Writing something kind of blah

I'm going to extend nanowrimo, because there is no way I'm meeting this word count. Maybe it will just be a collection of micro-whatever. Personality A observes Personality B, and, in spite of the fact that A continously thinks that B has so many things which could be improved upon and fixed, like really a very long list, A will still recognize that B's need to be likable, liked, and yada yada yada is so...annoying...but also knows that "annoying" could actually be quite a relief to feel, in case there would be much worse options of other ways to feel (threatened! traumatized! ridiculously angry!) but also questions self, and wonders, what is that feeling, "annoying," really? Maybe it is only a little part of an unevolved personality that is denying a basic part of it's own humanity. Perhaps it is just flailing around, still trying to figure out the proper amounts of food, air, water, and sunlight it needs to function properly in this current vehicle, in this current reality.