And that is when God or Jesus said

"It is not the place for you."

"You're right, Jesus."

"That group has men and women in it who are so misogynist, dishonest, and brainwashed about gender roles, it literally makes me want to throw up, and thats even after I give myself a pep talk about forgiving, etc."

"It is not the place for you."

"Yes, Jesus. Thank you, Jesus."