk people all the time just to bring home a paltry paycheck while everyone was losing their jobs, I didn't even like alcohol a lot of the time.
https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/targeting-drunk-women-accounts-for-sexual-aggression-not-blurred-lines/
I used to envy my future self because I couldn't be her yet.
Then the older woman who had been a hostess for twenty years before they let her go came around looking for a job.
I used to envy my future self because I couldn't be her yet.
Then the older woman who had been a hostess for twenty years before they let her go came around looking for a job.
How come?
One time I was in my early thirties with an advanced degree, untreated PCOS & anxiety, and forever taking multiple trips to see sick and PTSD-riddled family members (fear of death), in an establishment patronized by NSF and DHS people who needed to unwind from their stressful jobs on...I forget was it $1 or $2 pint night...oh and they still had smoking in the bars back then...that was fun, coming to work sick and inhaling all that...
Whew. I am in a better place now.
What's this one like.
http://knowledge.wharton.upenn.edu/article/breaking-up-the-boys-club-of-silicon-valley/
Whew. I am in a better place now.
What's this one like.
http://knowledge.wharton.upenn.edu/article/breaking-up-the-boys-club-of-silicon-valley/
Up reading
More about this.
https://www.cbsnews.com/amp/news/thai-cave-rescue-video-shows-just-how-close-divers-came-to-disaster/
I am really quite susceptible.
https://www.forbes.com/sites/davidbressan/2018/07/08/why-hydrogeology-plays-such-an-important-role-in-the-thailand-cave-rescue-operation/
Another map...
https://www.channelnewsasia.com/news/asia/inside-thai-cave-tham-luang-navy-seals-recount-rescue-10521826
&
https://www.nytimes.com/2018/07/10/world/asia/thailand-cave-soccer-stateless.html
https://www.cbsnews.com/amp/news/thai-cave-rescue-video-shows-just-how-close-divers-came-to-disaster/
I am really quite susceptible.
https://www.forbes.com/sites/davidbressan/2018/07/08/why-hydrogeology-plays-such-an-important-role-in-the-thailand-cave-rescue-operation/
Another map...
https://www.channelnewsasia.com/news/asia/inside-thai-cave-tham-luang-navy-seals-recount-rescue-10521826
&
https://www.nytimes.com/2018/07/10/world/asia/thailand-cave-soccer-stateless.html
Human extraversion
This person could be an interesting practitioner.
https://stem4innovation.tamu.edu/about/speakers/rivera/
https://stem4innovation.tamu.edu/about/speakers/rivera/
Wednesday, July 11, 2018
What a dilemma
at least this is an interesting one.
http://www.frugalwoods.com/2018/07/11/reader-case-study-should-we-buy-a-campground-and-laundromat/
Come complain about that.
http://www.frugalwoods.com/2018/07/11/reader-case-study-should-we-buy-a-campground-and-laundromat/
Come complain about that.
I like learning things
but I do not want to listen to people with high salaries complain about their financial problems. Who cares? I just killed another roach even though we finally called the LL a few weeks ago about them, and I haven't had things like "my nails done" since 2010. I don't need to listen to people whining about not being able to afford a pricey house in a pricey area when I am enjoying my budget "taking the waters" experience. People who whine about that stuff seem like maybe they have been babysat as adults, in one form or another.
Hmmm, more interesting details
Like about how a lower water level created a stronger current.
https://gizmodo.com/thai-boys-were-reportedly-sedated-and-in-a-semi-conscio-1827520635/amp
And the very sharp stones.
https://gizmodo.com/thai-boys-were-reportedly-sedated-and-in-a-semi-conscio-1827520635/amp
And the very sharp stones.
The 2nd most favorite news item I read today
https://www.theguardian.com/education/2017/jun/22/teenage-boys-wear-skirts-to-school-protest-no-shorts-uniform-policy
And I guess it's from last month but that is fine.
And I guess it's from last month but that is fine.
Great
This is full of promise.
I am really impressed.
I am getting a clue now.
I can be a better person.
I am really impressed.
I am getting a clue now.
I can be a better person.
This is really amazing though
Really.
The conditions
https://www.cnn.com/2018/07/11/asia/thai-cave-rescue-aftermath-intl/index.html
Australian doctor
https://www.bbc.com/news/world-australia-44789693
Divers
https://www.bbc.com/news/world-asia-44782132
The conditions
https://www.cnn.com/2018/07/11/asia/thai-cave-rescue-aftermath-intl/index.html
Australian doctor
https://www.bbc.com/news/world-australia-44789693
Divers
https://www.bbc.com/news/world-asia-44782132
Laugh actually
When your dreams have a weird flavor of midlife crisis/teenage angst.
you: well what about going to Amsterdam
ex: I've been there but it's not good for me to be around drugs
you: well there's more to do in Amsterdam than drugs
ex: starts freaking out and screaming at you about sex and marriagable partners
you: well what about going to Amsterdam
ex: I've been there but it's not good for me to be around drugs
you: well there's more to do in Amsterdam than drugs
ex: starts freaking out and screaming at you about sex and marriagable partners
Nice idea
When the 12-year-old genius grows up, women in this country will have proper healthcare and she won't be expected to babysit her adult coworkers...
Cycle tracking ideas
An app with a little video game easter egg of a happy dog ironing into a snarling soldiers afire breathing dragon and the character with the least amount of experience gets fried to a crispy toast.
See also immature boy men with high salaries getting babysat for no good reason really.
See also immature boy men with high salaries getting babysat for no good reason really.
So crative
What about a snappy account for chronically ill women with menstrual disorders.
She lounged. He made tea and cleaned. Theirs was a dream alliance.
Synch a dream about a male parent type figure flying and not caring about motion sickness.ugh.
She lounged. He made tea and cleaned. Theirs was a dream alliance.
Synch a dream about a male parent type figure flying and not caring about motion sickness.ugh.
I am feeling
there was at least one boy who was scared and didn't want to dive but they all did it.
https://www.vox.com/2018/7/9/17548512/thai-cave-rescue-soccer-boys-meditation-buddhism
https://www.vox.com/2018/7/9/17548512/thai-cave-rescue-soccer-boys-meditation-buddhism
Sorrysleep
Sandalwood oil
I think some people are easily annoyed by figureheads. Most people who don't have that as their calling (footballing) still wish to have their talents and contributions acknowledged as well as those of people they love or admire.
I think some people are easily annoyed by figureheads. Most people who don't have that as their calling (footballing) still wish to have their talents and contributions acknowledged as well as those of people they love or admire.
Tuesday, July 10, 2018
Pardon berry
Wolfberry
http://www.phoenixtearsnursery.com/wolfberries-as-good-as-it-can-get.html
I think I forget this stuff on purpose just so I can surprise myself again.
https://www.oola.com/lifestyle/2285961/13-shocking-foods-that-arent-what-you-thought-they-were/
http://www.phoenixtearsnursery.com/wolfberries-as-good-as-it-can-get.html
I think I forget this stuff on purpose just so I can surprise myself again.
https://www.oola.com/lifestyle/2285961/13-shocking-foods-that-arent-what-you-thought-they-were/
Monday, July 09, 2018
Fun idea...
Coco-themed birthday party
https://www.instagram.com/p/BhGFhyzhb_j/?taken-by=worthyoflovela
https://www.instagram.com/p/BhGFhyzhb_j/?taken-by=worthyoflovela
Out there
Just because
http://www.pianc-aipcn.org/workingwithnature.php
I'm not the best role model
https://www.ecoshape.org/en/the-building-with-nature-philosophy/
does not mean
http://www.perelandra-ltd.com/Book-Excerpt-Co-Creative-Science-W34.aspx
that the ideas are not good.
http://www.pianc-aipcn.org/workingwithnature.php
I'm not the best role model
https://www.ecoshape.org/en/the-building-with-nature-philosophy/
does not mean
http://www.perelandra-ltd.com/Book-Excerpt-Co-Creative-Science-W34.aspx
that the ideas are not good.