Thursday, December 31, 2015
Brilliance
If u put it on a flash drive and insert it into the TV of the slowass processor, the beginning of Idiocracy is worth it.
This!
CA Earthquake Authority
A commercial for it came on.
Maybe it's important!
Who knows?
I guess we'll see.
A commercial for it came on.
Maybe it's important!
Who knows?
I guess we'll see.
Goals
1) Never buy another piece-of-crap TV.
2) Could I please maybe...marry a hermitage.
3) A hermitage could be my groom.
4) People camping out in the cold on Colorado Blvd are a special kind of people; god bless them and their happiness.
2) Could I please maybe...marry a hermitage.
3) A hermitage could be my groom.
4) People camping out in the cold on Colorado Blvd are a special kind of people; god bless them and their happiness.
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rollaroundonthefloor
Polishing off Prosecco and working up to the Grapefruit Sculpin...
Tomorrow Is My Turn
Waterboy
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Tomorrow Is My Turn
Waterboy
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She's Got You, Black Is The Color, etc. etc. etc.
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Huh.
http://www.npr.org/2015/01/09/376083775/rhiannon-giddens-black-is-the-color
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Huh.
http://www.npr.org/2015/01/09/376083775/rhiannon-giddens-black-is-the-color
Bellisima musica otra vez
Nice to watch after a bout of cleaning...
Blood Like Lemonade
Gimme Your Love
Blindfold
"this is why..."
You ate some healthy food and now you can't leave the house and you can't clean up and there's sun outside so you will make yourself go outside and try to stop feeling guilty about not cleaning or any of that other stuff really you will go outside and things will start happening now maybe or soon okay let's knit a few rows then go outside and later the cleaning will happen too and stuff will get thrown away and it will get organized. One Thing At A Time.
what...
That looks pretty bad so if there's only been minor injuries that is good.
http://www.thenewage.co.za/huge-fire-erupts-at-dubai-hotel-site-of-new-year-celebrations/
http://www.thenewage.co.za/huge-fire-erupts-at-dubai-hotel-site-of-new-year-celebrations/
Food TV ideas
They could have shows that are not only about the quality of the food but how the timing of how each dish is served affects the meal...or maybe tea ceremonies...
it's almost tonight
wow, parties...you could drink so much...or ask how are you going to start taking better care of yourself in this next phase of your life besides just weight loss and some sky-being hovers and explains, there you go again eyeing that table of goodies but it still seems as if you will get tripped if you dare to go near it...why do you think that is...what kinds of tools are around to assist...you can try to imagine...temperance...
Nice quote
"they spoke to a part of myself I didn't recognize and couldn't acknowledge"
C.R. Andrews, 2015 review of Boys for Pele.
C.R. Andrews, 2015 review of Boys for Pele.
Wednesday, December 30, 2015
Artistic quilt
A quilt with a theme; one a person could hang on a wall and admire...
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Query
Q: So how come you're still stuck and don't really know what you're doing?
A: Because a part of me just wants to be stuck and not really know what I am doing! Obv.
A: Because a part of me just wants to be stuck and not really know what I am doing! Obv.
Hmmm, food for quote
"Getting between people and their food is like standing in front of a speeding train; the act of being stopped in compulsive behavior is not exactly met with good cheer."
Page 3, Women Food and God
Page 3, Women Food and God
Wish for the new year
I hope people on the planet get better at having fun while being genuinely interested in the well-being of themselves and others.
Quote Float
"No one type of love is superior to another; they are just different aspects of love. When we tout motherly love as supreme to all other forms of love, we do a great injustice to females who are led to believe that they must achieve motherhood at all costs. When we speak of motherly love as being the one true form of love, we are contributing to the indoctrination of females into Motherhood Catechism."
SAID A MOM on page 13 of The Female Assumption...
SAID A MOM on page 13 of The Female Assumption...
Quotable Christmas Present
A present-book to myself that has arrived.
I looked it over and an impulse came over me.
I need to open you and find an inspiring quote.
What quote shall it be?
Oh find me, quote of utmost importance!
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There it is:
"My husband listened to me for perhaps hundreds of hours on the topics herein."
~ The Female Assumption..., "Acknowledgements"
I looked it over and an impulse came over me.
I need to open you and find an inspiring quote.
What quote shall it be?
Oh find me, quote of utmost importance!
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There it is:
"My husband listened to me for perhaps hundreds of hours on the topics herein."
~ The Female Assumption..., "Acknowledgements"
Xmas Ghost
A ghost needs the world to know that before his life was destroyed, he did get one of his servants to invent your Christmas bread. That is why the ghost made a writer on this website juxtapose a pic of his younger, trimmer self right next to the bread.
http://www.religionenlibertad.com/ludovico-sforza-y-un-campesino-nostalgico-padres-del-panetone-navideno-26588.htm
Buone vacanze
http://www.religionenlibertad.com/ludovico-sforza-y-un-campesino-nostalgico-padres-del-panetone-navideno-26588.htm
Buone vacanze
If 2
http://www.buzzfeed.com/jeanlucbouchard/the-best-webcomics-of-2015
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Oh, imagery block
Tried searching for a quick visual of a "cozy quilt" but cannot decide which one would be suitable. Guess a random blurry picture of building somewhere I've never been to will have to do.
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That's so industrial.
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| http://myyearinphotos.blogspot.com/2007/02/building-quilt.html |
Oooo, it's a barn.
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Tuesday, December 29, 2015
catness
I started to look for the shoe button, and then a cat ran up to me, and now it's eating kibble inside because that's what happens when a cat is psychic.
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The cat liked the swimming pool to drink out of and apparently just wanted to fuel up so it could go out again and dart around in the cold.
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The cat liked the swimming pool to drink out of and apparently just wanted to fuel up so it could go out again and dart around in the cold.
Baffling
I lost a very nice tree button off one of a pair of shoes and I can't tell if I should go wandering the streets at night to look for it or not.
lopsided eating sandwich
"Oh, I took that and now I don't want it anymore. Can you please eat the rest of it for me? PLEASE."
Monday, December 28, 2015
Language use
It's really too bad about those guys who use the word "pussies" to describe people they think are wimpy, not manly enough, etc. You have to wonder if they had hellish childhoods.
$woe$
Y: Well I just think that your financial advisor was very careless with your money.
X: Oh no, it's okay, I told him to do what he wanted with it.
Y: But I think he made a poor and careless decision.
X: Oh, it's okay. I don't mind!
Y: But now he'll think it's okay to be careless with other peoples' money, too.
X: Oh, I'm sure that's not true.
Y: No, I think that is true.
X: Oh no, it's okay, I told him to do what he wanted with it.
Y: But I think he made a poor and careless decision.
X: Oh, it's okay. I don't mind!
Y: But now he'll think it's okay to be careless with other peoples' money, too.
X: Oh, I'm sure that's not true.
Y: No, I think that is true.
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$ Idea.
I would like to apply for a scholarship for people who hallucinate and talk to ghosts.
Or become them.
Or become them.
They
http://www.forbes.com/sites/nextavenue/2014/07/16/women-and-money-management-a-sad-story/
should be high achievers / good at asking for salary increases / and throwing barbecues!
should be high achievers / good at asking for salary increases / and throwing barbecues!
Hmmm
More music video distraction. There I go again. It's a song that was constantly on the radio when I was younger, yet I never saw that video before. I feel like I'm drawn in not so much by the histrionic angst of the singer but the dance sequences...
Hole ~ Violet
Hole ~ Violet
Sunday, December 27, 2015
However
There was brunch at the Officer's Club.
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Tickets to the theater...
Pulp Fiction Trailer
And the time a guy whose dad was also in the military went with me to see Pulp Fiction...
So I was thinking about something
When I was young and I was on that hippie island and then all of a sudden I got whisked away to the east coast and it was a super cliquey high school with all these Republicans and a strict military stepfather and all I wanted to do was to go back to my nice nature loving island and those fucked up friends that smoked pot in the woods and I could not do that...
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Please
come out of the woodwork if weird things ever happen to you.
"Holy...I'm reading this and getting flashbacks of dreams I used to have..."
"Alice, described as wearing pigtails, a long dress, and a small apron, has been seen haunting the turret or tower room of the Victorian, often being seen in the upstairs tower room window. Alice is waiting for her mother and often plays with a young male ghost that also haunts the old Victorian. They reportedly play together on the mansion's gabled roof. She is a ghost who laughs a lot, and due to her love of cats, several of the building's resident felines could often be found in the tower room, usually sleeping near the window. It is believed Alice would actually pet the cats. Alice use to follow around one of the cleaning ladies as the woman went about her daily tasks."
~ The P.C. House
Even if they're just little weird things.
Even if they're not really all that weird.
The other kind of weird people need to hear about it.
"Holy...I'm reading this and getting flashbacks of dreams I used to have..."
"Alice, described as wearing pigtails, a long dress, and a small apron, has been seen haunting the turret or tower room of the Victorian, often being seen in the upstairs tower room window. Alice is waiting for her mother and often plays with a young male ghost that also haunts the old Victorian. They reportedly play together on the mansion's gabled roof. She is a ghost who laughs a lot, and due to her love of cats, several of the building's resident felines could often be found in the tower room, usually sleeping near the window. It is believed Alice would actually pet the cats. Alice use to follow around one of the cleaning ladies as the woman went about her daily tasks."
~ The P.C. House
Even if they're just little weird things.
Even if they're not really all that weird.
The other kind of weird people need to hear about it.
yanying
you know / what that / boy needs / that boy / needs a good / woman / who'll help / him turn / his life around / what that / girls needs / is a fun / little brother / who'll amiably / shove / her head / in a trash / can...
Christmas Music
"Balulalow" and "In Freezing Winter Night" and "Deo Gracias" and...
oh why not the whole thing...
Benjamin Britten ~ A Ceremony of Carols
Vilnius municipal choir "JAUNA MUZIKA"
oh why not the whole thing...
Benjamin Britten ~ A Ceremony of Carols
Vilnius municipal choir "JAUNA MUZIKA"
Saturday, December 26, 2015
Cats today
Sister cat greeted me, Vocal cat appeared shortly thereafter, and Shy brother did not come out for food or treats. He was not to be found. Finally I rolled my eyes and sat on the kichen floor and said, I like boys too, and five seconds later I heard a crash. Shy brother had emerged. He let me throw treats down the hall at him and came down to play with a toy and then went away and groomed himself in the hall. I read a book for a little bit. Vocal cat and Shy brother did not find this fascinating but the sister stuck around and watched me.
Not exactly prison, but prisonesque
Is there not a long history of women being imprisoned by money? Example: you are born to a rich family in the Renaissance...as a girl. Get almost everything...jewels, gowns, the best artists at your court, and yes you had to get married off to an older man, but guess what. He actually likes / loves you and its not horrible at all. It can be lots of fun! Well, except that he has mistresses. See, he is allowed to. You are not allowed such. Your job is to be the wife and bear children. Especially BOY children. But you do that too! You got almost everything and did exactly what was expected of you! What, you didn't want to repeat that again?
For a guy: the world is your gorgeous, glittering candy bowl. Then your wife dies in childbirth. Everything goes downhill and you die trying to escape a dungeon after being imprisoned for years. You didn't want to repeat that experience?
It was not repeated.
For a guy: the world is your gorgeous, glittering candy bowl. Then your wife dies in childbirth. Everything goes downhill and you die trying to escape a dungeon after being imprisoned for years. You didn't want to repeat that experience?
It was not repeated.
Friday, December 25, 2015
Hmmm, jail.
Maybe I will think about jail for a little bit. Actually it was on my mind because a few months ago, I paid a woman to read some cards and "jail" was tugging at her. "In this life, you could have gone to jail. But you decided that was not what you wanted to do in this life." I said, "Really? Do you mean metaphorically, or..." "No. They are being very clear. You could have gone to jail." Thoreau went to jail. I have activist friends who went to jail. I have heard people I used to hang around with as a teenager have gone to jail. Sometimes when people get into certain kinds of relationships, they feel like they are in jail. Merry Christmas. I am not in jail.
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| http://www.ishalerner.com/xvi-rapunzel |
Night of the Trailer Park Cats...
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| The Light of the Worlds ~ Susan Herbert |
There are three. The older friendly loud one, and the shy brother and sister. However, sister is not so shy after you shake the treat bag. It takes forever for the shy brother to emerge from his hiding place. Sometimes he doesn't come out at all. The friendly loud one wants attention and acts like a king, but when the shy brother and sister both come out, something happens. After they warm up to you and eat a few treats, brother and sister are very playful, and then the king cat kind of sulks and goes away and is less friendly. All of a sudden, you have to switch gears and act as if the king cat is "the shy one." He will ignore treats and entreaties to play if the brother and sister have been dominating the "stage" (the floor of the kitchen) for quite a while...oh, was Patience was written for such moments...When you leave, the brother and sister will once again be in retreat. But the king cat will hang around and consider making for the exit, even though it's a very cold and windy night.
Thursday, December 24, 2015
Buy yourself an album for Christmas
Give Me Back My Bunty Bunty ~ The Bombay Royale
http://www.curiousanimal.com/album-review-island-dr-electrico-bombay-royale/
http://hyperallergic.com/158113/from-melbourne-with-love/
I have an idea
Rename a children's game.
CAT
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CAT
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| http://www.geochembio.com/biology/organisms/cat/cat-behavior.html |
DOG
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| https://www.pinterest.com/catsprotection/ginger-cats/ |
shrug
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| http://pictures-of-cats.org/dogs-with-cats.html by Scott Kinmartin |
Much creative nonsense
December is winding down.
For myself, personally, I think this was a fun moment:
http://www.litlover.blogspot.com/2015/12/exceeding-special-zero.html
I'd been feeling rather pleased with my viewing of this. Oh, I see. This is all just a part of evolution. This is all about society progressing, nature evolving. And I thought, huh, isn't it also cool, that one awesome lady reminds me of this other awesome lady (I think Zero is a really good song.) I was feeling quite entertained. And then...guess what. CONGRATULATIONS! Oh, my, god...Universe? DIE, the Universe says. DIE DIE DIE, right now, we want your ego to diiiiiieeeeee. It's fine. It's great. I'm sure I will look back on this period of my life with so much fondness...
For myself, personally, I think this was a fun moment:
http://www.litlover.blogspot.com/2015/12/exceeding-special-zero.html
I'd been feeling rather pleased with my viewing of this. Oh, I see. This is all just a part of evolution. This is all about society progressing, nature evolving. And I thought, huh, isn't it also cool, that one awesome lady reminds me of this other awesome lady (I think Zero is a really good song.) I was feeling quite entertained. And then...guess what. CONGRATULATIONS! Oh, my, god...Universe? DIE, the Universe says. DIE DIE DIE, right now, we want your ego to diiiiiieeeeee. It's fine. It's great. I'm sure I will look back on this period of my life with so much fondness...
Ooooh...teeth...really...
After flossing, back upper right side of mouth is not super happy. Really. Dental issues right before Xmas? I'm going to go pray for humility and healing and maybe take painkiller and hopefully sleep restfully.
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| Healing Sleep by Yolanda Eveleens |
I'm watching this
InnerVIEWS ~ RuPaul
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He says when he is in drag he becomes "the monster"
and he also says some other stuff.
and he also says some other stuff.
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XYXXclamation
I really am sorry that so many men in the world get the emotion beaten out of them at such an early age. It happens to some women, too. But probably more to men. I remember seeing a boy cry and knowing the grownups were going to be more ashamed of him than they would be of me, a girl. Society is changing. Men will have to be brave enough to break down, even if their own mother or girlfriend or father or brother or best friend rags on them for doing it. So you may as well get to it, otherwise you'll probably have to come back as a girl and do it anyway...hope you're looking forward to that!
Wednesday, December 23, 2015
O the wilds of the internet
What have they brought me tonight.
History. Holy Roman Frederick et al.
Career Advice. Pay The Women The Money...
Christmas Music. We Three Kings...
History. Holy Roman Frederick et al.
Career Advice. Pay The Women The Money...
Christmas Music. We Three Kings...
Stories again
Dark, estranged, distant cousins...
Telling the Bees by T. Kingfisher
Nicholas Was (39 Degrees North & N. Gaiman)
Telling the Bees by T. Kingfisher
Nicholas Was (39 Degrees North & N. Gaiman)
Tuesday, December 22, 2015
Considering the winter weather and feminine deities and such
Rain (not snow) is the winter weather here.
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| http://www.eyemagazine.com/feature/article/chasing-perfection |
A childlike part of me always really enjoyed Christmas (favorite holiday!) Presents? Music? Lights? Yes, yes, yes! However, I also like to explore other deities that were not as much a part of my childhood. Lately, I think Mary is Christmasy & good for moms and kids, but Kwan Yin is sometimes better for those don't connect as well with Mary...it seems like she is for just about everybody. I don't want to shame anyone about not being able to be "a mother" in the traditional sense. Also, I think motherhood is not just about physically giving birth or even being a woman. Men can have many nurturing qualities and be very good with kids. This is the sort of thing that I find fascinating sometimes. And I've noticed that when I am fascinated and learning new things, I am not really in as much turmoil about not being able to "follow the script," and I can enjoy life more. When that happens, I can also do more good for other people because it will flow out easily. It will not feel like a burden, but it will feel more like joy and like what should happen naturally. Life on earth is not always meant to be painful. It can be good.
Monday, December 21, 2015
Cards
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| http://archangeloracle.com/2013/07/02/goddess-vesta-home/ |
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| http://archangeloracle.com/2015/05/26/kuan-yin-compassion/ |
Well
I am sorry to say this but I am once again completely horrified by how little most "caring" mothers and fathers seem to care when it comes to the men and women who deal with infertility struggles. One of those men or women could be your own son or daughter. Do you want your kids eyeing the edge of a cliff because they feel they can't have kids like you / do what you did?
Feed Well Lowliness
Tea
Don-Qua Sparerib Soup
Green Mustard with Soy Beans and Tofu Skin
Shredded Pork with Baby Bamboo
Take Home:
Dinner Leftovers
Salty Dried White Plums
BBQ Pork Bun & Egg Tart
(usually they give dessert, but "tonight they're out of cake")
WOAIM
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| http://picpetz.com/2011/08/30/cat-and-bubble/ |
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And a cat will not follow you home. But a cat will follow him home. And the cat will be pleasant company. But you will go to sleep, and wake up to look for the cat, and find the cat disappeared. At peak morning coldness. On the first day of winter. It is life's mystery.
Today
One long obliterating nap.
Must... See... Sunlight...
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"My child, we agree that you should take up yoga. However, it may or may not protect you from having a bad day sometimes. Such is the nature of life on this marble."
"OKAY."
Must... See... Sunlight...
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"My child, we agree that you should take up yoga. However, it may or may not protect you from having a bad day sometimes. Such is the nature of life on this marble."
"OKAY."
G Repitition Repetitively
Everytime I try to type in Google this keeps coming up: http://gateway-women.com/ That is a website for how to be "PASSIONATE AND COMPASSIONATE ABOUT THE LIVES AND FUTURES OF CHILDLESS WOMEN." Like, EIGHT OR TEN TIMES this has happened. I think the universe is confused??? It should be directing me towards a GATOS website???
http://catgasm.tumblr.com/
