I need to pray

Dear Mary and Jesus and Special Uterus Fairy, Now you know the cramps no one deserves are back. I did a castor oil pack or maybe a half-version of it. I have the heating pad. I took ibuprofen. Ginger tea is downstairs and it seems far away. I have a cold too. I want to be happy in this body. It's not the easiest body but I want to be happier in it. I want to eat better. Okay. Maybe cut down or cut out anything with wheat or dairy. My face hurts but some of the pain went away and I am grateful. Grateful,grateful, greatly grateful. Happy grateful day to you....