What the body may say

I need what it says in books about angels, compassion and healing to become more powerful in my life because they are energy forces that can be supportive of soneone who has a number of things throwing her off at The moment. The corrupt government and institutions and old fashioned beliefs and most of all, lack of stable, good medical care...all of this needs spiritual assistance. In another time, maybe I would have had kids. I cannot have them now. This is another grief. It's mingling with the knowledge of women who were valued only for making babies and did not have enough choice in the past about reproductive rights. The pain is real, and its physical, emotional, everything...earthly institutions were not very helpful recently.