Lit Lover

Monday, October 05, 2026

💗Bellisima.🫶🏼

"Momo (1986) - Ave Maria"

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=03wZ8ue12N4&si=chjmoSDBScyIxLM7

She feels that the Patriarchy has treated women as breeding stock.

"As a Gen X woman, I find your shock over the Cornell 7 endearing."

your_aunt_liz

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Dd6voU9jx9e/?stkn=MXc2cTJ3YmF2cjR3ag==

In her bio it says that Aunt Liz is the mother of two men, so if you don't want to listen to her, it can't be because she's not a mom.

I think I'll try this one.

"Cold & Flu Relief • Reiki Healing Meditation"

@DivineWhiteLight

https://youtube.com/watch?v=FLmdZWCBFdI&si=GDmZa46rdCAD688I

Of course, it's wonderful to want to help people.

People may also have extremely good reasons for not doing certain things quite as fast as the way others may have envisioned or seen the potential for them to do.

Because of course I feel I have to think about this.

I almost wonder if respecting other people's timing (and that includes healing from trauma) is a big lesson that we are supposed to learn on Earth and that this is part of what will make the human race grow and become more compassionate and patient able to treat others and themselves better?

Making breathing better would help a lot.

Grief makes me feel like growth is not linear.

But flowers don't grow straight up and down, after all.

The cold that's causing the suffering is a symptom of something bigger.

I wish I wasn't experiencing this level of grief and sadness, but I really am and I don't know how to cycle through it quickly. Maybe it's not supposed to be cycled through too quickly or something. It's just so sad. If I try to think about it, all I can feel like saying is grief, grief, grief, grief, grief, grief, grief, grief, grief, grief, grief, over and over again! Something has to be learned from the grief if it's sticking around like this. I don't know if I can even do very much about it right now.

Maybe pray that angelic energies that are wiser and see more and can help us more will help us as soon as possible. I don't know how I got to feeling the sick with grief. I wish it wasn't happening. I'm sure I can do something to help myself somehow.

It can be good to learn more about people who seem to have have led very different lives from yours.

"The Family Heart: A Memoir of When Our Son Came Out by Robb Forman Dew" | Goodreads

https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/1123976.The_Family_Heart

I think this writer is a good observer of herself and her family's coping mechanisms, and I think that that's kind of rare.

Sunday, October 04, 2026

It's been an evening of pain management. Oh my gosh.

Please remember that it's not necessary to be too rigid and follow strict timelines for the people who are dealing with really significant health challenges because that's not their priority right now.

I think I might take shower number four. After the Vicks Vapo Rub again.

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Pain is really intense and demanding.

I need to focus on my health because there's a lot of upheaval happening and women need to figure out what kind of feminism is going to be best for them and for their health because it's not going to be the same for everybody. It's going to be different and it's going to change at different times.

I feel there's wailing like banshees and grief and yelling at some boys for not knowing better. It's a lot of grief. Its like a flooding river. A lot of grief. It can make the body get sick if you're not careful.

Trying to get more to make the pain go away.

Because it hurts so bad.

People want coziness. They want to be cozy by the fire, you know, in their Castle. They want coziness. They don't want to be so lonely anymore. They want love.

They also want breaths of fresh air and cleansing winds and good changes. They want a bigger view. They want to expand. They do want to open their hearts. It's just hard for them to do it sometimes.

People in dark places can still get access to brightness from the light of angels.

The reason why the universe has me think about things like Beatrice and the Italian. Renaissance is because she was a channel and she was gifted but her gifts were not entirely corralled or channeled in the proper ways. But she was a channel and she made a lot of those things happen even though it made it look like the men were making the things happening. She was actually making a lot of the things happen and that's why after she died things went so badly and she was also like a go-between and a diplomat. It did curtail her spirit to be forced into childbearing I think. She loved her children but there was a not enough freedom for women in that time and she was supposed to follow what a bunch of bossy people were telling her to do. Also consent was not important.

For some reason I'm seeing something about dunking my head into a bucket of water. Maybe I should try and do that. Maybe I'll just go stand under the shower.

Poor aching face. Let's have water pour on that face now. Maybe it will help some things loosen up.

She was more sort of war-like than the ladies around her because she had a lot of energy running through her and she had a lot of responsibilities and she was also very young.

People did not take good enough care of their health physically. They did not listen to themselves enough about taking care of their health physically. It was very like rough time to be alive.

But even with all that there were times when they were really emotionally calm and connected and they channeled and there was a lot of creativity and there was communication with a higher source and spirit in God and God and a higher source and spirit was trying to work through them to bring good things to Earth. And they did bring some good things to Earth but physical health got sacrificed.

And that's why a part of me likes to do really quiet domestic things because it's part of like a health plan. It's good for the nervous system and for balancing energy. If you've got a lot of energy running through you, doing quiet domestic things is a nice way to call me yourself down.

If I feel pain and if I put my hand on the area and ask a question it might help.

Castles were very angular places to live and they were not so comfortable in a lot of parts of the castles and there were a lot of people who were living in fear in the castles.

However, they were starting to make good changes in some ways and there were some people who were starting to get happier because creativity was placed in high regard.

There were problems with communication. There were big feelings that didn't have words to go with them and so the big feelings were felt but people were too scared to express them and put the feelings into words and this includes the people in charge and how they communicated with one another too.

Love was real but so was fear and propriety led to dishonesty. Beautiful gifts and clothes could not make up for rifts in communication. People were often encouraged to keep their mouths shut instead of exploring feelings and this is the same as what goes on today sometimes too.

Those kinds of circumstances make emotions go wild like animals trapped in cages. People start to get desperate. Jokes and jibes and little glances. But because people felt very oppressed and like they needed to keep their mouths shut, it prevented communication from flowing and it affected the dynamics and made it so that things were not as harmonious.

People tend to have a rebellion against doing what is proper because it curtails their spirit. And then they start to get left out and start to feel heartbroken because they know they deserve better but they don't know how to express it or a really believe that they deserve better.

Sometimes looking at patterns like concentric circles helps people calm down and feel more centered in themselves and then they're not quite as inclined to lash out at others because they get very centered in themselves. And it's in a good way.

Royalty and pageantry can still be celebrated if it's not misused and if it's to serve the collective to bring people joy.

And now sometimes I want to go away from that and I want to think more about the people ice skating on the pond in another century. Where there was more equality, for those particular ice skaters, anyways.

Another round.

I put my hands on my face and I got that Kings are very lonely people and they feel in the dark a lot emotionally. So we don't really need Kings. Kings are very lonely people. Sorry about that, Kings.

I tried it again.

This time when I've put my hands on my face, I got girls screaming about Cornell in the too bright light. They're screaming. They are really, really screaming.