????

I felt something. I felt as if I could say"I was having fun. And you crushed it. With your controlling..." And then it was weird...
It was like a switch flipped... "Now turn around" I imagined a voice saying it, controlling a young boy...too much control...

Now I really don't know what to do.
I articulated, to myself at least, something about control...then something flipped and it was like hearing an adult voice was controlling the actions of a boy to an unhealthy degree. Does a child who was controlled become a controlling adult...who then always wants to break free...sad and difficult... it's been a strange experience.