I like Angel books and nature

I know it must get better, hope the ground can eat up waves of crushing disappointment....and beyond that, it's like spirits of women institutionalized by the patriarchy and tribes facing genocide were buried deep and I need higher powers to make it better. Like spiritual help is going to be what makes it okay....it might be Jesus or songs or a cat or maybe even people sometimes...if I breathe the right way maybe chemicals will shift or alter into something that gives life and hope...there are those that scoff or make themselves believe that you are being overly dramatic but they don't feel it and that's why it's most important to focus on healing. Very valuable it is. The need to heal is beyond words and people who can feel that have to know and believe that it can happen and it will happen...